Edmund: It's ok.
Alex: I'm completely unglued.
Edmund: No.
Listen, listen, you're just
scared.
Something upset you.
What was it?
Something in the room?
Alex: Well, it certainly --
I wasn't in there.
I was somewhere else.
Edmund: What do you mean
somewhere else?
Alex: I don't know.
Another place.
I don't know what's happening
to me.
Rae: All right.
If you are going to use
an alias, I think we're going
to have to get you some form
of identification.
Now, I doubt that this lawyer is
going to put you through
the standard procedure,
but he is going to want
you to look good on paper,
that's for sure.
Tad: No problem.
I got a brother who can take
care of that.
Rae: Not Jake.
Tad: No, Adrian.
He used to work in intelligence,
remember?
Rae: Oh, right.
I met him at the Crystal Ball.
Dixie: Now all we need is
a shady lawyer.
Tad: Ah, like there's some
kind of shortage of those.
I can think of two off top
of my head -- Barry Shire
and Leslie Coulson.
Dixie: No, no, no.
We need one that specializes
in baby brokering.
Rae: My choice --
Lyle Wedgwood.
Myrtle: Well, that sounds
like an uptown name.
Rae: I have a friend who's
at the Llanview police
department.
He's a detective there.
He's digging up whatever
information he can find right
now on the guy.
I expect him to call any minute.
Myrtle: Oh.
[Telephone rings]
Rae: Oh, Myrtle --
Myrtle: Excuse me.
Rae: Great.
Myrtle: Hello.
No, no, no.
No, I don't want to refinance.
Not at the moment, thanks.
No, just take my name off
the list.
Thank you.
Telebusiness.
Hey.
Why are you so edgy?
Rae: Oh, I don't know,
really.
I expected John to call me
by now.
You don't suppose he hasn't
found out any information yet,
do you -- what we need?
Myrtle: We?
You mean you and me?
Well, darling, I thought this
was all about tad's expose about
child adoption.
Rae: Yes.
Myrtle: I mean, do you have
some other plans for it?
Rae: No, of course not.
Oh, I don't know, Myrtle.
It's sort of the same thing,
isn't it?
I don't know that it's going
to help me find my daughter,
but it somehow makes me feel
like I'm getting closer.
Does that make any sense?
Myrtle: Yeah, yeah, it does.
Yeah, it does.
Rae: Thank you.
Jake: Oh!
It's a party!
Myrtle: Oh, my gosh!
Will you look who's here.
Jake: Hello!
Myrtle: Hey!
Dixie: Oh, the party just
arrived.
Myrtle: Well, there's Colby!
Dixie: Hi.
Myrtle: My, lord.
Colby, you are getting so big
now.
Jake: Colby this, Colby that.
Doesn't anybody care about me?
Tad: Oh, yeah.
You can stay, too.
Jake: Oh, thanks.
Dixie: Come to Auntie Dixie.
Say hi.
Where's Gillian?
Jake: Gillian, uh --
Tad: Where's Liza?
Jake: Well, I've got this
kind of cosmic symmetry thing
going here.
Gillian is at Wildwind
with Eugenia making plans
for the wedding, and Liza is
with Adam, ending their
marriage.
Liza: You did it on purpose.
You deliberately locked me
in here.
Adam: Yes.
I'm going to get through
to you one way or another.
Liza: You're holding me
prisoner.
Adam: It's the only way I can
get you to listen to me.
Liza: I am not listening
to you.
You are not going to put
your spin on this so I'll
forgive you.
I am not forgiving you
for anything, including this.
Adam: Oh, Liza.
Liza, no --
Liza: No, no --
Hello?
Hello?
Hello?
How could you do that?
You just had this reinstalled.
Adam: Like I said,
you're going to hear me out,
Liza.
Liza: You're holding me
hostage.
That's what you're doing.
Adam: Do you think I wanted
to do this?
No.
I hate being in here.
But I'm not going to let
you walk out of my life.
Liza: You can't stop me.
Where's that vent -- that vent
that you tunneled your way out
of here like a little rodent?
Adam: The vents have been
sealed.
Liza: You're lying.
Adam: No, I'm not lying.
I had them sealed the same day
I had them reinstall the phone.
And I had the food and water
restocked.
So we probably won't starve.
Liza: I really hate you.
I can't believe there's not
a backup remote here!
Especially after what happened
to you.
Adam: There isn't.
Go ahead, knock yourself out.
You won't find it.
Liza: Well, then that makes
you a bigger fool than I ever
thought.
You know, they're going to come
looking for me -- immediately.
Adam: No, they won't, either.
Colby's with Jake.
Nobody's expecting you.
So why don't you just stop
fighting me and let me say what
I have to say?
