Adam: Liza?
John, leave it out there.
I'll handle it from here on.
Liza, I'm home.
Liza: I can't believe this.
How come y didn't call me?
I would've picked you up
at the airport.
Adam: I wanted to
surprise you.
Liza: I --
weren't you having dinner
at the palace or something?
Adam: No, I phoned
my regrets.
Liza: Oh, you shouldn't have
done that.
Now the Queen's going to take
you right off her a list.
Adam: I don't care.
I got so tired of dinner parties
and garden parties and
chitchatting with royalty.
There's only one queen
in my life and only one
princess.
Liza: Aw.
Adam: Where's Colby?
She sleeping?
Liza: No.
Adam: Oh, wait till you see
what I bought her.
It is quintessentially British.
Liza: And? What is it?
Adam: Close your eyes.
Liza: Well, wait a sec.
If it's a gift for Colby, why do
I have to close my eyes?
Am: Humor me.
Liza: Always.
Did you bring home the heir
or the spare to introduce them
to our daughter?
I think she's a little young
for an arranged marriage,
don't you?
Adam: Well, we'll wait
for the next generation,
thank you very much.
All right.
You can open your eyes now.
What do you think?
Liza: Oh, my gosh.
It's a Mctavish pram.
It's -- I read about this
in "Baby World."
They're impossible to get.
Adam: Yes, yes.
Look how this thing is
constructed.
She could run into a tank
and not feel a thing.
Liza: Oh, my goodness.
Adam: There's something
inside for Colby's mother.
Look inside.
Liza: Oh.
Jewelry.
Oh, goodness.
Oh, Adam.
This is beautiful.
I love emeralds.
Adam: Well, Elizabeth wouldn't
part with the queen jewels --
the crown jewels, I should
say -- so I just opted for this.
Liza: Thank you.
You know I love you.
Adam: You're welcome.
I love you, too.
Now, where's Colby?
I can't wait another minute to see her.
Liza: She's with --
Jake: Me.
Tad: Dixie?
Honey, I know how --
I know how bad you're hurting
right now, but it's going
to be ok.
I promise you.
Dixie: That's easy
for you to say.
Tad: What?
Dixie: I --
I heard what you said to Joe --
that --
that losing the baby was
for the best.
Tad: No.
No, no.
Baby, you misunderstood.
I didn't mean it like that --
Dixie: That if it had been up
to you that, you know, she would
have been terminated weeks ago?
Tad: No.
No, Dixie, that's not true.
I swear to God it's not true.
Dixie: It is true.
That's what you wanted.
Well, she's dead.
Are you happy now?
Tad: Dixie, this isn't
you talking.
It's your grief.
And that's fine.
If you want to yell, then yell.
Strike out if it makes you feel
better.
Anything --
Dixie: Don't touch me.
Mateo: I hate to break it
to you, but there's no such
thing as "happily ever after."
Gillian: You know what?
You remind me of one
of our mules we had on our farm
in Budapest, just outside
the town.
They would pin back their ears
and refuse to budge.
Mateo: Why should I forgive
Hayley?
Why do you want me to?
Hayley cheated on me with Ryan.
Gillian: Mateo, one kiss is
not cheating.
Mateo: How do you know it's
just one kiss?
They could have been sneaking
behind our backs for months.
Gillian: No.
Mateo: How do you know?
Gillian: Because I know Ryan,
and you should know Hayley
better than that.
Mateo: Well, it turns out
I really don't know Hayley.
Gillian: You know what?
Even if it was more than just
a one-time thing, it still
doesn't matter.
Mateo: They could be making
fools out of us, and it doesn't
matter?
Gillian: No.
Mateo: Ok.
If you had proof that Ryan was
sleeping with Hayley,
you'd still forgive him?
Gillian: Look, I'm not saying
that it would be the easiest
thing I've ever done.
But if he asked me to,
yeah, I would forgive him.
That's what love does, Mateo.
Mateo: Sure, sure.
And if I'd have been the one who
had the affair, do you think
Hayley would be so quick to take
me back?
Gillian: Well, she forgave
you for not telling her about
your first wife, didn't she?
Mateo: That's different.
Raquel means nothing to me,
and Hayley knows that.
