Dixie: Tad, honey,
are you still here?
Tad: Yeah. I am.
I'm just putting some tapes
together for the show.
Tad and Dixie: Surprise!
Dixie: Jinx.
Tad: Jinx?
What, are we in the third grade?
I'd be jinxed with you any day
of the week.
What the hell is that?
Dixie: Snickerdoodles,
fresh out of the oven and just
for you.
Scary.
What have you got there?
Tad: This --
Dixie: Oh.
Tad: Is for you.
You see?
Dixie: It's a picture of us
on our wedding day.
Tad: It is for you, see?
Dixie: Oh.
Tad: You're so pretty.
Dixie: Look how blissful
we were.
Tad: Yes.
And look, see.
We just put that right --
Dixie: Oh, stop. Stop.
Don't get that on the picture.
Tad: How blissful we are.
Yes, we are, and don't
you forget it, ok?
Scott: Oh, great shot.
I want to get this on tape.
Can you guys just hold that
for a sec?
Tad: Oh, gee, look
at the time.
August already.
Got to go.
Here.
Will you hold this for me?
I'll call you from the office,
honey.
Dixie: Ok.
Tad: Don't eat all
of those -- things.
Becca: Snickerdoodles.
Tad: Right.
Scott: Something I said?
Dixie: No, no, no.
Just Tad's not quite ready
for his close-.up.
David: "Dimitri Marick,
Count Andrassy of Budapest,
Hungary, dies."
[David remembers Erica talking about Dimitri]
Erica: Dimitri loved me.
He loved me more than any man
has ever loved me.
David: The funeral should be
over by now.
[Alex thinks about Dimitri}
Dimitri: I love my brother.
Alex: Well, then tell him.
Dimitri: I can't.
Two years ago he lost his wife.
Alex: Yes, you mentioned
that.
Dimitri: And I was unkind.
Alex: I thought you said that
you saved him from that
aqueduct.
Dimitri: That was later.
When Maria died, I took
advantage of the situation.
I sued for custody of
their daughter.
I hid the truth -- the truth
from him.
I mean, there was a time when
Madeline -- when everyone
thought that Madeline was mine,
but she wasn't.
Edmund didn't know that,
and I --
I will never forgive myself
for the suffering that I caused
him.
Alex: But he's forgiven you,
surely.
Dimitri: Edmund's the better
man.
Alex: Oh, I doubt that.
Dimitri: No, no, no.
No, no, no.
Of that I am certain.
And he does not deserve this,
no matter what the outcome.
He's just starting to get
his life back together.
Dimitri's voice: Do I have
your promise?
Alex: Edmund?
Edmund --
it's odd, isn't it,
how everything in this room is
exactly the same as when we left
an hour ago, yet everything's
changed.
Edmund: You know,
when Dimitri's coffin was put
in the mausoleum --
the sound was so final.
I -- up until that point,
I could almost pretend that
he would walk through that door
at any moment.
But he won't.
How do you do it?
Alex: Do what?
Edmund: Keep it together.
Alex: You know us Brits.
Stiff upper lip and all that.
Oh, I don't know.
Maybe it's just that I don't
have any memories of him in this house.
I just see a beautifully
furnished room.
But you see
the last time you shared a great
bottle of port or played
hide-and-seek with the children.
All my memories of him are
in London.
Erica: Edmund --
what are we going to do
without him?
Edmund: I don't --
Erica: If only we just had
had an opportunity just to look
at his beautiful face just one
more time.
Jack: I'm very, very sorry
for your loss.
Alex: Thank you.
Thank you for coming.
Jack: Sure.
Brooke: Alex, this is Hayley
Santos.
Hayley: Hello.
Alex: Hi.
Hayley: I'm -- I -- I don't
know what to say.
I'll never forget Dimitri's
kindness.
Alex: I believe you're quite
handy with a sword?
Hayley: Dimitri tried
to teach me to fence.
He was very patient.
And he had a great sense
of humor, thank God.
Alex: You were very important
to him.
Hayley: I don't think he'll
ever know how much he meant
to all of us.
Alex: Yes, I think he does.
Brooke: It was a beautiful
service, Alex.
Alex: Yeah.
I couldn't have done it
without Edmund.
He contacted everyone,
all the family.
Brooke: Did you meet
Dimitri's son Anton
and his mother, Corvina?
Alex: I did, briefly.
Jack: It's too bad they had
to go straight back to Budapest
after the service.
Brooke: I think Angelique is
going to stay for a little
while.
Did you meet her?
