Gillian: Jake, why --
why did you do all this?
Jake: This is an apology
for pushing things too fast.
Gillian: Oh, that's ok.
You were just, you know,
worried about Colby.
Jake: My daughter's my life,
but so are you.
Gillian: But Colby means
more.
Jake: Colby will be fine
with Liza.
She'll be safe, just like
you said.
I want to make things right
with you.
Gillian: First we need
to talk.
Jake: Well, we can talk.
We can talk all night.
I'll tell you how much you mean
to me -- or maybe we won't need
to talk at all.
Jake: Hey.
All I ask of you tonight
is just to be with me.
Alex: Hi.
Edmund: Hey.
Alex: Ooh, hi.
It's freezing. Come in, come in.
Edmund: Thanks.
Alex: Ooh, do you want
a brandy?
Edmund: No, thanks.
Alex: Oh, come on, it'll warm
you up.
I'm having one.
Edmund: Ok, fine.
Alex: What are you doing out?
It's so cold.
Edmund: I --
thanks.
I was just, you know, going up
the drive and I saw
the light on.
Alex: Yeah.
Research grants for
the foundation.
What's up?
Edmund: I, uh --
well, I went by S.O.S. To look
for you and I didn't see you.
Alex: Yeah.
Gillian and Jake -- they were
so into each other, I felt like
a chaperone, so I left,
got a cab.
Edmund: Well, I had
an interesting chat with Erica.
Alex: What was all that
about?
Edmund: I got to warn you,
she's up to no good,
her and David.
Alex: Well, they always are.
Edmund: No, this is not
business as usual.
Alex, they're --
they're digging into your past.
Erica --
well, she claims that a friend
of hers in London passed on some
information about you.
Alex: A friend or a paid
informant?
Edmund: Doesn't matter.
She wants to use this
information to oust
you from the Andrassy
foundation.
Alex: Well, I knew I couldn't
keep it secret any longer.
I stole from the collection box
when I was 5.
Edmund: It's not a joke.
Alex: You know what?
She's been after me since
the beginning, and I just don't
care.
I don't have anything to hide.
Edmund: It's not a matter
of public record, Alex.
And if it comes out,
there could be some
serious repercussions.
Alex: What?
What has she got on me?
What?
Edmund: Alex -- ahem --
Erica claims that you --
you spent several years in Wales
in a mental institution.
Is that true?
Joe: Any change since
the call-in?
Paramedic: Tremors.
They're shock-related.
Her pressure and heart rate are
steady.
Second paramedic: She was
knocked unconscious.
Adam: My God, what happened?
Answer me, damn it!
Is she going to be all right?
Joe: Most likely she's
suffering from smoke inhalation,
possible concussion.
Take her into the cubicle.
Mateo: Doc, can I go
in with her?
Joe: I want to make sure that
she's stabilized.
And I want you to get checked
out, too.
Mateo: I'm fine.
Just make sure she's ok,
all right?
Joe: Yeah.
Adam: Santos.
Santos, what happened?
Tell me what happened.
Mateo: I don't know any more
than when I called you
on the phone.
Adam: Damn it, I want
details.
Mateo: Look, I don't know
at started the fire or why
she was there.
All I know is that thank God
I got her before the warehouse
went up.
Adam: What warehouse?
Mateo: The one on
Hillspoint Road.
Adam: What the hell was
she doing in that part of town
in the middle of the night?
Mateo: Listen, I know you're
worried about Hayley, all right?
All I know is that she thought
Janet was in some kind
of trouble and she went there
to find her.
Adam: Wait a minute --
Janet, Janet? Dillon?
Mateo: Yeah.
Why, does that mean something?
Adam: Janet Dillon asked me
earlier today for $1 million
in cash.
Mateo: Why?
Adam: I don't know.
I don't know. Some --
some charity.
She heard that money was flying
out of my pocket.
Mateo: Did you give
her the money?
Adam: Of course not.
The hell with Janet Dillon.
All I care about is Hayley.