[Raquel is listening…unknown to Gillian and Mateo]
Liza: Jake had some time this
afternoon, so he was going
to spend some time with Colby.
Jake: I'm going to take
her down to the new tot lot
in Sherwood Park.
Everything's geared to toddlers
and little babies.
Liza: Hello, my sweetie --
Adam: It's not a good time,
Jake.
Jake: Well, it's a beautiful
day out, and she's already had
her nap.
Liza: Yes, you have.
Adam: I just got back
from London.
I would like to spend a little
time with my -- with my wife
and child.
So why don't you come back
tomorrow?
Jake: I have to work
tomorrow.
Adam: Well, then come back
the next day.
Jake: Adam, you know that
I have a right to see Colby.
And I cleared it with Liza --
Liza: With me.
Adam: Yes, well, that was
before she knew I was coming
home early.
Liza: Ok.
You know, let's not just have
a fight about this or anything.
We don't want to upset you,
do we?
No, we don't.
You're not going to be gone
long, right?
Jake: No.
Just a couple of hours.
Liza: Yeah just a couple
hours.
Adam: Couple of hours.
Jake: Yeah.
Liza: It'll be good for her.
She can get some air.
You know how she loves the ducks
and the swans and everything.
And besides, I could have some
quality time with my handsome
husband.
Adam: All right.
But make sure you put on plenty
of sunscreen.
Jake: I will. I will.
Thank you.
I do tend to burn a little.
Adam: I meant Colby.
Jake: I know what you meant.
You don't put sunscreen
on babies under six months,
anyway.
Liza: Ok.
There's a hat.
It's in the stroller outside.
And there's an extra bottle
for you in case you get hungry.
Have fun.
Have fun.
Jake: Thanks.
Adam: Two hours.
No more.
Jake: [Imitates Adam]
two hours. Ok.
[Normal voice]
see you later.
Liza: Ok.
Can you get her out?
Jake: Oh, yeah.
Liza: I know this is
discouraging.
I do.
And he's not going to be gone
that long.
It's just that he's been gone.
He hasn't seen her.
He's been doing this medical
convention in San Francisco.
Adam: Well, then he should
have a great many things to do
rather than to encroach
on my time with Colby.
Liza: Well, he missed her.
It's the first time he's been
away from his daughter.
And he's only going to be gone
a couple of hours.
What do you think?
Think you might be able to make
do with the other woman
in your life?
Adam: Yeah.
Yeah.
Dixie: Look, just go,
all right?
Tad: Wait, wait.
Dixie, you don't understand.
Sweetheart, I only said that
to Dad because he'd just
finished explaining to me --
Dixie: I don't want to talk
about it.
I don't.
Tad: I'm not going to just
let you lie here and think
I don't care that you lost
our baby.
Dixie: You're glad.
You never wanted to have it
in the first place.
Tad: That's not true.
Dixie: It is true.
Tad: No, darling, it's not.
I promise you.
Look, at first, I admit, I had
concerns --
Dixie: "At first"?
Tad: But anybody would.
Dixie: Tad, "at first"?
I thought you'd -- I thought
you'd come around.
Tad: I had.
Baby, you know I had.
I trusted this baby was meant
to be because you believed it.
Dixie: So it was an act?
Tad: Dixie, how can you say
that?
Dixie: Because.
Honey, I was lying here this
morning.
I was bawling my eyes out,
and you didn't shed a single
tear.
You just sat there.
You know, this isn't like it's
some job you lost or a decline
in the ratings.
It was our baby.
Tad: Well, you know that
I'm -- I'm not --
sometimes it's hard for me
to just --
Dixie: What?
Just to pretend to feel
something that you don't?
Tad: Please don't put words
in my mouth.
Dixie: Just leave, ok?
Please?
Tad: Dixie, you're not even
going to give me a chance?
Dixie: Please go.
I don't want you here.
Brooke: Tad, you --
maybe you should go.
Tad: No.
No, I'm not leaving.
I'm not going --
Dixie: Get out!
Get out!
Gillian: How do you know that
Hayley knows Raquel means
nothing to you?
Mateo: I've been telling
her for months.
Gillian: You led Hayley
to believe that you were going
away with Raquel to Texas.
