Mateo: Hi.
Can I come in?
Hayley: Edmund's not here
right now.
Mateo: I'm not looking
for Edmund.
I was looking for you.
Gillian told me you were here.
Mateo: I'm glad I caught
you before you left.
Mateo: It's important
we talk.
Hayley: Why?
What do you want to talk about?
Mateo: Us,
and how we move on from here.
Ryan: Raquel?
Are you in there?
It's Ryan.
Raquel: Ryan, what are
you doing here?
Ryan: I'm looking for some
answers.
Raquel: To what?
Ryan: To what happened last
night at. S.O.S.
You and Mateo -- the dance?
Raquel: You have some nerve
asking me that.
Well, what were you doing there
with Hayley?
Ryan: Fixing the
air conditioner.
Raquel: Oh, is that what
they call it now?
Ryan: Hayley and I are
friends.
How many times do I have to say
that?
Raquel: Don't waste
your breath.
Ryan: Look, this thing's
getting more and more
convoluted, and it's got
to stop, Raquel.
Raquel: Why? Tell me.
And why are you making this
your business?
Ryan: Because you said
you weren't going to make
another play for Mateo,
that you were tired
of the rejection.
Raquel: Yeah, well,
things looked a lot different
last night.
Ryan: So what's with all this
stuff?
You packing up, shipping out?
Raquel: Yeah, today.
Ryan: Why the rush?
Edmund: Alex, are you inside?
Alex: Yeah, Edmund.
I won't be a second.
Alex: Sorry I took so long.
Edmund: I hope I'm not
disturbing you.
Alex: Not at all.
What can I do for you?
Edmund: I'd like to talk
to you about my brother's will.
May I come in?
Alex: Yes. Of course.
Jake: Hey.
Tad: Hey.
Jake: Dixie in there
with Dr. Clader?
Tad: No. No.
But he just gave her
the all-clear.
She's been released.
I can -- I can take her home
this afternoon.
Jake: Well, that's great,
right?
Well, why don't you look like
that's such good news?
Tad: Well, I'm not sure
it is.
I mean, I'm still kind of afraid
to face her.
After I left you and Colby
in the park, I came running over
here, you know, raring to pour
my heart out just like
you suggested.
Jake: Yeah, so you could let
her in on your feelings.
Tad: Right, right, right.
Well, before I could get
into the room, I ran into Clader
down the hall and he told me
she'd been released.
I figured so far, so good.
And then I took a look
at her through the window
through the door there and I saw
her lying on the bed,
staring at the ceiling. Could barely even see
her breathing, the poor kid.
She looked so lost.
Jake: So then what happened?
Tad: I chickened out.
Suddenly, you know,
getting a new change of clothes
for Dixie was the most important
thing in the world.
So I ran home, took a shower,
pulled some stuff together,
and went my way back here,
you know?
Jake: Tad --
Tad: Guess I'm just trying
to buy myself a little more
time.
Jake: You got nothing
to be ashamed of, you know?
Tad: I don't know about that.
Listen, I already put my foot
in my mouth once.
What happens if I walk in there
and do or say something that
makes it worse?
Jake: You won't.
Tad: How do you know that?
The last three words she said
to me were, "Get out now."
Jake: She's had time to calm
down.
Tad: What if seeing me sets
her off again?
Jake: "What if?" "What if?"
Look, I'm no expert
on relationships.
That's obvious.
Mine all end in disaster.
One thing I know about
you and Dixie is you have
some -- some thing.
Some kind of glue --
I don't know -- that makes
things stick, that makes things
work.
Tad: I don't know about
that, pal.
She's devastated.
She thinks I never wanted this
child in the first place.
That's wrong.
I mean, it's not true.
I just didn't want something
to happen to her because she was
having the child.
Jake: Well, she'll understand
that.
She might not right now,
but eventually she will.
Tad: I'll show you something.
Look at this.
Jake: "Bess Martin."
Tad: Sounds like
an astronaut, doesn't it?
Neil Armstrong, Bess Martin.
I was thinking we could name
the baby after Dixie's mother.
That is, you know, if we --
if we'd had a girl.
