Roger: I think your mother
and I may get back together.
Greenlee: Daddy,
that's fantastic!
Tad: "Look inside
for a preview of what's
to come."
Chris: Bianca, can you hear
me?
You hang on.
I'm going to get you out
of here.
Erica: What are you doing?
This is the answer to all
of your sick prayers,
isn't it -- destroy me
and everyone I love!
TODAY’S - - - ALL MY CHILDREN
[Chris and Bianca in Erica’s burning house]
Chris: Hold on.
Hold on to me.
[Bianca coughs]
[Outside of the burning house]
Erica: Oh, my God!
Bianca and Chris -- they're
still trapped in the house!
Kendall: Erica, the house is
still standing.
Chris will get her out.
He will.
No -- no, you can't go in there.
Erica: Let go of me!
Kendall: No! No!
Erica: Let go of me!
Kendall: No, you're not going
in there.
Erica, no!
[Dixie’s room in Switzerland]
Brooke: We packed up Dixie's
things.
There's nothing left to do.
Tad: Except say good-bye?
That I won't do.
Not while there's still
a chance.
Brooke: You talked
to the Swiss police.
You saw the -- you saw where
Dixie's car went over.
Tad: I didn't see Dixie.
I don't care what the police
said.
Part of me still expects
her to walk through that door.
Brooke: I understand,
believe me, about not wanting
to let go.
I just don't think that
you should hold on to false
hope.
Tad: Why?
Give me one good reason.
Brooke: I'll give you two --
JR and Jamie,
your sons.
[Brooke’s house –Edmund is trying to play checkers with Jamie]
Edmund: It's your move,
Jamie.
Edmund : You thinking about
Dixie?
I miss her, too.
She was real special.
You know, sometimes it helps
to talk about what you're
thinking.
[Jamie pushes the checkers off the board and runs upstairs]
Edmund: That went well.
Opal: Maybe he just needs
a good cry.
I'll go check on him.
You know, Edmund, maybe you want
to just head on home and leave
this to family.
Edmund: Opal,
I am family, and I am not
walking out on Jamie.
[Greenlee’s loft]
Leo: Well, you definitely hit
a new low on the old
sleaze-o-meter, Roger, you know
that?
Roger: Hand it over.
Leo: Forget it.
So who's the other babe
on your gift list, huh?
Come on, who is it?
Roger: The store made
a mistake, that's all.
Leo: Oh, yeah -- oh,
no, the only mistake that was
made was you telling Greenlee
that there was a chance that
you and her mother were going
to get back together.
What, you got another piece
on the side, is that what this
is?
Greenlee: Leo, who's out
there?
Leo: You tell me who it is.
You tell me who she is, or I’m
going to tell Greenlee what
a dirty old horn dog her father
is.
Kendall: No, no --
[Erica and Kendall yell]
Ryan: Hey, hey, hey, hey!
Come on, Erica, Erica, it's all
right.
It's ok.
Erica: Ryan!
Ryan: What happened?
Erica: If it hadn't been
for Kendall, your father
and my daughter would still be
alive!
[Sirens]
Roger: Leo, please don't
embarrass me in front
of Greenlee.
Leo: "Oh, Leo, please don't
embarrass me in front of --"
shut up. Who is it?
Roger: I bought you
and Greenlee a pair of silver
candlesticks.
Leo: Well, yeah,
for -- you mean, and
your girlfriend got them
instead.
Is that what you're saying?
Roger: That doesn't matter.
Why are you making such a case out of this?
Leo: Because I am tired
of losers like you and Vanessa
treating Greenlee like she's
less than nothing, that's why.
Roger: You know what?
You are turning this
into something twisted here.
Leo: No, you made a life
of breaking your daughter's
heart, Roger.
And for whatever reason,
she keeps letting you do it,
but I’m not going to let you do
it anymore.
Roger: My daughter has
a forgiving nature, that's all.
Leo: Well, I don't.
I don't.
You know that she's got this
fantasy -- yeah, she's got this
cute, little g-rated fantasy
about you and her mother holding
hands, sitting on the same side
of the church, beaming
at her as she's walking down
the aisle.
And you encouraged that fantasy
when you told her there's
a chance that you and -- and --
Roger: Mary. Mary.
Leo: Mary were going to get
back together.
Now, how could that be when
you're already cheating on her,
huh?