Mateo: Ok.
I did go with Raquel, but that's
became I was worried about
my son and how her parents were
going to treat him.
Do you know for years they tried
to get Raquel to give him up
for adoption?
Gillian: Excuses, excuses.
Mateo: It's not an excuse.
I wanted to make sure for myself
that they didn't treat him
badly.
That's why I went.
Gillian: Well, you know what
I mean, Mateo.
You -- you --
you wanted Hayley to think that
you were getting back together
with Raquel.
You wanted her to suffer just
the way that you've been
suffering ever since you found
out what happened on the beach
that night.
Mateo: I don't play those
games, all right?
That's Hayley's department.
Gillian: You know, last night
when you two were looking
at each other, everybody else
just disappeared.
I saw it.
Everybody else saw it --
the love you two have for each
other.
Mateo: Until Ryan showed up.
Gillian: And you just
immediately jump to the wrong
conclusion.
Mateo: How do you know I'm
doing that?
Gillian: Because --
because Hayley told me that
you're the only man she's ever
loved.
She told me so last night.
Raquel: I probably should
have called first, but I was out
this way and I figured that I'd
stop by.
Stella: Max's pool toys.
Let me see -- I mean, I thought
I saw them in the mud room.
Wait, wait.
I didn't realize you had a pool
at the new condo.
Raquel: Oh, no.
We don't.
But my cousin Angela belongs
to a community pool.
We'll be staying with her until
we find something permanent.
Stella: Why?
Are you moving out of
your brand-new condo?
I'm sorry.
It's none of my business.
Raquel: It's all right,
Stella.
Stella: It's just I come
from a broken home myself,
and, I mean, I know it's hard
on a child when he can't be
raised by both his mom and dad.
Raquel: Well, sometimes it
just can't be helped.
Stella: I'm sorry.
I didn't mean to upset you.
I mean, it's just you're a good
mother and Max is such a sweet
little boy.
I'd hoped the two of you will
get what you wanted -- to be
a family.
Raquel: I'm afraid that's
just not possible with Mateo,
so we're moving on.
Stella: Well, let me just see
if I can't round up Max's toys.
Raquel: Thanks.
Take your time.
I'm in no hurry.
Hayley: Raquel.
Raquel: I didn't know
you were here.
Hayley: Yeah.
Gillian invited me to spend
the night last night.
Raquel: Oh, well, I just --
I just came by to pick up some
of Max's things.
Hayley: Yeah, I know.
What's this about you guys
moving out of the condo?
Raquel: You were
eavesdropping?
Hayley: No.
I overhead you when I was coming
down the stairs.
What happened?
Raquel: Isn't it obvious?
You won.
Liza: Well, it sounds like
you had a great trip.
Adam: Not nearly as great
as it would have been
if you and Colby had been
with me.
I didn't have anyone to share it
with.
Liza: Well, Colby and I will
definitely be with you next
year.
Adam: Well, we may not have
to wait that long.
It may happen sooner than
you think.
Liza: What are you saying?
What are you talking about?
You have something up
your sleeve?
Adam: I left London one day
and drove out into the country,
down to Kent.
Liza: Mm-hmm.
Adam: Did you know that Kent
has the most amazing gardens.
Liza: Actually, I don't think
I've ever been to Kent.
Adam: Really?
Well, I rounded a bend,
and I saw this profusion
of roses.
They were cascading off
a rooftop and down along this
old rock country wall.
I didn't know there were that
many colors of roses.
Liza: Mmm.
Sounds heavenly.
Adam: It was heavenly.
The scent was so strong, I could
smell it before I ever rounded
the bend.
Liza: Oh.
I tell you, I used to dream
about having a thatched-roof
cottage with roses tumbling
off of it.
Am: Really?
Liza: Yeah.
Adam: Well, isn't that
fortunate because I bought it.
Liza: You bought it?
Adam: Bought it.
Yeah.
What do you think?
Liza: Oh, my gosh.
Oh, my.
This -- you know, this -- this
looks exactly like the cottage
I used to dream about.
Adam: Can't wait to take
you and Colby.
Liza: Oh.
Adam: How about next week?
I'll clear my schedule.
Liza: Oh.