She and Dimitri had quite
a history.
Alex: He told me.
Jack: Where is Angelique?
I'd kind of like to catch up
myself.
Alex: Upstairs with Eugenia.
Jack: I didn't see
the Duchess at the service.
Is she ok?
Alex: This whole thing has
been such a blow to her.
She didn't have the strength
to leave the room.
Jack: I see.
Well, I kind of like the old
girl.
I'm going to go up and check
on her, if you'll excuse me.
Peggy: Oh, good Lord.
Everyone's arrived ahead of us.
I should've been here first
to get the food ready.
What would Dimi think?
Ryan: Peggy's taking this
pretty hard.
Gillian: Yeah, she doted
on Dimitri.
He was like a son to her.
I didn't expect to see you here.
Thank you for coming by.
Ryan: I just -- I wish I knew
about it sooner.
I know how much you loved him.
I loved him, too.
He was -- he was really there
for me when a lot of people
weren't.
Except you.
Gillian: You know, when I was
a little girl, he always made me
feel so grown up, and that was
one of the things that I loved
most about him.
And now that I'm grown up,
he could make me feel as safe
as a child.
How can a man that was larger
than life no longer be?
Ryan: Come here.
Come here, princess.
It's ok.
Shh.
You don't have to be brave.
Not for Dimitri.
Not for me.
Scott: Ok, we're set.
I'm all yours.
Becca: Ok.
Scott: Let me check those
snickerdoodles.
Becca: We'll be right back.
Dixie: Ok.
Becca: Whoa.
Watch out, guys.
Jamie: She looks normal
to me.
Junior: It's not something
you can see yet.
Jamie: I don't believe you.
Dixie: All right,
guys, what's going on?
Junior: Let's feed
her something.
You'll see.
Her face will turn all white
and she'll screw up her eyes.
And then she'll say she has
to see a man about a horse
and run out of the room.
Dixie: I will not.
Junior: Oh, yeah, and look
over there.
Baby catalogues.
She'll puke all over the place
and then look at those,
just like Liza did before
she had Colby.
Dixie: Ok, guys, let's stop
all of this craziness and just
wait to talk about this till
your dad gets home, ok?
Junior: Ha, I told you.
Waiting for Dad is a sure sign.
If the answer was no, she'd just
say no.
Jamie: Dixie, are you going
to have a baby?
Dixie: Um -- well --
Yeah, all right,
I confess.
I am.
How do you feel about a baby
sister?
Jamie: A girl?
Junior: A sister?
David: What's on your mind?
Tad: Three words --
high-risk pregnancy.
David: We all know what Dixie
is up against.
Tad: Are you sure?
Dixie doesn't seem to.
And with all due respect,
your cavalier attitude isn't
exactly helping her to face it.
David: I'm curious.
Dixie came to me at
your suggestion, r ight?
Tad: So?
David: Why me?
What about your family?
I mean, doctors high and mighty
are certainly capable
of supervising this case.
Tad: Jake and my father
aren't cardiac specialists.
You are.
You've already saved her life
once.
If you're not careful,
you'll have to do it again.
David: But that's not enough
for Jake to approve
of my involvement.
Tad: Jake hasn't got a wife
whose life is on the line.
David: So the moral issues
that have your brother so worked
up aren't a problem for you?
David: You don't approve
of me as a human being, but I'm
of use to you as a doctor,
so you'll cut me some slack?
Well, that's very broad-minded
of you, Tad -- especially
from someone of the puritanical
Martin clan.
Tad: Leave my family out
of it.
The only thing I care about is
that Dixie understands how
dangerous this pregnancy is.
That's where you come in,
doctor.
The 100% cold-hearted
professional.
David: She's willing to take
this risk.
Why aren't you?
Tad: Because as far as I'm
concerned, any risk to Dixie's
life at all isn't worth taking.
David: A no-risk pregnancy is
not possible in her case.
Oh, ok.
I think I'm onto you, Martin.
You want me -- no, you need me
to tell Dixie to end this
pregnancy, don't you?
Dixie: Hi.
Sorry I'm a little bit early.
I --
hi.
What are you doing here?
Hayley: I miss him.
Edmund: I know.
Hayley: I'm sorry.
I'm supposed to be comforting
you, and here you are --
Edmund: Here I am spending
time with one of my favorite
people.
Hayley: Oh, thanks.
Edmund: You know, I'd go
crazy if it weren't for people
like you who make him seem
so close.
Hayley: Yeah, he's gone,
but everywhere you look --
Edmund: You hold on to those
memories, ok?