Roger: You know what?
You tell Greenlee this,
she'll start sinking again.
Leo: No, I’m not going
to take the hit for this again,
Roger.
Roger: Greenlee will be
the one who's disappointed.
You want that on your conscience
again, Leo?
Greenlee: Daddy.
Leo, why didn't you tell me --
who's idea of a hot dream is
that?
[Greenlee looks at the racy outfit Leo is holding]
[Coughing]
Bianca: Chris?
[Coughing]
Bianca: Oh, my God.
Are you ok?
[Coughing]
Bianca: Oh.
[Chris is caught under part of the ceiling that has collapsed]
Chris: Slide it off.
Slide it off.
Chris: Push this up.
Help me lift this, right here.
Come here, right here.
[Chris groans]
Chris: Forget it.
Bianca: Oh, no.
Chris: Forget it, the whole
ceiling fell.
We won't make it.
Bianca: Oh, my God,
we're trapped in here!
Chris: Come here.
Me, maybe.
You can get out.
Out back, right through
the kitchen there.
Bianca: No.
Chris: Just go around
the flames.
Bianca: No, Chris, I’m n
going to leave you like this.
Chris: You have to.
You have to get out and get
help.
You hear me?
[Bianca screams]
Chris: Go on.
Listen to me.
Get out.
Go on!
[Chris coughs]
Kendall: Ryan, Chris went
in to save Bianca and then
the ceiling came down!
Ryan: Ok, all right.
Just tell me how the hl this
happened.
Kendall: I don't know!
Erica: Tell him!
Tell him, Kendall, how you set
that fire.
Kendall: I did not set that
fire!
Erica: We found her inside!
Kendall: No -- I was trying
to save Bianca.
Erica: You did not save her.
Bianca's still trapped inside
the house!
Kendall: No, no, I couldn't
reach her.
I got you out, and you would
have burned to death
if I hadn't.
Erica: Oh, you liar!
What you did -- you stopped me
from saving Bianca.
And from the first --
[Sirens]
Kendall: Oh, thank God.
Ryan: Just tell me how long
they've been in there.
Just tell me now.
Kendall: I don't know,
I don't know.
But listen -- Chris -- Chris is
tough, Ryan.
Ryan: They're both in there?
Kendall: Yes, listen,
let the firemen --
Fire Chief: Anybody inside?
Kendall: Let them do
their job.
Erica: And then Chris Stamp --
Ryan: And my father --
my father's in there.
Erica: Please, you've got
to get them out.
Please help them.
Please get them out!
Bianca: Chris, I’m not going
to leave you here!
Chris: Sorry, kid,
you got no choice.
Bianca: No, you're stuck here
because of me!
Chris: Listen to me.
Make your way around those
flames.
You -- you be brave.
Do something else for me.
[Bianca coughs]
Chris: Bianca?
Bianca: Anything, anything.
Chris: All right.
You get outside and you find
your mom.
You tell her that I love her.
You see my son, Ryan, you tell
him I’m proud to be his father,
do you hear me?
Can you do that for me?
Bianca: No, you're going
to be able to do that yourself.
Chris: Promise me -- Bianca!
Promise me.
Bianca: Ok. I promise.
Chris: Good girl.
All right.
Go ahead now.
Go on.
Go!
Go on.
[Bianca coughs]
Chris: Don't look back!
Go on!
[Bianca coughs]
Chris: That a girl.
Greenlee: Why do I feel like
I just crashed a stag party?
Roger: You know what, Leo?
We should do that.
We should get some guys together
before the wedding, and we --
Greenlee: No, no, no, no.
No way are my father
and my fiancé bonding over
cocktails, stogies,
and strippers.
If that is some kind of party
favor --
Leo: It's not, exactly.
It's --
Greenlee: Well, then whose
cheap thrill is it?
Leo: Uh -- it's -- mine.
I mean --
[Leo laughs]
Leo: I mean, I bought it
for you, of course, so --
Greenlee: Leo, God, in front
of my father?
Are you nuts?
I hope you weren't looking
for a rating.
Leo: I thought it was
a wedding present, so I opened
it up and --
Roger: All righty, then.
This is my cue to exit.
Oh, I almost forgot why I came.
I would like to invite
you to a celebration dinner.
Just the three of us, all right?
Huh?