Liza: Ok, fine.
Talk.
Go on!
Damn it, just start talking.
Adam: All right, it wasn't
only for love.
I was scared.
I was afraid that once Jake
became a part of your life,
that I'd lose you forever.
Liza: You didn't trust me.
Adam: Perhaps not.
The Martins have always
hated me.
And here you were ready to make
Jake Martin the father
of your child,
a man who I'd almost lost
you to just before this.
You're going to give him a bond
with you forever.
Liza: It was none
of your business.
Adam: How can you say that
after what we'd been through
together -losing our first
child?
Liza: You can't create
a replacement.
It wasn't for you to do.
Adam: I wanted to give
you what you lost,
what we lost.
Liza: You couldn't.
And you still can't.
Adam: Liza, you blame me
for interfering with Colby's
conception.
Well, I feel the same way about
you, exactly the same way about
you trying to engineer
her conception with Jake Martin.
He doesn't deserve to be
her father.
We are destined toe a family,
you and me and Colby.
Liza: Well, maybe we were.
But then again, we'll never know
now, will we?
Adam: We can.
Liza, we don't need a divorce.
Liza: Oh, yes, we do
because I am not going to stay
married to you anymore.
Adam: Well, what about these
terms that you want me
to accept?
Seeing Colby once a month
with supervision.
Do you actually think that I'm
going to live with that?
Liza: You know what?
I think it's a lot better than
seeing her behind a big piece
of Plexiglas in jail.
What was the maximum sentence,
10, 15 years?
Adam: All right.
I don't blame you for playing
hardball.
I've always admired your guts,
the ability to close a deal.
But I think you're
oversimplifying this particular
situation.
Liza: Oh, really?
Federal crimes.
You committed crimes that are
punishable federal offenses.
Adam: Yeah, but so did
your mother and Stuart and Tad,
and, Liza, Liza, you and Dixie.
All of you.
Fraud, forgery, kidnapping,
aiding and abetting.
That's just a few that spring
to mind.
Liza: You are not going
to send your brother to jail,
Adam.
Adam: No, but I think I can
make a hell of a case against
your mother.
She masterminded this whole
thing, used undue influence
on Stuart.
So would you like to see
her every other Sunday behind
a Plexiglas window?
Liza: You wouldn't dare.
Adam: You sure?
Well, I'll tell you one thing --
I will keep you in court
for years.
For years.
Is that what you want?
You want Stuart wasting
his whole fortune trying to keep
your mother out of jail?
Liza: What do you want
from me?
Adam: I want --
I want you to reconsider.
I want another plan.
Once a month doesn't work
for me.
Liza: Fine.
I'll talk to Jackson, and he'll
get back to you.
Adam: No, no, no.
Forget Jackson.
No lawyers.
No Jack, no Barry.
We'll work it out, just the two
of us.
We're trapped in here.
We can do it.
Liza: Well, does it have
to be so cold in here?
Could you please turn
on the heat?
Adam: I'm sorry.
When I closed the vents,
that cut the heat off.
Liza: Oh, you know --
I'll tell you.
I'm glad you were so positive
that you were never going to get
stuck in here ever again.
Adam: Yeah, I was.
There -- if you're cold --
you're really cold, there's some
extra blankets in the bathroom
closet.
Winifred: Mr. Chandler?
Gracious -- but how -- now,
how did this remote get out
here?
Adam: Shh, shh, shh.
Don't, don't -- quiet.
You'll ruin everything.
Winifred: Well, don't
you want me to get you out
of there?
Adam: No, no, no. No.
I want you to go.
Put that down right where
you found it.
Winifred: You want to stay
in there?
Adam: Yes!
I'm -- I'm testing the timer.
This door's on an automatic
timer.
You see, they go up
automatically once every
24 hours in the morning,
so -- so you run along now.
You go, and come back and check
on me in the morning.
You take the rest of the night
off.
Winifred: Thank you,
Mr. Chandler.
But --
Adam: Go!
Shh, shh.
Get out, get out!
Liza: Who were you
talking to?
Rae: So what do you think?
Jake: I think it's very
compelling.
You've done a lot of work.
Rae: Did you ever see or hear
anything around the hospital?
Jake: What, about
questionable adoptions?
Rae: Or unscrupous lawyers.
Jake: No, not at PVH.
Although, when I was in medical
school, I was doing
OB rotation and some guy was
asking a lot of questions about
some of the young pregnant woman
at the clinic.
He was asking about whether
they were married or not
and talking about their Medicaid
and just stuff like that.
Tad: That's it.
That's what they do.
They target people they think
will be desperate and convince
them to give up the children
for money.
Jake: From what I've heard,
they actually arrange to have
another doctor come in.