Guess I was starting to dream
some dreams for this baby
myself.
Jake: Then you tell her.
Don't -- you don't have to be
so protective and strong all
the time.
Let her in on your grief.
That way she won't feel
so alone.
Tad: You're right.
Ok.
Ok.
I'll try it.
Tad: Hey, honey.
Look, honey, I --
I brought you some -- some
clothes.
Dr. Clader says that you're
released.
You can come home this
afternoon, if you want.
Dixie, don't --
don't you want to get ready
Tad: Listen, I hope you like
what I brought you because,
you know, I've always liked
you in this.
I --
look, I even remembered to --
to bring something for
your hair, if you want it.
Tad: Ok.
Yeah, well, it'll be right here
if you need it.
Just like me.
Gillian: Jake, you're back!
Jake: Hey!
Gillian: Hey!
Jake: Oh.
I was hoping you were working
today.
Gillian: When did you get
back?
Jake: I got back today.
I went straight from the airport
to see Colby.
Gillian: Oh.
Jake: I'm glad I did.
She's grown a half an inch since
I've been gone.
Gillian: Oh, you really
missed her, didn't you?
Jake: Yeah, the word "agony"
springs to mind.
Gillian: Aw.
Jake: It's good to see
you, too.
Sit, sit, sit.
I have something for you.
Gillian: Oh, you do?
Jake: Mm-hmm.
Gillian: That's very nice.
Oh, Jake.
This is beautiful.
Wow.
Jake: Yeah, they reminded
me of you.
The beads.
They reminded me of those fried
chickpeas you cooked up
on the fourth.
Gillian: Oh.
Well, thank you for thinking
of me.
I'm really glad you're back.
Jake: Yeah.
So, how you been?
Gillian: Uh --
hanging in there, you know?
Jake: Yeah?
Gillian: Yeah, yeah.
You were so wonderful to me
the night when Dimitri died.
Did you hear the news about
Dixie?
I'm really sorry about that.
Is there anything I can do
to help you or your family?
Tad: Yeah.
You can make my wife want
to come home again.
Jake: So what happened
in there?
Tad: Not much.
She acts like she doesn't even
hear me.
She barely looks at me, and when
she does, I get the idea
she wouldn't go anywhere
with me.
Gillian: You know,
when I went back to Wildwind
right after Dimitri died, it was
really hard.
Everywhere I looked,
memories came back to haunt me.
Tad: What memories?
The baby wasn't even born yet.
Gillian: Well, sometimes
dreams can haunt you as much as memories can.
Tad: You're right.
You're right.
There are catalogs all over
the living room.
Dixie had started buying baby
clothes.
I'm so stupid.
I never thought to clean that
stuff up.
See what I mean?
I should've realized something
like that.
I don't --
I don't know what to do
to help her.
Gillian: Maybe I can help
her get dressed.
Maybe -- maybe she'll talk
to me.
I mean, it really helped me when
I had somebody to talk to.
Would you like me to do that?
Tad: Yeah.
Yeah, that would be great,
Gillian.
Thanks.
I appreciate it.
Gillian: Hi, Dixie.
I hear you're going home.
Gillian: I'm so sorry about
what happened.
Gillian: It's really hard
to lose somebody you love,
isn't it?
Raquel: I'm not going to let
myself be hurt again, Ryan.
I'm done.
Ryan: Looks like you're
planning to go away for good.
Raquel: First, I'm going back
to Texas to get Max, and then
we're moving in with my cousin
Angela, ok?
So your convoluted situation
will have one less complication.
Ryan: But this is all new,
right?
I mean, you hadn't mentioned
this before.
You would've taken all
your stuff with you if you were
planning this all along.
Raquel: Why does it matter
when I decided to leave?
Isn't the important thing that
your dear, sweet Hayley won't
have to see my face ever again?
She can have everything now --
you, Mateo --
Ryan: Whoa, whoa, whoa.
What's going on here?
Why you so angry at Hayley?
Raquel: Why?
How about because, aside
from Max, I lost the most
precious, sacred gift of my life
to her?
Only to see her treat it like
dirt.
She had Mateo's love.