Greenlee: Daddy, that is
so sweet.
Roger: Yeah, good.
Greenlee: But I want
to include Simone since she's
doing the maid of honor thing.
Roger: All right.
Whatever you want.
We'll talk about the details
later, all right?
I love you, Sweetie.
Leo?
Leo: Dad?
Roger: Yeah.
Ok, bye-bye, Dear.
Greenlee: Bye.
Man: Greenlee Smythe?
Greenlee: More presents?
Man: Can you sign here?
Greenlee: Ok.
Thanks.
Leo, never again give my father
a sneak peek of what's to come
on our honeymoon.
Leo: I'm sorry.
Greenlee: Very naughty.
You and the lingerie.
Leo: I know.
What's in the envelope?
Greenlee: Another one
of your surprises?
Leo: I don't know.
Let's see.
Greenlee: Oh, my gosh.
It's from my mother.
Edmund: Opal, you're Jamie's
grandma.
I know you're concerned.
Opal: I'm more than
concerned, Edmund.
When a red-blooded teenaged boy
is walking around like a zombie,
that's a call for he.
Edmund: I know it is.
You know, Brooke and I have --
we've been trying to get through
to him.
Opal: Well, did it occur
to you that you might be part
of the reason that he's giving
off the silent treatment?
Edmund: Yeah.
But he's scared, ok?
He's just scared.
Opal, listen to me.
Life has hit that guy with a lot
of hard balls lately.
And that's where I come in.
That's where --
that's why I’m not bailing out
right now.
Whether he knows it or not,
he needs me, and he needs me
to be a dad, not just Brooke's
boyfriend or future husband.
Opal: Jamie has a dad.
Edmund: I know he does,
but he's not here,
and I’m going to be here
for the long haul.
And he needs to know that he can
come to me whenever
with whatever.
I've cleared a space in my life
for Jamie, and he owns it
as long as he wants it.
Opal: Well, I don't know.
I think you're asking
for trouble.
Edmund: Bring it on.
Jamie's worth it.
Opal: I'm sorry.
You're right.
Edmund: I give you my word.
I will watch out for that boy
as if he were Sam or Maddie,
as if he were my own.
Opal: Well, maybe you ought
to go on up and give it another
whirl, huh?
[Doorbell rings]
Opal: Palmer, when did
you get back?
Palmer: I came straight
from the airport.
Opal: I guess you got
my message in Hong Kong.
Palmer: Good Lord,
Opal, we've been divorced
for years.
You're still henpecking me long
distance.
So, where's Peter?
Why the devil are the both
of you living here?
Opal: Brooke is in
Switzerland.
Palmer: That doesn't answer
my question.
Opal: I'm watching out
for Jamie.
Palmer: Where's Tad?
Opal: He's in Switzerland,
too.
Palmer: You mean,
Brooke and -- I thought she was
engaged to Edmund, isn't it?
Opal: She is, she is.
Palmer: Damn it, Opal!
My son has been uprooted.
Two of them are carrying
on in Switzerland, and,
still, you don't have any
answers for me.
Opal: Will you just stop
flapping your lips for five
minutes?
I have something hard to tell
you.
It's about Dixie.
There was an accident,
a car accident.
And I’m sorry, Palmer,
Dixie is gone.
Tad: Brooke, if I can't cope
with Dixie's death, what am
I going to do with Jamie?
Brooke: You need to help him
get through this.
Tad: How?
Brooke: Just be there.
Tad: And what?
What?
Tell him
she's in a better place?
Life goes on?
Brooke: Yes, yes,
something like that.
Tad: My son is going to turn
to me, he's going to ask me
to make sense of this, and it
doesn't make sense.
It's cruel and it's stupid,
and anything I say to Jamie,
he will know is a lie.
Brooke: You can tell him that
you love him.
That is not a lie.
Tad: It's not enough.
Brooke: Tad, you don't need
to have all the answers.
Tad: I don't want all
the answers.
I just want my --
Tad: I just want my wife
back.
Oh.
Two days ago, I couldn't count
my blessings on two hands.
Dixie was coming home.
She was pregnant with
my daughter.
We were all going to be
together, be a, you know,
one, big, happy family.
I even told myself that all
the crap we survived was worth
it.
Now look at me.
I close my eyes for one second
and it's all torn away.
So what's the point?