I -- we can't next week.
Adam: Why?
Has Jake already staked
his claim?
No, I will take my daughter
and my wife anywhere I want,
wherever I want.
To hell with his rights!
Dixie: Sorry you had to see
that.
Brooke: Dixie, I'm so sorry
about what happened.
I'm sure you don't want any
visitors right now, so I'll --
you know, I'll come back another
time, really.
Dixie: No, no.
Don't go, please.
Stay.
Brooke: Are you sure?
Dixie: You're a mother.
You'll understand.
Brooke: Oh, honey.
Tad understands.
He just -- he just doesn't know
what to say to you right now.
Dixie: No, he doesn't
understand.
Joe and Jake and Tad --
they've been fighting me on this
baby ever since I found out that
I was pregnant.
Brooke: Dixie, do
you remember when I had
the ectopic pregnancy
and everybody told me that I was
risking my life?
Remember?
Dixie: Yeah.
You ran away.
Brooke: I was determined,
you know?
Nobody was going to take
the baby away from me.
Dixie: That's right.
That's what I should have done
was I should have run away
because then I wouldn't have had
any stress.
I wouldn't have had people
hovering over me every minute
of every day.
Brooke: Listen.
The point is, is that
nothing was going to change what
happened.
And that was the hardest part
to accept.
Dixie: But what if I'd stayed
in bed, you know?
What if I'd taken better care
of myself?
Brooke: It isn't what you did
or what you didn't do.
Dixie: I had this dream.
Tad and I were sitting
on folding chairs, and we were
at this little ballet recital.
And she had on this
little tutu and little butterfly
clips in her hair.
And a big smile.
She was real.
Brooke: Of course she was.
Dixie: Why doesn't Tad
understand how I feel?
Brooke: Oh, honey.
Jake: A little off-roading
here.
Oh, look who we have here.
Hey, working on your tan
on office hours is a no-no.
Uh-oh.
Ratings?
I knew it.
Colby, I keep telling him he's
got to have more hair-pulling
and people throwing chairs
and men confessing that they do
actually wear spiked dog collars
and pate leather pumps,
but he never listens to me.
Tad: Not today.
Jake: Why not today?
Tad: Because Dixie lost
the baby.
Jake: What, did she miscarry?
Tad: Yeah.
Jake: When?
Tad: Last night.
She started to bleed, and nobody
could stop it.
Jake: I'm so sorry.
Tad: Yeah.
Jake: I -- I didn't know.
I just got back from California.
Tad: That's ok, pal.
I figured.
It's all right.
Jake: So, how's she doing?
Tad: Bad.
Worse than bad.
Jake: Well, why aren't
you with her?
Tad: Because she threw me out
of her hospital room.
Tad: She overheard me say
something to Dad, misunderstood.
I was standing out in
the hallway saying that maybe
this miscarriage was
for the best, and now she --
now she thinks I'm some kind
of monster.
Jake: Tad, she just needs
time to let all this stuff just
sink in.
Tad: No, no.
You didn't see her face.
The look she gave me --
like she thinks it's all
my fault.
Jake: It's nobody's fault.
She needs -- she'll realize
that, all right?
She just --
she knows it's not your fault.
She knows it was a high-risk
pregnancy
I mean, what --
Tad: Yeah, a high-risk
pregnancy for her.
Nobody expected her to lose
the baby.
Jake: Well, we all knew it
was a possibility.
It always is.
Tad: It doesn't make it
easier for her.
She accused me of getting what
I want.
Jake: Tad,
she doesn't mean that.
She doesn't --
Tad: What if --
what if she's right?
I mean, I hate to admit it, but
all the time she was -- she was
praying for that baby, you know,
I was praying for her --
that she'd be around to hang
that goofy tinsel she likes
on the Christmas tree or stash
Easter eggs for the boys,
you know.
Be a mother to them.
Be the first thing I see every
day I wake up.
Jake: I know.
I know.
Tad: Well, she can't forgive
me for that, you know?
Every time she looks at me,
she sees a selfish,
insensitive jerk.
Jake: You want me to talk
to her?
Tad: Good luck.
She's tarred you with the same
brush, pal.
And Dad.