Do you know what I would've done
to be in her situation?
Of course you do.
You probably feel the same way
about Hayley.
Ryan: Raquel, that's just not
true.
Raquel: When I first met you,
you warned me to stay away
from Hayley and Mateo
because she had been through
enough already.
Well, what about me?
Hayley didn't get torn away
from her first true love!
I did!
Hayley wasn't legally married
to Mateo!
I was!
And Hayley didn't bear him
a child!
I did!
And I'm supposed to forget about
all that?
Forget about my dreams
and my son's dreams?
For what?
So she could toy with his heart
until she's tired of him?
I could've made him happy.
Now no one's happy -- not me,
not Max, not even Mateo.
She never respected our family.
She doesn't even respect
herself.
Ryan: Nobody's putting down
what you went through, Raquel.
Raquel: Oh, stop it!
Just stop it, Ryan!
You came over here to tell me
to back off Mateo.
Well, you wasted a trip
because I'm leaving, ok?
Whatever happens, happens.
But whatever it is, I hope that
it hurts -- and I hope it hurts
a lot because she ruined my life
and I want her to pay.
Ryan: Well, I'm sorry
you feel that way, but I don't
know what you think is going
to happen.
Raquel: Look, it doesn't
matter, ok?
I have a lot to do right now,
so just leave!
Ryan: Raquel, I really
think --
Raquel: Leave!
Mateo: I know I said some
really harsh things and I was
out of line, and I'm sorry
for that.
I hope you can understand why.
I was really angry.
I was angry because it hurt too
much not to be.
I had to stay angry for me to be
safe.
Do you understand?
And what made it worse was that
we weren't together.
We weren't even speaking.
I mean, you know, not really.
And our trust --
it was broken.
And I guess you can blame me
for that because I never told
you about Raquel
I should have.
But it can't end like this.
Matter of fact, I don't want it
to end at all.
I'm willing to try again,
forget all the mistakes,
because all I care about
is you.
Us.
That's why I have to be honest
with you.
That's why we have to be honest
with each other.
Mateo: Whatever happened
between you and Ryan, I --
I forgive you.
Hayley: Really?
You forgive me?
Edmund: I hate to bring up
the subject of Dimitri's will.
Alex: Oh, please don't feel
you're being indelicate.
It's perfectly logical.
Edmund: Jackson said that
the two of you had spoken about
it earlier.
Alex: Mm-hmm. Yeah.
It's quite normal for newlyweds
to redo their wills.
Edmund: Did you make up
a new one?
Alex: Mm-hmm. Yes.
And I gave Jackson our
solicitor's number in London.
Edmund: Yeah, he mentioned
that.
He also mentioned he was having
some difficulty getting through
to him.
Alex: Oh.
Maybe he's on holiday.
I'll try and find out for you.
Edmund: I'm sure Jack would
appreciate that.
Alex: Now, I don't know any
of the specifics of Dimitri's
bequests, but I do know that
you, Sam, and Maddie figure
quite prominently in his will.
And I know he was a great
admirer of Maria's foundation,
so I'm sure he's made provisions
for that, also.
Edmund: I see.
Alex: And I'm quite certain
that he intended to keep
providing for Gillian
and Eugenia.
He told me about the family
situation, and I know he wanted
to keep them quite comfortable
for as long as possible.
So if they have any worries
about their financial stability,
would you please put
their concerns to rest?
Edmund: I'll let them know.
Alex: Thank you.
As for my solicitor, I will try
and contact him and have him
send you a copy of Dimitri's
will.
Would you like it sent here
or to your office?
Edmund: Wildwind, thanks.
Alex: Is there anything else?
Edmund: No, I think that's
just about everything.
No, that's not everything.
There's something else.
Tad: It's awful quiet
in there.
What do you thinks going on?
Jake: Let's just give Gillian
a little bit more time with her.
Tad: You're right.
Jake: Dixie's body's going
through some hormonal shifts,
not to mention all the emotional
toll, but she'll come out of it.
She will, on her own.
Tad: What am I supposed to do
in the meantime?
Jake: Take it slow.