Huh?
What's this about?
What do I say to Jamie when
he turns to me and he asks me
why?
That's how it goes?
Brooke: Would you trade one
minute of your life
with Dixie's?
Tad: You think that's going
to get me through it?
Memories?
Memories and sympathy cards,
casseroles.
Brooke: Yes.
And people who don't know what
to say, so they don't say
anything, but they're there.
And they help.
They all help, believe me.
It saved
my sanity and my life.
Tad: You're a lot stronger
than I am.
Brooke: You're as strong
as you need to be, and you have
to be for your sons.
You do, ok?
For JR and Jamie,
and JR maybe even more than
Jamie.
Tad: Don't you get it?
I can't help myself.
How am I supposed to help them?
Dixie's gone.
I'm never going to see
her again.
I don't even --
I don't believe it when I say
it.
How am I supposed to comfort
my boys?
Tad: I feel more lost
and alone than I’ve ever been.
Brooke: You're not alone.
Brooke: Tad,
I’m here with you every step
of the way, the whole way home.
Tad: Home.
Home was wherever Dixie was.
You can go back.
I can't.
[Sirens]
Erica: I can't see anything.
Fireman: You need to get
back, ma'am.
Erica: No, please.
My daughter and a friend,
they're trapped inside
the house.
Fireman: I'm sorry.
We're doing everything that
we can.
Ryan: Hey, hey, listen,
what can I do?
I want to help.
I have to help.
Fire chief: Then stay out
of the way.
Kendall: Something's
happening.
They found someone.
They found someone.
Erica: Oh, my God!
Kendall: Something's
happening.
They found someone.
Erica: Bianca! Bianca!
Fireman: Some minor smoke
inhalation.
Erica: She's all right?
Oh, thank you, God.
Thank you!
She's all right.
Is she going to be all right?
Fireman: She'll be fine.
We'll take care of her.
We'll take care of her.
Breathe, breathe.
Breathe.
Erica: Chris?
Where's Chris?
There was someone else
in the house with her.
Fireman: We didn't see
anybody.
Erica: He's in there!
Chris! Chris is in there.
Bianca: Chris -- he's trapped
inside.
Erica: Chris.
Chris: Oh! Oh!
Chris: Erica.
Greenlee: Leo, maybe
my mother sent us a big,
fat check.
Leo: What is that?
Greenlee: It's a list
of names and a note from my mom.
"Greenlee, attached is a list
of guests to be invited
to your wedding.
Mother."
Leo: This isn't a list.
This is a freaking mob scene.
Greenlee: No.
Leo, you're missing the point.
This means that my mother is
coming to our wedding.
Leo: Hey, I don't see that
she's coming to the wedding.
Greenlee: No, of course she's
coming.
I mean, she wouldn't invite all
these people and then be
a no-show.
Leo: How do you even know
who's who here?
There's -- what --
ambassadors, viscount,
the Hollywood left, the mainline
right.
This is --
Greenlee: Well, Mom's very
well connected.
Leo: No, you know what?
I'm sorry, but this is --
this is our day.
This isn't about Mary Smythe
of Mainline and Vine.
I'm sorry.
[Leo tears up the papers Greenlee’s mother sent]
Greenlee: But, Leo --
Leo: No, no, no, forget it.
We're going to invite who
we want to this wedding,
Greenlee, or we're not going
to do it at all.
[Simone’s loft]
Roger: Now,
where were we?
Simone: I was wondering how
to accessorize the candlesticks
before you tore out of here
without any explanation.
You want to tell me where
you went?
Roger: Well, I went straight
down to that boutique to give
them hell for messing up
my order.
Simone: Really?
Roger: Yeah, you were
supposed to get something
soft --
Simone: Hmm.
Roger: And silky.
And unfortunately, the order
went astray.
I'm sorry.
I hate to disappoint you.
Simone: Yeah.
Roger: Simone,
I couldn't help overhearing
earlier about the number
your father did on you.
Simone: I wish you wouldn't
have heard that.
Roger: No, I’m glad I did,
because it gives me a chance
to tell you how wrong I think
he is about you.
Simone: Well, my dad,
he just -- he just has very high
standards.
Roger: Sure.
You always try to please him,
and somehow he always makes
you feel like you never measure
up, right?
Let me tell you something.
You are as sensitive as you are
seductive.