Derek: Where is he, Jackson?
Jack: I have no idea.
But as his lawyer, even
if I did know --
Derek: Don't you give me that
client privilege crap.
If I find out that you helped
him in any way, so help me,
Jack -- so help me --
Jack: I have no idea where
he is, Derek, and that's
the truth.
Derek: What is it, Tommy?
Tommy: Sorry about
your bust, sir.
I tried to block the perp when
he cut and ran, but he slammed
my jaw and cut out the back way.
Like he owned the joint.
Derek: Hmm.
All right.
Thanks.
Jack: Well, now, at one time,
he did own the joint,
now, didn't he?
Derek: Trevor Dillon was
the best damn cop in the house.
Jack: Don't you forget that.
[Telephone rings]
Derek: All right, tell me
something.
Don't tell me that.
Yeah, I want Trevor Dillon found
and brought back here unharmed.
Yes, he is my friend.
But he's also a murderer
and an arson suspect
with an APB out. on him.
So proceed with --
proceed with extreme caution.
Janet: Trevor escaped?
Derek: Running makes Trevor
look guilty as sin, and he knows
that.
Janet: But he didn't kill
Sophie.
I did.
Jack: That's not what
Trevor's saying.
Janet: Yeah, well,
he's lying.
Derek: Are you willing
to swear to that?
Swear that your husband signed
a false confession?
That my friend, Trevor Dillon,
is an innocent man?
Jack: You don't have
to answer that question.
You haven't been charged
with a crime.
Derek: What are you talking
about?
She confessed to killing
Sophie --
Jack: I don't recall hearing
you read my client her rights.
Derek: I thought Trevor was
your client.
Jack: Well, I happen to be
counsel to the whole Dillon
family as of right now,
and I don't want you to say
another word.
Derek: Well, there's
a warrant out for Trevor
and I can get a warrant
to search the house.
Jack: Fine, Derek,
you do that.
In the meantime, I'm taking
Janet home.
Janet: I can't turn my back
on Trevor.
You know, we never even got
a chance to say good-bye.
Jack: Now you listen to me --
listen to --
Trevor wants you to be safe.
That's why he's doing this.
That's why he's taking the law
into his own hands --
for you and for that little
girl.
Now, things are going to get
rough.
But when they get rough,
I want you to think "what would
Trevor want me to do," and then
you do that thing without
question.
You follow me?
Good.
Janet, listen, the first thing
he would want you to do is
to put yourself in my hands,
to do whatever I tell you to do.
Now, can you do that?
Janet: Ok.
Jack: Good.
The first thing I'm going
to tell you to do is don't speak
to anyone, and I mean nobody,
about this fire or Sophie or how
she died.
I want you to promise me.
Janet: I promise.
Jack: Good.
Very good.
I'm going to take you home.
I'm sure your daughter's worried
about you.
Come on.
Gillian: Jake?
Jake: What?
Gillian: You don't know
the truth.
Jake: About you?
I know everything about you.
And I know a little something
about me, too.
When I first came back
to Pine Valley a while back,
I was -- I was towing a sailboat
and a made-up name, and all
I really wanted to do was just
kind of sail around and look
for things, look for new places,
new experiences, new people.
But what I found here was
something beyond my imagination.
Gillian: What did you find?
Jake: I found
an intriguing, wacky,
Hungarian girl whom I couldn't
really quite understand
too much --
for more than one reason.
Then I discovered a princess
who lost her heart and then
found it.
And she gave it away again.
She gave it away to a guy who
swears by the stars to value
her trust
and her love, her innocence.
Because he -- he loves her very
much.
Gillian,
you have brought me home --
for good.
Edmund: Alex, what Erica
said -- is it true?
I mean, were you a patient
in a mental hospital?
Alex: Oh, you know,
sometimes an inkblot just
doesn't look like a butterfly,
do you know what I mean?
Edmund: Yeah, I do.
I do.
And let me tell you something --
if you were sick and you got
some help, I applaud that.
Really.