Tad, you just can't take
everything on your own.
You expect to rush in there
and make everything better,
but it's got to be better
on her own, on her own terms.
Tad: I just wish there was
something I could do.
She's been through so much
already.
Jake: Both of you have.
You need to take it easy
on yourself, all right?
Tad: Yeah.
Dixie: I --
ahem.
I know you lost Dimitri
recently.
That must have been very hard.
Gillian: Yeah.
But, you know, life goes on,
and I -- I feel like
an observer.
Dixie: Do you ever --
do you ever worry that you're
going to just forget him?
Gillian: I know I couldn't.
I realized that after
his funeral.
Dixie: Brooke thinks that
I -- I should give Bess
a memorial service.
Gillian: Bess?
Dixie: Yeah, that's -- that's
what I was going to name
my little girl -- Bess --
you know, after my mom.
I didn't tell tad about it,
though.
Gillian: I'm sure he would've
loved it.
It's such a beautiful name.
Dixie: No, I don't think
he would've really cared.
Gillian: I'll help you get
dressed, ok?
Dixie: Ok.
That'd be nice.
Mateo: Look, I'm sorry it
took so long for me to come
around, but I --
listen, every night I was
in Texas, I wanted to call you.
I picked up the phone to call
you, but I couldn't.
I didn't know how you felt
about me.
And then last night I wanted
to talk to you again --
remember? -- And I let my temper
get the best of me, and that was
a mistake.
You know, it keeps happening.
We get so close, then --
I don't know.
I keep drawing the wrong
conclusion.
Like, I didn't think you cared
about me until I spoke
to Gillian this morning,
and she told me that you still
do care.
So listen, you know,
I think we should do whatever
we can to turn this mess around
before it's too late.
It's what I want.
I hope that's what you want.
Whatever happened between
you and Ryan,
I'm over it.
I hope we can put this all
behind us.
Mateo: Can we?
Hayley: I can't do this
Stella: Oh, Mr. Santos.
Mateo: Oh, hey.
Hi, Stella. How are you?
Stella: Was that Ms. Dion
leaving?
I was hoping to catch her.
I have Max's pool toys.
Perhaps you could give them
to her?
Mateo: Wait, wait -- Raquel
was here?
How long ago?
Stella: A short while ago.
She came to pick up the rest
of Max's things.
This was in Sam's room.
Mateo: Did she -- did
she talk to Hayley?
Stella: Yes, I heard them
talking.
Mateo: Did you hear what
they said?
Stella: No, I didn't really
hear what they were saying.
Oh, I'm sorry, Mr. Santos.
It must be hard having Ms. Dion
and your son move away.
Such a beautiful family.
Edmund: I didn't mean
to upset you earlier in Joe's
office.
Alex: You know, I really
can't take another
interrogation.
I've told you everything
I could.
I honestly don't know what else
you expect.
Edmund: Neither do I, ok?
I've been hounding you
for answers that may not even
exist.
Alex: Hmm.
Edmund: And I realized that
after you left Joe's office,
and I owe you an apology.
And what you said was right --
that I've been persecuting
you in a way to deal with my own
grief.
Alex: Well, I never actually
used the word "persecuting."
Edmund: You were being kind.
Nevertheless,
I've just had a really hard time
dealing with my brother's death
and the suddenness of it.
Alex: And in walks
a brand-new wife you've never
even heard of.
Edmund: Yeah.
And I guess I -- ahem -- went
on my reporter's instinct.
It's just a hazard of the trade.
Alex: Maybe you should write
murder mysteries.
Edmund: It's been suggested
before.
Anyway,
I realized something.
Something you said in Joe's
office was that you've had --
well, I've had many, many years
of many fond memories
of my brother, and you -- you've
only had a few.
And I don't mean to compromise
those feelings by making
you focus totally on his death,
and I'm sorry, and will
you forgive me?
Alex: Dr. Martin --
is he satisfied with the details
of Dimitri's death?
Edmund: So am I.
Alex: Thank you.
Edmund: So,
what are you doing for dinner?
Alex: What?
Edmund: I mean, do you want
to join us or you want to have
Peggy make up another tray
tonight?