Maybe it'll make it easier
for us.
Listen, eat.
At least you'll make Peggy feel
happy, ok?
Hayley: Mm-hmm.
Brooke: Erica,
how are you?
Erica: Well, Myrtle's taking
very good care of me.
Brooke: I thought maybe
Palmer might have come with you.
Erica: No, he sent a telegram
expressing his condolences,
but he's actually sailing
on someone's yacht in
the Mediterranean -- a baron
or something --
Myrtle: Is he really?
Erica: Mm-hmm.
Myrtle: Oh.
Brooke: Myrtle, can I get
you anything?
Myrtle: No, no, darling,
thank you.
Brooke: Ok.
Peggy: Dimitri's the one who
should be laying me to rest.
I still can't accept it.
Erica: No, neither can I.
She's made herself quite
at home, hasn't she?
Peggy: Well, Alex looks calm
enough now, but I saw her when
she thought she was alone,
and the look on her face
would've broken your heart.
Erica: I wanted to see
Dimitri's face, and so did
Edmund, and so did you, Peggy.
She's just made it much harder
on everyone.
Myrtle: Oh, darling, darling.
Darling, you've got to remember
that the poor girl should be
on her honeymoon and here she is
a widow.
Erica: Dimitri and I were
soul mates, Myrtle.
Now, no one can deny that I was
the love of his life, not her.
Alex: Erica?
I just wanted to thank
you so much for coming.
Erica: Well, of course.
Where else would I be,
Mrs. Marick?
Or do you prefer Countess
Andrassy?
Alex: You can call me
Alexandra.
Or Alex, if you like.
Myrtle: Alex, we're --
we're truly very sorry
for your loss.
Alex: Thank you.
The last few days have been
torture, but I'm -- I'm so glad
to meet people from Dimitri's
life.
Erica: Dimitri had such
an enormous effect on so many
people's lives.
With his generosity, he was
always helping people.
Brooke, actually -- I know that
you've met Brooke -- well,
at one point Brooke was accused
of murder, and Dimitri actually
moved heaven and earth to get
her acquitted.
Unfortunately, Brooke took
his concern the wrong way.
She felt there was a possibility
of real love between them.
But Dimitri was so dashing.
Women were always throwing
themselves at him.
Alex: I've learned volumes
about his kindness towards
others since I've been here.
And he told me how your devotion
to Bianca inspired him.
Erica: Really?
Alex: Yes.
He did talk about you a lot,
Erica, and with great affection.
Peggy: Ah, everybody -- since
we didn't have a real,
old-fashioned wake, let's raise
a glass to Dimi.
To the most generous,
the most noble, the most lovable
rascal that ever walked
the earth.
Myrtle: Dimitri.
Edmund: Dimitri.
Peggy: Here, here.
Erica: I believe that I knew
Dimitri better than any woman
ever did.
I married him not once
but twice.
He taught me everything I knew
about love and about patience --
which was a very difficult
lesson for me to learn.
And he also taught me so much
about forgiveness.
But I'll tell you what, Dimitri.
I will never forgive
you for this -- for doing this
to us, for dying, and
for leaving us here,
that we have to find our way
without you and your light.
Gillian: Dimitri and I were
cousins, but he became more
of a father to me than my own.
In Hungary, no matter what
language we spoke, he always
understood me.
He was just so kind and --
and loving.
And in Hungary he was a count.
He was a nobleman.
But to me, Dimitri
is the most noble man I've ever
known.
Edmund: Well, you know --
Dimitri and I grew up not
knowing that we were related,
and when I came back
into his life as his brother,
I called him an elitist pig
and he called me a thief.
Those were the good days.
And, you know, it didn't get
better for a long time.
But out of what we endured grew
a strength and a freedom that --
that made me who I am, and I'm
a better man because of Dimitri.
You know, when my wife died,
he kept me sane.
And I --
he showed me love through --
through family and --
he -- he saved my spirit then,
and he saved my life later.
And I'm just -- I wish that
I could've done something to --
Alex: When Dimitri first told
me about Pine Valley
and Wildwind, you know,
they were just names to me,
entertaining stories about
a faraway place.
But as I got to know him better,
these places and the people
in this room became as real
to me as our love for each
other.
We had a dream of settling here
and raising a family.
That dream is gone now,
along with my precious husband.
But his gift of love
will be with me --
I think with all of us --
forever.
Myrtle: What is it, darling?
Erica: I don't know.