Remind me to tell you one time
about how I kidnapped Erica
and tied her up in a wine cellar
in Hungary.
Alex: You don't have
to humor me.
Edmund: I'm not.
I did it and I wrote about it.
People expect writers to be
a little bit schizy.
Alex: What's your point?
Edmund: My point
is if Erica is trying to attack
you personally and
professionally, just tell me
the truth and I will help
you fight it.
Just tell me what it is and,
I promise, I won't hold it
against you.
Trust me.
Jake: Hey, what's wrong?
Did I upset you?
Gillian: No.
You put me first in your life.
Jake: Yeah.
Of course I put you first.
My dad put my mom first,
and they're --
honey, you are it for me.
You are number one.
Gillian: No, Jake,
Colby -- Colby's number one.
Jake: Colby -- I love Colby.
I love you, too.
I need you both to make my life
complete.
Gillian: And if you had
to lose Colby?
Jake: What, because of Adam?
Well, honey, that's not going
to happen.
I know I'm upset.
Liza took Colby away and I don't
know where they are, but that's
just -- that's me.
They're going to be fine.
She's going to be home soon
and everything will be ok.
I believe that.
And I also believe that --
that trust and honesty
and love -- these are the right
things that get us through times
like this.
You taught me that.
I know that the beginnings
of things are scary.
I also know that you and I are going to have a lot of happiness
in our lives.
I know that in a very deep part
of me.
Gillian: I love you, Jake.
I love you so much.
Adam: Doctor, how is she?
Joe: It's as I thought --
no burns.
It's a mild case of smoke
inhalation.
She's got sore throat,
some congestion in the lungs,
no sign of concussion.
Mateo: How about her leg?
Joe: Bruised, but no break,
no sprain.
Adam: When can I take
her home?
Joe: I'm going to keep
her here overnight for
observation, just to be
on the safe side.
Mateo: Wait -- is she ok,
though?
Joe: Yeah. Yeah.
You did all the right things,
Mateo.
Mateo: Thank you.
Can I go in?
Adam: No.
You don't have any claim
over her.
None.
Just stay away from her.
Hello, sweetheart.
Here I am.
I'm right here.
Thank God you're all right.
Sweetheart, what -- what were
you doing in that warehouse
in the middle of the night?
Hayley: Dad --
[Hayley gasps]
Adam: Shh, shh, shh.
Don't. I'm sorry.
No, I shouldn't have brought
that up.
You don't have to think about
that now.
Just concentrate -- concentrate
on resting and coming home
with me.
Hayley: Mateo --
Adam: No, no.
Don't -- don't worry about
Mateo.
I got rid of him.
Hayley: I want to see him.
Please?
Adam: Why?
Hayley: He saved my life.
Hayley: Mateo knew
I was in trouble.
He --
he did my breathing for me.
Adam: Ok.
All right, sweetheart, I'll --
I'll be right outside
if you need me.
Is there anything I can do?
Hayley: Kiss.
I want to be alone with Mateo.
Adam: Ok.
I'll be close by.
Joe: You're a very fortunate
young woman.
Hayley: I know.
Janet: Is Amanda asleep?
Tiffany: Well, it took some
doing, but she finally conked
out a little while ago.
She wanted to wait up
for you and Mr. D.
Janet: I'm not sure when
Trevor will be home.
Jack: Did Trevor stop
by here, by any chance?
Tiffany: Uh-uh.
Excuse me for saying this,
but you don't look so good.
Do you want me to make you some
tea or something?
Jack: Uh, Tiffany, right?
Could you come here a second,
please?
Listen, it's getting kind
of late.
Why don't you -- why don't
you go ahead and go on home, ok?
Tiffany: Thanks.
Jack: Sure.
Tiffany: You know,
Mr. Montgomery, you really out
to stop by the glam sometime
for a manicure.
Your cuticles are a cry
for help.
Jack: All right.
I will do that as soon as I can.
Thank you very much.
You drive safely, now.
Tiffany: Thanks.
You take care, Mrs. D.