As far as Dixie's concerned,
the Martin men were never really
rooting for this baby
in the first place.
Jake: Because we care
about her.
We don't want her to risk being
on dialysis for the rest
of her life or worse.
Tad: Yeah.
Well, you know that and I know
that and Dad knows that,
but Dixie doesn't care.
The only thing she cared about
was our baby girl.
She was willing to die
to have her.
I just didn't feel the same way.
Now she hates me.
I can't help it, Jake.
I love her too much.
I'm not going to apologize
for that.
not now,
not ever.
Hayley: Oh, I won.
What are you talking
exactly?
Raquel: Mateo doesn't want
Max and me around.
That's why we're moving.
Hayley: And Mateo said this
to you about Max?
Raquel: Not exactly in those
words, but --
Hayley: Not in any words.
Raquel: Look, it's pretty
clear that's what he meant, ok?
Hayley: Raquel, did
you and Mateo have a fight
or something?
Raquel: Or something.
Hayley: Look, I don't know
what happened, ok, but I want
you to know -- and I mean
this -- I feel for you.
Raquel: You feel for me?
Hayley: Yeah.
I know it's not easy losing
your first love.
That's never an easy thing.
Especially -- you guys have
a child involved.
Raquel: Look, I don't want
to talk about this.
Hayley: Well, I know that
it's -- I know it can't be easy
for you.
Raquel: What, because
he doesn't want me anymore?
Oh, no, I thrive on rejection.
Doesn't everyone?
Hayley: Raquel, you're
a beautiful woman.
You can have any guy you want.
You have a lot to offer a guy,
and someday you will find
somebody --
Raquel: Look, I found that
someone!
It was Mateo!
What happened to the vows
of loving me forever, huh?
Hayley: That was a long time
ago, and the sooner you realize
that it's over, the better
you're going to be.
Raquel: It's not over.
You wish it was over,
but it's not.
Hayley: What are you talking
about?
Raquel: Didn't you see us
last night at S.O.S.?
The way he held me, the way
we were glued to each other
on the dance floor?
Hayley: Yes, I saw your floor
show.
That's why I left.
Raquel: It didn't end there,
Hayley.
Hayley: What do you mean?
Raquel: Mateo took me home
and made love to me.
Mateo: Hayley can't love me.
She's all wrapped up
in her stuff, ok?
She's --
Gillian: Oh, just --
you know, just stop being
so damned stubborn.
Don't you see, Mateo?
It worked.
Mateo: What worked?
Gillian: You.
You.
You wanted Hayley to be jealous
of you and Raquel dancing
together.
Now, you might not admit it,
but I know it's true
because I've done the same thing
to get to Ryan.
Mateo: Ok.
Maybe I was going for that.
Gillian: And now Hayley
thinks that you might be getting
back together with Raquel.
Mateo: No way.
I brought her home, and that
was it.
Gillian: Nothing happened?
Mateo: No.
Gillian: Because you're still
in love with Hayley.
You're just too damn proud
to admit it.
Men!
You men -- why are you all
so impossible?
Mateo: Ok, all right.
What if -- what if --
I'm not saying I do,
but what if I did still
love her?
Ok?
It's just not going to work out
between us.
Gillian: Why not?
I just told you Hayley still
loves you.
Yeah, you've both been hurt,
but, Mateo, you can fix that.
Hayley: That is a filthy lie,
and you know it.
Raquel: I know when a man's
made love to me.
Hayley: And so because
of that you're moving out
of the condo.
That makes sense.
Raquel: You think that just
because Mateo slept with me
he still cares about me?
He was using me.
Hayley: Using you for what?
Raquel: To get back at you.
Hayley: Mateo would never do
that.
Raquel: Maybe not the Mateo
you think you know, but I've
known him a lot longer.
Hayley: You've finally lost
it, Raquel.
Raquel: So you really think
that he's never cheated on you?
Hayley: I don't think.
I know.
I know.
Raquel: Mateo's faithful
in his mind, but the rest
of him --
Hayley, when we were together,
he used to come by my house late
at night smelling of perfume,
and it killed me.
Just like it's killing you.
Hayley: The man you're
talking about doesn't exist.
Raquel: The man I'm talking
about married you without
telling you that he'd been
married before.