I --
I just always felt that
Wildwind was my home,
even when Dimitri and I were
apart.
I always felt that
with Dimitri and I there was
always the possibility of --
well, who knows.
And so Wildwind was really
a symbol for me, you know,
of what might be.
And yet now --
now, with Dimitri gone, I --
I'm feeling maybe it's just
a reminder of what was.
And Dimitri will always be
in my heart.
But maybe I'm ready to move on.
I'm leaving.
I have to get out of here.
Myrtle: Where are you going?
Erica: I'm not sure.
Myrtle: Do you want me
to come with you?
Erica: No, no, no, no, no.
You stay here.
I'm fine, Myrtle.
Really, I am.
I'm fine.
David: Tad stopped
by to thank me profusely
for taking your case.
Tad: That's right.
I know how much David's opinion
means to you.
And I just wanted you to know
that I'll stand by whatever
decision you two make.
Dixie: Oh.
Ok, well -- that's nice.
Why don't you stay for
the appointment?
You know, it's going to be very
exciting -- heart monitoring,
E.K.G., The works.
Tad: I can't. I'm sorry.
Got to get to work.
I'll call you later.
Dixie: Oh.
Ok.
Like the wind, my guy.
David: How are you feeling?
Dixie: Oh, I feel great, great.
David: Nausea
dizziness?
Dixie: No, no.
You know, the morning sickness
is almost completely gone,
and the only dizziness I feel is
from happiness.
Yeah, I'd forgotten how great
I feel being pregnant.
You know, I have more energy
than I ever have.
I go to sleep easily.
I wake up feeling rested
and strong.
David: That's good.
That's good.
I want you to be happy.
A positive attitude is
important.
But it's also important to make
sure that you're aware
of the seriousness of all
of this, of what's at stake
for you and this child.
Dixie: David, I'll do
anything and everything you tell
me to do.
Becca: E you sorry that
you're not going to the queen's
party?
Scott: Are you kidding?
A bunch of stuffy people
in funny hats being
[British accent]
terribly proper?
[Normal voice]
I'd much rather be here
with you, packing and pigging
out.
Becca: I mean, I'm sure
Ryan's place is going to be
great, but aren't you going
to miss this place?
The swimming pool, tennis
courts, stables?
Scott: Don't forget the polo
fields.
Becca: I could not imagine
growing up in a place like this.
It must be like Disneyland
but better because I bet you had
your own horse.
Scott: Guess again.
I was pretty much a latchkey kid
in the big city.
My mother, Cindy, worked 24/7.
And my Dad, Fred, well, he was
out trying to score drugs most
of the time if he wasn't at home
trying to sleep it off.
So it was just me and Big Bird
most of the time.
Becca: But Stuart --
I thought he was your real
father.
Scott: Nope.
He adopted me after he married
my mom.
But he's my only real father
as far as I'm concerned.
Becca: I'm sorry.
I didn't realize.
I just assumed that Stuart was
your father and that you were
born here in Pine Valley and --
Scott: No, I was Scott
Parker, son of a drug addict
father who was more interested
in his next drug fix than
his own son.
He got aids from using dirty
needles.
Becca: My gosh.
How horrible.
Scott: Worse,
he gave it to my mom.
Stuart was the best thing that
ever happened to her and me.
When we came here, we were like
real family.
It was the best.
Till she passed away.
Becca: How old were you?
Scott: 9.
Becca: 9.
I was 9 when --
oh, never mind.
Scott: What?
Becca: I was 9 when
my brother Robbie died.
Scott: What happened?
Becca: He was a Marine
in Desert Storm.
You know, it was so weird
because, after we found out that
he'd been killed, we got this
letter a week later.
Scott: "Dear freckles --"
Becca: I used to have a lot
of freckles.
Scott: "There is sand
everywhere and in everything,
including my boots, my food,
and my eyes.
They keep me pretty busy,
but I'm looking for something
special to bring home."
Hayley: Oh, there you are.
Peggy, your deviled eggs were
as scrumptious as ever.
Peggy: Oh, thanks,
sweetheart.
I'll fix you a little care
package when you leave.
Hayley: Ok.
Ryan: Excuse
me.
{Ryan sniffs glass Hayley was drinking out of]
Hayley: What are you supposed
to be?
The hooch police?
Ryan: Well, can you blame me?
After last night --
Hayley: Last night
never happened.
Gillian: I'm going to go
upstairs, see Grandmama.
Ryan: You mind if I join you?
Gillian: I'm sure she would
love that.
Brooke: Oh.