Janet: Where did he go, Jack?
Where could he be?
Jack: I don't know where
Trevor is, Janet.
And I have no idea what
the hell's going through
his head right now.
Sit down.
Please.
Trevor wanted you back here
to keep Amanda safe.
Keeping you two out of harm's
way -- that's his top priority.
I think it should be yours, too.
Janet: But what about Trevor?
I mean, what if he runs
into some rookie cop that wants
to make a name for himself,
that tries to be a hero?
You know how Trevor is.
Jack: Yeah.
Janet: You push him too hard,
he pushes back.
Jack: I know, I know.
Janet: He could get killed.
Jack: Trevor's going
to be ok.
He can take care of himself, ok?
Listen, will you be ok
if I leave you here alone
for a couple hours?
Janet: Where you going?
Jack: I think maybe back
to the police station,
just in case.
Janet: You think Trevor might
come back there?
You think he might turn
himself in?
Jack: And send the mother
of his child to prison
for the rest of her life?
I don't think so.
Janet: Why did he do it?
Jack: I think you know why.
Hey, kiddo.
Amanda: Mommy?
Janet: Sweetheart.
What are you doing up?
Amanda: Where's daddy?
Why's Mr. Montgomery here?
Janet: Your father had
to take care of something,
and Mr. Montgomery's here
to bring over some legal papers.
Jack: Right.
Amanda: Is everything ok?
Janet: Yeah.
Amanda: I heard loud voices
before.
Do you and daddy still love each
other?
Janet: Oh, sweetheart,
your daddy and I love each other
very much.
You'd better get back to bed.
Amanda: I want to sleep down
here and wait for daddy to come
home.
Janet: You w ant me to make
you some hot cocoa?
Janet: Sleep, my angel.
Dream sweet dreams.
Your daddy's safe.
And he loves you with all
his heart.
Trevor: You got that right,
babe.
Janet: Trevor, I --
Trevor: Shh.
Janet: Why did you do it?
Why did you make that phony
confession?
Trevor: That dead body was
tied to you.
And I don't want my daughter's
mother spending the rest
of her life behind bars.
Janet: Well, what about
her father?
You know, disappearing isn't
going to solve anything.
Trevor: It'll keep the cops
from sniffing around you.
Play a little dodge ball,
stay low.
Keep them running as far away
from you as possible.
Janet: How long will you be
gone?
Trevor: I don't know.
Janet: A week?
Two?
Trevor: Look, uh,
they're changing shifts
at the Pine Valley police
department, so it's going to be
a couple of minutes before Derek
starts staking out the place.
Janet: I can't let you go.
Trevor: Got to, babe.
Look,
you didn't trust me
with the dope on Sophie,
but you got to trust me now
with your life and with Amanda's
life.
Janet: I wanted to tell
you about Sophie.
I was afraid.
She said she'd hurt Amanda.
She said she was going to come
after you with a crowbar!
Trevor: Hey, hey, it's over.
She can't hurt you now.
She can't hurt you now, babe.
If I'd have known what was going
down, I'd have handled it.
Keeping you safe, watching over
you -- that's my job.
And you were doing your job --
looking out for our little girl.
And you got to keep doing it.
You got to be strong for Amanda,
be brave for Amanda.
Janet: But what about you?
What will you do?
Where will you go?
Trevor: Don't worry about me.
Trevor: I got to get moving.
Janet: No.
I can't let you go.
I can't let you go!
Jack: So, any word on Trevor?
Derek: Don't be cute, Jack.
You and I both know what's going
down here.
Jack: Yeah, I know exactly
what's going down.
He's playing out the only option
he has, Derek.
Derek: You don't believe
that.
Jack: I tell you what
I believe -- the same thing that
Trevor said right in front
of you -- you do what you got
to do and he's going to do what
he's got to do.
Derek: You know me, Jack.
I'm going to do my damnedest
to bring him in.
Jack: Never going to happen,
Derek.
Trevor knows how to disappear.