And you're going to make a name
for yourself.
Simone: Yeah, once I figure
out what I’m going to be when
I grow up.
Roger: Well, I hope you don't
give up on your writing.
Simone: It's more like it's
given up on me.
Roger: Oh, it would be
a shameful waste.
Simone, I see publication
contracts and book tours
and bestseller lists
in your future.
Simone: Did you happen
to catch the title?
Roger: Yeah.
How about "Inside Proteus --
the Making of a Drug Lord"?
Simone: Yeah, see, that book
bit the reject pile when Leo
backed out.
Roger: Who needs Leo?
Simone: I did.
He had all the inside scoop.
Roger: So do I.
I could be your source.
We could write this book
together.
Palmer: Dixie gone?
I --
well, that's pretty hard
to believe.
Opal: Yeah, for all of us.
Palmer: And Tad?
Opal: Oh, Palmer, don't.
Palmer: No, no, no,
no, I just can't imagine
the hell he's going through.
I know we've had our
differences, but I know,
absolutely know, that Dixie
meant the world to him.
Opal: You fretting about Tad
when your own heart's broken.
You do have one, Palmer,
no matter how hard you try
to hide it.
Palmer: Oh, don't tell me
what I’m feeling.
What about JR?
Opal: He's with Adam.
Palmer: Well, we got to get
him away from there.
Opal: Well, Adam is
his daddy.
Palmer: He's the worse
possible influence on the boy.
Opal: Adam is his family,
Palmer.
Families got to rally around
each other at a time like this.
Palmer: Damn it,
Opal, I’m family, too,
and I know that Dixie would want
it.
What the hell would I know what
Dixie would want?
Opal: Palmer, wait.
Erica: Oh, my baby.
My baby.
Oh, thank God.
Thank God.
Bianca: Mom.
Chris had --
he had a message for you.
He wanted me to tell you that
he loves you.
And he had a message for Ryan,
too.
Kendall: Ryan?
Oh, my God!
Oh, my God, oh, my God!
Where's Ryan?
Oh. Oh, my God!
Oh!
Ryan!
[Inside the house – Ryan, wearing fireman’s gear – finds Chris]
Chris: Oh, I’m happy to see
you, man.
Talk about your 11th-hour
rescuers.
Ryan: You are such a royal
pain in the ass, you know that?
Palmer: I just want to go
home, Opal.
Opal: And do what, Palmer?
rattle around your room all
by your lonesome?
Palmer: Don't want any
company.
Opal: Well, I’m not thinking
about you.
I'm thinking about Petey.
It would be good for our son
to have his Mama and Papa nearby
for a while.
Palmer: Well, I did buy him
a kite.
It's a dragon with big teeth
and a long tail.
Opal: Well, stay and give it
to him.
We'll have supper together,
family style.
Palmer: Well, I don't know
if I could eat.
All right.
I'll stay --
just for Peter’s sake.
Opal: Good.
[Edmund and Brooke talk on the phone]
Edmund: Brooke, it's me.
Brooke: Oh, hi.
I was just going to call you.
Edmund: How's Tad?
Brooke: It's rough.
Edmund: Yeah, I know.
Listen, give me the airline
information.
I'll pick you up at the airport.
Brooke: Tad and I are not
going to fly back tonight.
Edmund: Well, I thought
you had everything squared away.
Brooke: We did.
We did.
It's not that.
Edmund: You don't want
to talk in front of Tad?
Brooke: Can you understand?
Edmund: No, no, I do, Honey.
It's just --
well, Jamie's in really kind
of a bad way.
I mean, he's not talking.
He's not even eating now.
Joe and Ruth came by.
He gave them the same treatment.
Brooke: Edmund, would you put
Jamie on the phone for me?
Edmund: Yeah, sure.
Hold on.
Jamie?
Jamie, your mother's
on the phone.
Edmund: She wants to talk
to you.
Here he is.
[Jamie takes the phone – listens to Brooke but doesn’t talk to her]
Brooke: Jamie?
Hi, Honey.
How are you?
I wish you would talk to me.
Listen, I know that Edmund
and Opal are there taking care
of you.
You help them -- all right? --
Help you till I get home.
And I want you to eat something,
all right?
Because you're going to get sick
if you don't.
Your dad's going through a very
rough time right now, honey.