A man who could lie about that
could lie about anything.
Dixie: Oh, they're just
so different from us.
You know, maybe they just don't
get it.
Oh, thank you.
You know, I was having this
conversation with Tad about
Hayley, and, you know,
she'd just found out
from the doctors that, you know,
she had to wait a while to get
pregnant, you know?
And she was devastated.
You could see it.
But he just blew it off.
Brooke: What do you mean?
Dixie: He said something
like you know, "Oh,
she's young," you know,
"she's got plenty of time."
Can you believe that?
Brooke: Well, listen, for one
thing, you know, men --
you know, they don't have
to answer to this biological
clock.
Dixie: Yeah, right.
They can have children until
they're 90.
It's just not fair, you know?
I mean, the minute I found out
that I was pregnant, I fell
in love.
You know?
I mean, I couldn't see her,
I couldn't touch her, but I just
loved her so much.
Brooke: I think men --
listen, I think they're more
literal sometimes.
I think they just -- they need
something to hold.
But you also know -- you know
how much Tad loves Jamie
and Junior.
You know that.
And I think that he would have
loved this little baby just
as much.
Dixie: I picked out a name
for her.
Brooke: Oh.
Dixie: I didn't tell Tad.
I wanted to wait a couple
of weeks, you know, until I was
into my --
Brooke: What was the name?
Dixie: It was Bess.
You know, after my mom.
I think she would've liked that.
Jake: Maybe she's suffering
from some kind of postpartum
depression.
You can't take everything she's
telling you right now to heart.
Tad: That's easy
for you to say.
She is my heart.
When I see her in pain,
it drives me crazy.
All I want to do is make it
better, and every time I try,
I just make it worse.
Jake: Because you're
being you.
Tad: What do you mean?
Jake: Tad, you keep things
close to the vest.
You're just trying to be strong
with her.
Tad: Somebody has to be.
I should be strong for her,
right?
Jake: Well, maybe not.
Maybe she just wanted to see
you put your fist through
the wall for a change or yell
or drop to the ground bawling
your eyes out -- something
to show that it's affecting you,
that you're letting it in.
[Pager goes off]
Jake: Oh.
What's that say?
Tad: It's the hospital.
Jake: I forgot my cell phone.
I got to go find a pay phone.
Tad: Ok.
Jake: I'll be right back.
Tad: Jake?
Jake: What?
Tad: Can I hold my niece
while you make the phone call?
Jake: You sure?
Tad: Yeah.
Come on, man.
I think I remember how to hold
a baby.
Come on, give me my niece.
Jake: All right, all right.
Keep the bottle in, though.
It's her best friend.
Tad: You're such a good baby.
Jake: All right.
I'll be right back.
Tad: You're a good girl.
I got it.
Jake: Ok.
Tad: Come on, we're going
to chill out right here
for a while.
Hello, my sweet.
Come on, you want some?
Adam: I don't care if Jake
Martin takes us to court.
You have legal custody.
Liza: Whoa, whoa.
This has nothing to do
with Jake.
Adam: Well, then what?
You said Colby's ear infection
was all cleared up.
Liza: I have an annual
affiliates' meeting.
It could last all week.
Colby has her second set
of immunizations.
She can't miss those.
Adam: Oh.
Guess I was being a little
overly proprietary, wasn't I?
Liza: Look, you're just
feeling a little deprived.
Adam: Yes, I am.
Liza: That's all.
But hopefully not replaced.
I still think of her
as your daughter, Adam.
Adam: You're just saying that
to make me feel better.
Liza: No, I'm not.
You have accepted Jake
into our lives, and I know how
difficult that is.
I know it hurts every time
you see Jake with Colby.
Adam: Well, sometimes we just
have to change the way we think
about things, keep an open mind.
Liza: Boy, I never thought
I'd see the day.
Adam: What day?
Liza: Oh, when Adam
Chandler's talking about having
an open mind and changing
the way he thinks about things.
Next you'll be launching
into a peace sign and singing
songs from the musical "Hair."
Adam: You're making fun
of me.
Liza: No.
I'm loving you.
You have reinvented yourself,
and you have far exceeded
my expectations and my dreams.