He's not going to be found till
he wants to be found.
[Telephone rings]
Derek: Talk to me.
Where?
You have an eyewitness?
Edmund: Dimitri knew,
didn't he?
About your illness.
Alex: I saw no reason to keep
anything from him.
He was wonderful about it.
He really took it in his stride,
as I knew he would.
Edmund: You know, my brother
had a habit of rising
to the occasion.
Alex: He had a book
he loved -- "The Go-Between."
You know it?
L.P. Hartley?
Edmund: Uh-uh.
Alex: Well, the first line
of it is really pretty
shattering.
"The past is a foreign country.
They do things differently
there."
He felt that that applied
to everyone, that we're like
tourists revisiting places
in our lives.
But the only place that we can
actually live is now,
the present.
You know?
Edmund: He believed that.
But he also knew that the past
shapes us.
Alex: I was in a hospital
several years.
Edmund: I won't ask why
you got there.
Alex: Good, because I don't
know.
Yeah, I don't know.
I mean, I remember being there.
I can see myself sitting next
to a window with a cardigan
on my shoulders.
And I remember my hands.
My hands.
They were always like --
my nails were chipped,
like I kept biting them.
The smell.
That stink.
That disinfectant --
but I don't know why I was there
or how long I was there.
That's pretty rich, isn't it?
I'm a trained neurologist,
and I have no idea how I lost
my own mind.
Or how to get my memories back.
Edmund: Then you've tried?
Alex: Yeah.
Yeah, recently.
Edmund: Ok.
You know, the --
the flashbacks you've been
having?
The clocks chiming
maybe there's a connection.
Alex: Yes!
The man, this Geoffrey --
why I pushed David down
the stairs --
I'm constantly -- I'm anxious
all the time because I feel like
I'm losing it again.
Edmund: You're not losing it
again.
Alex, you are not crazy, ok?
But I know what it's like
to have something from your past
come back and bite you.
Now, maybe we can catch it
before it grabs a hold.
Alex: "We"?
Edmund: Yeah.
Yeah, we.
You want to solve this mystery?
I'm your man
Hayley: You risked your life
to save mine.
And like my dad said,
wasn't the first time.
Mateo: Look, don't -- don't
make me out to be some kind
of hero, ok?
Hayley: You are my hero.
Mateo: No, listen, I --
I got there.
I saw your car.
I mean, I saw the place was
on fire.
You know the cop outside said
the place was empty?
Hayley: You didn't
believe him.
Mateo: No.
I knew it.
I knew you had to be in there.
Hayley: Thank you.
Thank you.
I thought it was over.
I thought I was going to die
alone in there.
I said a prayer,
and an angel came to me.
And the angel
was you.
And I saw everything
so clearly.
I saw myself
next to you.
And I was holding your hand.
There is no me without you.
And there's no you without me.
That's the miracle of us.
We live for each other.
Alex: What exactly do
you have in mind?
Edmund: I just want
to help you.
Alex: How?
Edmund: Talking.
Get a stream of consciousness
going and just see what floats
up to the surface.
Alex: This man --
this --
Edmund: Geoffrey?
Anything else you might have
repressed?
Alex: He's the key, right?
Edmund: Maybe.
Alex, maybe --
maybe you suffered some kind
of trauma early on,
somebody, someone hurt you.
Hurt you real bad.
So bad that you just buried it
in your subconscious.
Alex: Yeah.
Edmund: Yeah.
Look, I'm a writer.
That makes me an amateur shrink.
You know, I live so much
of the time in my head, I --
it's an occupational hazard.
But what I'm trying to tell
you is that I've been there
and I've grappled with
some demons,
and I wouldn't wish that hell
on anybody --
least of all my brother's wife.
So what do you say?
You want to come with me on this
journey?
You want to search for
the truth, you and me, together?
And I swear to God, I won't let
you down.
Alex: No.
No.
The past is best left where
it is.
I don't want to go there.
It's not safe.
Jake: Welcome home.
Janet: I can't let you go.