And I know it would make him
feel better if he knew that
you were ok.
Jamie, hold on one second, ok?
Dad wants to talk to you.
Tad: Hey, Pal, how are you?
Listen --
I -- I know that this is all
pretty frightening.
I'm kind of scared myself.
I --
I just want you to know that
it's ok to feel the way that
you feel.
And I don't want you to worry
about me, all right?
Because I don't think I’m coming
home just yet.
There's a couple of things
I need to look after.
When I do, I -- I --
I think I’m going to grab
you and go up to willow lake.
You know, do a little fishing,
just you and me, the way it used
to be.
[Jamie smiles]
Tad: Listen, until I --
until I get there,
you --
do your old man a favor, ok?
Don't --
just be good to yourself.
I'll see you when I get home.
Jamie: I love you.
Roger: No, listen to me.
I was inside the organization.
The Proteus story is my story,
too.
You write it.
Simone: Oh, I don't think so,
Roger.
Roger: Why not?
Simone: Greenlee.
Roger: Well, this could be
very therapeutic for Greenlee.
It could help her, you know,
close the book, so to speak.
Simone: I don't know.
Roger: Ok.
Ok, ok, there's no pressure.
No pressure.
I just put it out there for you
to think about.
You know.
Simone: Yeah, I guess so.
Roger: Why don't we
put the book on the back burner
and see what else is cooking.
[Greenlee tapes up the guest list her mother sent and Leo ripped in half]
Greenlee: Leo, you don't get
it.
This list is code for my mother
saying that my wedding matters
to her.
Leo: What matters to you?
Greenlee: Right now,
making my mother happy.
Leo --
[Leo sighs]
Greenlee: If I can pull this
off, if I can make our wedding
day perfect for my mom, I have
a chance at piecing my family
back together again.
Leo: Ok.
You have this -- this --
this fantasy about your mom
and dad making some kind
of miraculous reconciliation.
Greenlee: Miracles happen,
Leo.
I'll settle for having both
of them at our ceremony.
One perfect day for our wedding
album for me to look back on?
Please?
Leo: Well, you know, I highly
doubt that that miracle's going
to happen, but you know what?
If that's what you want,
Greenlee, that's -- that's what
you're going to get.
Greenlee: It is.
And so are you.
Chris: It's no use.
Get out.
Ryan: I'm not going anywhere!
Chris: Get out!
Chris: Ryan, I mean it.
Save yourself!
You stubborn jackass!
Ryan: Yeah!
I'm a stubborn jackass,
and guess where I get it from,
Dad?
Now push!
One, two, three.
Chris: I'm out!
I'm out.
Ryan: All right, I got you.
Chris: You help me.
You help me!
Tad: He just told me he loved
me.
Brooke: Oh -- Tad.
Tad: You were right.
For some reason, I thought
I needed to be here.
My son needs me more.
Our son.
Tad: It's time for us to go
home.
Roger: You should always be
happy.
I'm sorry your father makes
you doubt yourself.
Simone: Yeah, well, I let
him.
Roger: I want you to picture
the look on your father's face
when he sees your name
on the top of the bestseller
list for the first time
and he realizes that you have
arrived without his help
or without his approval.
This could be your declaration
of independence.
And you don't have to ask,
"Daddy, may I"?
You just do it.
Simone: How did you first
connect with Proteus?
Leo: What the hell is
a Maharincess?
Greenlee: Leo?
Greenlee: Let's play here
comes the bride.
[Greenlee is modeling the sexy outfit that Roger bought for Simone]
Leo: Ok.
Fire Chief: Your friend
Lavery decided to play cowboy,
stole a uniform, and crashed
the flames.
Kendall: Well, then go
in and get him!
Fire chief: We're trying.
We can't break through
the firewall.
Kendall: No! No!
You cannot leave him in there!
Fire chief: We're not going
to give up and neither should
you.
Kendall: No!
Oh. Oh.
Bianca: God, please -- please
let Chris and Ryan get out
safely, please.
Erica: Please, amen.
Kendall: Amen.
[Explosion]
ON THE NEXT - - - ALL MY CHILDREN
Anna: Now that Dixie's dead,
I don't know if we stand
a chance at all.
Erica: Please, there were two
men who went in my house.
You have to find them!
Fire chief: The house is
way --
Kendall: This is all my fault.