Adam: Well, the path I've
taken hasn't always been paved
with good intentions.
Liza: That was the old Adam,
and he's not here anymore.
Neither is the old Liza.
We have both walked through
the fire, and we're better
people for it.
And I think we're closer than
ever.
Mateo: I can't forget what
happened.
I --
Gillian: Oh, for God's sake,
Mateo.
It was one kiss.
Mateo: How do you know?
Gillian: Why do you Americans
have to be so puritanical?
Mateo: How do you know it's
just one kiss?
Gillian: Because Ryan told me
so, and he wouldn't lie to me.
No matter how much it hurt,
he would always tell me
the truth.
Mateo: Ok.
So let's say you're --
for argument's sake -- that
you're right.
Gillian: I am right.
Now, go.
Just -- just forget about
your stupid pride and do it
before it's too late
and you might lose Hayley
forever.
What do you have to lose?
Hayley: Wow.
You must really hate me.
Raquel: On the contrary,
I'm trying to help you.
I never intended to --
Hayley: You're trying to help
me by telling me that
you and Mateo made love?
Raquel: Look, we've both been
hurt by him.
If he could sleep with me to get
back at you, the next time he's
trying to make somebody jealous,
he'll just hop in the sack
with you and, wham,
bam, he's gone.
He didn't even spend the night.
How's that for a great guy?
Hayley: So this confession
of yours is a courtesy to me?
Raquel: Look, I'm sick of all
the lies, and I'm sick
of protecting Mateo, ok?
He's always talking about doing
the right thing.
Well, right now he's trying
to punish you because he feels
that you left him to be
with Ryan.
So we have to pay because
of his pride?
Hayley: And "we" would
be who?
Raquel: "We" -- you and me.
He made me feel so cheap,
Hayley.
And he's the father of my son.
I thought that meant something.
But I guess we're all the same
in the dark.
Hayley: No way.
Raquel: Look, I'm through
with him, Hayley.
Last night really opened
my eyes.
Do you really want to be
with a man who treats women like
that?
I have to go.
Will you tell Stella that I'll
come by later?
[Raquel talks to herself after she's left the house]
Raquel: There.
You got what you deserve.
Brooke: Dixie, I think
you and tad -- you need to talk.
Maybe I can go and find him.
Dixie: No, really, please.
Please, I don't want to see him
right now.
Brooke: He's hurting, too.
Dixie: He's not hurting.
He's relieved.
Brooke: He's relieved
because you're ok.
Dixie: No, he's relieved
because this is over,
that I lost the baby.
You know, everybody kept calling
her a fetus.
I mean, she's my daughter.
Why doesn't anybody understand
that?
Brooke: I think there's
something that maybe would
help you --
if you had a memorial service
for her.
Dixie: Can you do that?
A memorial service after
a miscarriage?
Brooke: Why not?
I think it would be a way
for you to say good-bye to Bess.
Dixie: I don't want to say
good-bye.
Brooke: I understand.
Honey, you're not alone, ok?
You're not alone.
You're not.
Shh.
[Tad talks to Colby]
Tad: You know something?
Your mother and I are good
friends.
We go way back.
Your grandmother, too.
That's another story -- one
I hope you never hear.
Yeah.
When you were born, you know
something?
Your mom told me that she felt
like she got a lifetime
of Christmas presents
and birthday presents all
wrapped up in one.
How about this?
Want some of that?
Have a cigar.
Oh, yeah, that's --
nah, I'm driving.
I got two boys myself, but I'm
kind of partial to little girls
like you.
You're going to be a
heartbreaker, you know that?
You sure are.
You want to know a secret?
Can't tell anybody.
All right?
Yeah?
Ok.
I was going to name my daughter
Bess after Dixie's mom.
She was a good woman.
The best.
She'd have to be to have
a little girl like Dixie.
And I know that Dixie would have
loved that child more
than anything, but
I would have loved her just
as much.
Raquel's voice: You think
that just because Mateo slept
with me he still cares about me?
He was using me.
Hayley's voice: Using
you for what?
Raquel's voice: To get back
at you.
[Knock on door]
Hayley: Stella?
[Knock]
Hayley: Stella?
[Hayley opens the door to find Mateo standing there]