He'll do the home birth or he'll
take over the hospital, so that
way if a mother has any second
thoughts, he'll just say,
oh, there's problems and falsify
the birth records.
Rae: You think that happens
very often?
Jake: When I reported it
they said it wasn't that
uncommon.
Dixie: It's a really good
thing you reported it.
[Telephone rings]
Rae: I'll get it, Myrtle.
Hello.
Yes, John, it's me.
Yeah, it's good to hear
your voice, too.
So were you able to get me that
information I need?
We got our lead.
Lyle Wedgwood.
Edmund: Ok.
Why don't you sit down?
Just tell me what happened.
Alex: Well, I went
into the room, and David was
in there leaning over
my patient -- this little girl,
Karen.
And
I don't know.
Suddenly, it was as if I wasn't
there.
It was really dark and --
I don't know.
I -- I was
somewhere else.
I felt really scared.
Edmund: Scared of what
you saw -- or what you believed
you saw?
Alex: Both, I think.
Edmund: Ok, ok.
All right.
So you walk into the room,
and you see Dr. Hayward leaning
over your patient.
Alex: Yeah, but there was
another man looking at me.
Edmund: Geoffrey?
Alex: I don't know.
Maybe.
There was something
about his eyes.
They were --
they were piercing.
Like he --
I felt
powerless.
I felt like a little girl.
Edmund: Ok.
You sure you don't recognize
this guy?
Alex: Yeah, I am.
Edmund: Ok.
Try to visualize him.
What does he look like?
Does he look like Hayward?
Alex: No, he's older.
Gray hair.
There's something in his manner,
though, that --
his eyes, maybe.
[Telephone rings]
Edmund: I'm sorry.
I'll get right off.
Yeah, Edmund Grey.
Yeah, hi, Peggy.
Listen, I'm in the hospital.
I can't talk on this phone.
Um --
ok.
Ok.
All right.
Bring her to the phone
in my room, and I'll call
you right back, ok?
Good.
Thanks.
That was my daughter, Maddie.
She had a bad dream.
I'm going to call her back.
I'm going to calm her down.
I'll be right back, ok?
You'll be all right?
Alex: Yes, yeah.
Send her my love, all right?
Edmund: Stay put.
I will.
David: I couldn't help
but overhear some of what
you were telling Edmund.
Alex: You could have if you'd
walked away.
David: I just finished
my examination with Karen.
This is very troubling, Alex,
that I remind you of this person
that obviously triggers some
painful episodes --
Alex: Oh, please, don't try
to psychoanalyze me.
David: No, no, wait, wait.
Wait, wait, please.
Just -- what am I doing that's
causing you to associate me
with this man?
Alex: Let it go.
David: Well, I must be doing
something, right?
Alex, come on.
Let me help you.
Edmund: She said, "let it
go," Hayward.
David: Edmund, I am just
trying to help.
All right?
I have a valid reason to be
concerned here.
Edmund: Bull.
You're trying to get rid
of her so you can run
the Andrassy foundation
by yourself.
David: That is a completely
unfounded accusation.
Edmund: Oh, really?
What about Erica digging
into her past?
David: That had nothing to do
with me, and you know it.
Edmund: Do I look as stupid
as you sound?
David: Well, now that
you mention it --
Alex: You know what?
I don't want a scene.
Please -- please, let's just get
out of here.
David: My, my, Alex.
You're unraveling before
our very eyes.
It's quite a sight.
Rae: I can't tell you how
much I appreciate you getting me
this information, john.
Oh, I see.
No, no.
I will.
Yes.
No.
It's good to hear your voice,
too.
I'm not sure when I'm coming
back to Llanview.
I'll call, all right?
Ok.
Yes, I will.
All right.
Bye and thanks.
Bye.
Tad: Sounds like your good
friend really came through
for you.
Rae: He always does.
Dixie: Did this guy find out
anything about this Lyle
Wedgwood person?
I mean, is he the guy we should
use to --
Rae: You're not going
to believe it.
He's under investigation right
now.
He -- he specializes in private
adoptions.
In fact, he's been under
suspicion for baby-brokering
for some time now.
And the only reason he hasn't
gotten caught is because
he looks so legal on paper.
Myrtle: They still haven't
cracked him?
Rae: No.
And let's also say that he has
some friends in low places.
Jake: You mean, like,
the mob?
Rae: Yeah.
Apparently, he's connected
in some way.
Tad: Ok.
So we consider ourselves warned.
We'll go ahead with the story,
and I'll do it alone.
Dixie: What about me?
Tad: What about you?
You can't expect me to put
you in harm's way.
Dixie: I thought that I was
going to be a part of this,
that we were together on this.