Alex: Actually, I'm not very
hungry at all.
Perhaps a tray would be better.
I was thinking of going
for a walk on the grounds,
getting some fresh air --
Edmund: Yeah.
Alex: By these beautiful
rosebushes.
They're lovely.
Edmund: Maria used to walk
through those.
Yeah. Same garden.
Listen, I'll tell Eugenia
and Gillian of Dimitri's
generosity.
Alex: Thank you.
Jake: Do the boys know?
Tad: No.
No, they're still at a friend's
house.
That's another thing -- I have
no idea how I'm going to tell
them.
They were so excited about
the baby.
Jake: Maybe it's best that
they're gone.
I mean, you and Dixie can go
home, get settled in, spend some
time alone.
Tad: If she'll go near me.
Gillian: Dixie's dressed.
Dixie: Gillian?
Are you leaving?
Gillian: Yeah, I have to get
back to work now, but I'm
leaving you in really good
hands.
So you just hang in there
and I'll come back in a few days
to visit you, ok?
Jake: So,
how's she doing?
Gillian: She's shaky,
but I think she's going to go home.
Jake: Yeah?
Well, good.
Good.
I'm glad you were here.
I don't know what you said
or did, but it seems to have
helped.
Gillian: I hope so.
Tad: Gillian turned out to be
quite a sensitive person,
didn't she?
Dixie: Yes, I like her very
much.
Tad: You ready to go?
Dixie: Don't we have to,
you know, take care
of the discharge papers
or something?
Tad: No, no, that's all taken
care of.
Dixie: Get a wheelchair,
then?
Tad: Well, as a matter
of fact, I think that one's
already on its way.
I'm happy you're coming home,
honey.
Tad: Well, I'm going to have
to tell my old man to turn down
the air conditioning in this
place.
It's freezing.
Honey, you shivering?
Here.
Try this on for size.
Dixie: I should do something
with my hair.
Is that hair band in here?
Tad: It's there in
the pocket.
No, no, no!
Dixie, don't! Don't.
Dixie: Why? What is it?
Jake: So, how are things
with you and Ryan these days?
It's ok.
You know, you can talk
about him.
Gillian: He was really
wonderful since Dimitri's
funeral.
You know, he was like his old
self -- kind and gentle.
And it was really nice.
You know, I mean, it gave me
hope.
It made me think that maybe
there's hope for us, that we can
get back together.
Jake: Good.
I'm glad he was there for you.
I mean, it'd be selfish of me
to think otherwise, right?
Axel: You haven't called me.
Hayley: Yeah, I haven't had
much time.
You know, I was busy at the club
with -- Mateo was away and all
that, so --
Axel: Is he back now?
Hayley: Yeah.
Axel: You -- you didn't get
up to speak.
Hayley: Yeah, I thought
I'd give somebody else a chance
for a change.
Axel: Nothing to share?
Hayley: Nothing new.
Axel: That's not the feeling
I get.
Hayley: Axel, I really can't
do this right now, ok?
Axel: Are you sure you can
manage?
I have an audition in
Center City, but I can
reschedule.
Hayley: I just heard
you stand up there,
talking about how much
you wanted this commercial.
You are going.
I'll be fine.
I'm going to wait around.
There's another meeting
in a couple hours, so I'm just
going to wait for that.
You go. Go on.
Axel: Double duty, huh?
Hayley: Anything that keeps
me from taking a drink, so --
Axel: Look, whatever it is,
it sounds pretty serious.
Hayley: Not as serious
as rush-hour traffic
in Center City, which is exactly
what you're going to hit
if you don't get out
of here now.
Come on.
Axel: Look, I forgot to give
you this last time.
It's my beeper number.
Please use it.
Hayley: Ok. Thanks.
Go. Go on.
Break a leg.
[Hayley starts to phone Ryan]
Hayley: No.
I cannot do that to him.
Ok.
Ryan: Hey.
Hayley: Oh.
Oh, Ryan.
Thank God you're here.
Thank God.
{Alexandra remembers Dimitri on the plane before he became ill]
Alex's voice: Tell me about
the house.