You're my whole life.
You're what I live for.
Trevor: Your life is snoring
little baby snores right on that
couch.
Now, look, someday,
somehow I'm going to get
the Dillon family back together.
But until then, your life goes
on, you hear me?
Janet: How?
Trevor: It just does.
I'll be out there on the road.
I'll be checking in on you.
When it's 7:00 In the morning,
I'll know you and Amanda are out
there walking the dog.
When it's 7:00 At night,
I'll know you'll be sitting down
and helping her with her math
homework.
When the clock strikes 11:00
And you're
putting your head down
on the pillow, I'll come
and give you a kiss good night.
Got to keep me in there, babe,
warm and safe until I get home.
You hear me?
Hmm?
You got that?
Janet: Yeah.
Trevor: Now, look, I called
Tim in Paris.
He knows what's going down.
He knows not to make a move
until I give him the green
light.
Trevor: Hey, Amanda.
Boy, she's some piece of work,
isn't she?
Kid's got lot of moxie.
Got a double shot from
the both of us.
And that's good.
But it's not going to be enough.
You got to be strong for her.
You hear me? You promise me?
Janet: I will be strong.
I give you my word.
Trevor: Oh.
Hey, sweetheart.
Your daddy loves you.
Trevor: Ok.
This is it.
Got to go.
Janet: I love you,
Trevor Dillon.
Trevor: I love you,
Mrs. Dillon.
What a babe.
Adam: That's unbelievable.
Joe: What?
Adam: I just talked
to Derek Frye to get an update
on that fire that almost killed
my daughter.
Joe: And?
Adam: There is an armed
manhunt ongoing for
Trevor Dillon.
Derek says that he killed
a woman and then set the fire
to destroy the evidence.
Joe: I don't believe that.
Adam: There's a witness
placing him at the scene.
And he's running.
He's a wanted fugitive.
I think I'll issue an
APB myself with a bounty
attached.
Joe: Look, hold on.
Don't under any -- don't tell
this to Hayley.
She's under enough stress.
Adam: Oh, come on, I'm not
a monster.
Joe: Yeah.
Adam: The needs of
my children come first with me,
doctor.
Joe: Fine, fine.
I mean, but just when she does
learn about it, it's going to be
a big shock, so I rely
on your discretion.
Adam: Oh, well, do you trust
me to kiss her good night?
Joe: Don't take too long,
though.
She needs her rest.
Adam: Uh -- I'm sorry
to interrupt.
I just wanted to say good night.
Sweetheart, are you all right?
Hayley: I'm better than
I have been in forever.
Adam: Mateo,
the doctor cautioned she still
needs her rest.
Mateo: Yeah.
I'm not ready yet.
I'm not letting her go.
Hayley: I'm never going
to let you go.
Mateo: You know,
I mean that.
You're stuck with me.
Mateo: I love you.
Hayley: I love you.
Adam: Oh, Gillian,
Gillian, Gillian.
My beautiful coward.
You just couldn't tell smirk boy
the truth, could you?
That Colby isn't his little
princess.
She's mine.
Gillian: How can I break
his heart?
We love each other.
Adam: Oh.
That's too, too touching.
Until the day comes when
he realizes you've been keeping
a nasty little secret.
How much do you think he'll love
you then?
Edmund: You know, my life has
been filled with rejection.
And I'll accept yours
gracefully.
But just so you know --
the offer stands, ok?
Alex: No.
Edmund: Just in case
you want.
Alex: I don't want.
Edmund: It's your call.
Good night.
Alex: Edmund?
It's not that I'm being
ungrateful.
Edmund: It's not that
I don't care.
Amanda: Mommy?
Janet: I'm sorry.
I didn't mean to wake you up.
Amanda: Don't cry.
I had a dream.
Daddy was here.
He said we're going to be ok.
Not exactly like that.
He said, "no worries, kid."
Janet: That sounds just like
your father.
Amanda: He loves us very,
very much.
And he said no matter what,
we're going to be a family
forever and ever.