I'm sort of on overload.
Jack: Well, listen,
maybe I should take you home.
Brooke: You know what?
I think I'm going to go back
to "Tempo" and work a little bit
on that profile on Dimitri.
Jack: Ok.
Maybe later you'd like to sneak
out, grab some lunch.
We'll celebrate life.
Brooke: I don't know
if I can remember how.
Jack: I'll see if I can give
us both some pointers, huh?
Let's go say good-bye to Alex.
Excuse me.
I just wanted to say if there's
anything you need, anything
at all --
Alex: No.
You've done so much already.
Thank you.
Brooke: I'll give you a call,
Alex.
You don't have to pick up
the phone if you don't feel like
talking.
Alex: Oh, you're so kind.
Your heart is as big as Dimitri
said it was.
Brooke: Ok.
Alex: Ok.
Brooke: You'll --
we'll get through this, huh?
Edmund: Yeah.
Somehow.
Brooke: Listen --
take all the time you need
because there isn't any reason
for you to rush back to work
until you're ready, all right?
Edmund: Thanks, Brooke.
I don't know what I'm doing one
minute to the next.
Brooke: Be kind to yourself,
ok?
Jack: See you later, buddy.
David: Well, everything
checks out fine.
Dixie: Ha.
I knew it.
David: Well, that is a good
first step, Dixie, but it is
just a small part of
the picture.
Now, we have to remember that
you're still in the relatively
early states of pregnancy,
which means that anything that
you do right now could have
an effect on you and this child
down the line.
Dixie: You sound so grim.
David: No.
I'm just trying to convey
to you the seriousness of all
of this.
Now, there are symptoms that
by themselves would mean
nothing, ok?
But because of your condition,
they could be indicative
of something even greater.
Fever, back pain, dizziness --
now, all of these things could
point to kidney failure.
Dixie: David, you don't have
to scare me --
David: Listen to me.
If you experience any of these
things, even for one moment,
you are to contact me
immediately.
Do you understand?
Dixie: Yes. Ok.
Sure.
David: Now, if I see any
development that raises concern,
we might have to rethink this
pregnancy.
Dixie: I'll do anything,
take any risk for this child.
She is defenseless, and I'm all
she's got.
I'll do whatever it takes
to protect her.
David: You have a very lucky
baby.
Dixie: I'm the lucky one.
David: Next week, same time,
same place.
All right?
Dixie: Yeah.
I'll be here -- bells on.
David: Ok.
[Knock on door]
David: Erica.
Erica: Hi.
I sent a report to
Dr. Fascinella about Veil's new
face treatment.
I wonder, have you heard
from him?
David: No, I haven't.
How was the funeral?
You ok?
Erica: Oh, sure.
Yes, I'm fine.
No.
No, I'm not.
I'm really not.
Becca: I'm sorry.
It's just I think of Robbie
a lot this time of year.
Scott: Why?
Becca: I guess it's
the fishing.
He always used to take me
fishing, but I had to bait
my own hook because he wasn't
going to have any sissy
for a sister.
Scott: You're no sissy,
freckles.
Becca: I don't have freckles
anymore.
Scott: Yeah, I think I see
one right -- right here.
Oh, just a spot of dirt.
Becca: Oh, my gosh.
I'm so sorry.
Scott: Oh, and another.
Becca: Oh.
Scott: Another.
Another.
Tad: Hey -don't run.
You'll put your eye out.
Jamie: Is it true about
the pink sheets?
Tad: Is what true about
the pink sheets?
Jamie: Well, I know you use
pink sheets on your bed.
I checked.
Tad: James, what are
you trying to tell me?
Jamie: If you use blue
sheets, would it be a boy?
Junior: Yeah.
And if they were green sheets,
we'd have a baby martian.
Jamie: You made it all up?
Tad: Wait a minute.
Wait a minute.
What -- what --
what's going on?
Junior: Tad, it's ok.
Mom told us.
We know all about the baby.
{Alex remembers Dimitri]
Dimitri: I love you so much.
And I want you to know,
whatever happens --
Alex: Oh --
shut up.
David: Let me take care
of you.
Take the day off and come
with me.
It'll do you good.
Erica: Well, what about
your schedule?
David: No.
I don't have any surgeries
scheduled for today and I just
finished my last appointment.
Erica: I don't know.
I have to check
on Enchantment, and I have
to see if Myrtle's all right.
David: Let me see if you're
all right.
Tell me that you'll take the day
off and come with me.
Erica: All right.
All right, yes, I will.