Dimitri: Oh, the house.
Oh, right. All right.
Well, it's very grand.
You are in for a big surprise.
Alex: Lots of creaky,
old ancestors?
Dimitri: No, we banished all
those creaky people
to the west wing.
But that entryway --
Alex: Yeah, masses of ancient
stone and wood.
Dimitri: Yeah, the same.
And the staircase --
the staircase --
Alex: Oh, the cavalry could
charge down it, 10 abreast.
[Alex imitates a bugle]
Dimitri: Oh, you have been
there.
Alex: There's this big room
off the entryway.
The ceiling is way above you.
There's this cozy nest of solid
mahogany and leather for resting
your bum.
Dimitri: Hmm.
Alex: There's paintings
and books and candles
and flowers.
Oh, it sounds awful.
Take me back.
Edmund: Stella, would you ask
Peggy to send a dinner tray over
to the hunting lodge
for Alexandra?
Stella: Again?
Edmund: Yeah, I guess she's
not quite ready to,
you know, be around everybody.
Stella: It's too bad --
a time like this when you need
your family the most.
Edmund: Yeah, well,
Stella, she's not really family.
Stella: Well, you're
wonderful people.
She should come to supper.
Edmund: Yeah, well,
maybe tomorrow.
But for tonight --
Stella: I'll see to it.
Oh, Mr. Grey, do you have one
of your wife's books upstairs
in your room?
Edmund: No. Why do you ask?
Stella: Well, I was going
to return them to the library,
but one's missing.
You had four.
Now there's only three.
Edmund: Oh, well, you can
just leave them there.
I'm not finished my
research yet.
Stella: Oh, I thought
you and Mrs. Marick were
finished.
Edmund: Did you say
Mrs. Marick?
Stella: Yes, sir.
I saw her leafing through them
this morning.
Perhaps one of the children
picked up the other book.
I'll look around for it.
Edmund: No need, Stella.
I have an idea where that
book is.
[Knock on door]
Edmund: Alex, it's Edmund.
[Knock]
Edmund: Alex?
Alexandra?
[Door closes]
Tad: Honey, it's nothing.
I'm telling you, it's nothing.
Would you just please give
it to me?
Dixie: Is it some other
woman's phone number?
Tad: No, of course not.
Dixie: Then what is it?
Tad: Honey, it's nothing, ok?
It's just -- look, it's just
a little something I scribbled
on a piece of paper a couple
days ago.
It's just a doodle.
Would you please --
Dixie: No.
You've got me really
curious now.
Tad: Dixie, give it
to me, ok?
I really don't want you to get
upset.
Dixie: Upset?
Tad: Yes.
Dixie: "Be--
Bess Martin"?
Tad: I'm sorry, honey.
I know I should've discussed it
with you first, but I kind
of thought that we would name
her Bess
after your mom.
So I -- I wrote it down
on a piece of paper,
you know, took it out for a test
drive, kind of see how it would
look.
Dixie: You've been
carrying this around
in your pocket?
Tad: I'm sorry.
I swear to god, I'm sorry.
I never meant you to find it.
I'm sorry.
[Dixie realizes that Tad has been suffering as much
as she has and they hug]
Ryan: Hey, hey, hey.
Now, what happened?
Why you so upset?
Hayley: I was at a meeting
and I thought I could handle it,
so I told him that he could
leave.
Ryan: Told who?
Just -- just slow down a second.
Hayley: Ryan, you don't
understand.
Ryan: What happened?
Hayley: I really need
a drink.
I want a drink so bad.
Ryan: Hayley, no,
what happened?
Hayley: I need a drink.
Ryan: Just tell me.
Hayley: I got to get out
of here.
Will you please take me --
Ryan: Yes, yes, yes, yes.
Just calm down.
Hayley: Please, Ryan --
Ryan: Ok, ok.
Hayley: Take me away from all
of this, please?
Please?
Ryan: I will, I will.
Come on. Come on.
Shh.
It's ok.
[Hayley and Ryan do not notice Gillian watching them]
[Car approaches]
[Raquel hides from Mateo outside and leaves
without Mateo seeing her]