Tad: You were a part of it.
It's too dangerous now.
Dixie: Well, what are
you going to do?
Like, find somebody else
and bring her up to speed?
I mean, isn't that going
to cause a delay?
Can you afford to do that?
Tad: No, of course not.
Dixie: All right.
Well, then just use me, Tad.
I'll be fine.
We're just going to meet
the guy.
Tad: No.
It's too dangerous.
I don't like it.
Dixie: Well, I don't like it,
either, but this is a part
of the world that you have
chosen to be a part of.
Any expose of yours could turn
dangerous at any time, right?
Tad: Yeah, so, I could be
careful.
Dixie: So I can be careful,
too.
You need to be a couple on this,
right?
Let me do it.
Tad: Ok.
We'll go ahead with the plan.
But just pray that caution
and common sense prevail.
Rae: Definitely.
Adam: Oh, you heard me
talking to the monitor.
Winifred was singing off-key
in the parlor.
She has a voice like a cat
on a pike.
Liza: Maybe -- maybe she's
still here.
Maybe she can hear us.
Adam: She doesn't even know
this place exists.
If she did, she would have
rescued me long ago.
Liza: Where is she?
I don't see her.
Adam: No.
Well, she's probably left
for the evening.
She was dressed to go out.
Are you still cold?
I'll make you a hot toddy.
How's that?
I have everything right here.
Liza: You're not going
to strong-arm me into anything.
I'll fight you with everything
I have where Colby is concerned.
Adam: Yeah, I'm sure
you will.
But I'll make it easy for you.
I'll give you your divorce
if you'll agree to my terms.
Actually, there's only one term.
Liza: What do you want?
Adam: You and Colby
continue living here
with me.
Liza: I don't want Colby
living under your influence.
Adam: That's my only term.
Nonnegotiable.
Liza: It's blackmail.
Adam: No, it's a compromise.
I'm not asking you to share
my bedroom, just my address.
You'll still have your divorce.
Liza: And I won't have any
distance.
I want to get as far away
from you as I possibly can.
Adam: Well, unfortunately,
Colby can't live in the west
wing all by herself, can she?
You're going to have to live
there with her.
Liza: Oh, I tell you.
This is so you.
You say you -- you love me,
and then you say that you want
to keep us hostage.
Adam: I am willing
to accept -- respect any
limitation, any boundaries
you place on me.
That's how much I love you.
Liza: "Respect," "love" all
in the same sentence.
Two things you know nothing
about.
Adam: No, you're wrong, Liza.
I have flaws, yes.
I've admitted them before.
I even put them in our wedding
vows.
But I thought you looked
past them
and loved me, anyway.
Liza: I thought so, too.
It turns out I don't know
you at all.
Adam: I'm the same man
you fell in love with.
The same man you married.
And I'm so crazy in love
with you that here I am again,
trapped in this same room that
gives me nightmares.
Liza: May I please have
the hot drink?
Adam: Coming right up.
Why don't you sit down,
make yourself comfortable?
Liza: This compromise is
completely preposterous.
It's totally impractical.
Adam: No, no.
Not really.
Think of the benefits to you.
There would always be someone
to watch Colby.
You wouldn't have to move.
You'd have your own staff.
They'd all be at your disposal.
Unless
you're just scared.
Unless you're afraid
to live under the same roof
with me.
Little too chemistry,
is that it?
Liza: You know, you could be
naked in a tub of bubbles
with a rose between your teeth,
and it wouldn't faze me
in the least.
Adam: Then you'll do it?
Liza: Divorced.
Separate lives living
in the same house.
That's your deal?
Adam: Yes, right.
Liza: And you wouldn't just
come stumbling into my bedroom
with some sort of episode
of amnesia or sleepwalking?
Adam: You could bar the door.
Liza: I would get a really
big dog, mean dog.
Adam: So it's a deal?
Hmm?
Shake on it?
Liza: Oh, thanks,
but no thanks.
I think I'd like to keep my hand
in case I need to hit
you in the head with it.
Fine.
You have your deal.
Now push the magic button
and let me out of here.
Adam: Liza, I told
you I can't.
There is no way out.
We're stuck in here --
at least till morning.
Jake: Mmm, that tastes good,
honey.
Now, I got to go to
the hospital, but I'll be right
back, all right?
Dixie: Here we go.
Here we go.
She'll probably be asleep
by the time you get home.
Don't worry.
Jake: Hope so.
Bye-bye.
Rae: Bye-bye.
Tad: Look at her.
I cannot believe anybody would
give up a baby for adoption.
Let alone do it for profit
or because she got caught.
Rae: Oh, come on, Tad.
There are a million reasons why
a girl would give up her baby.
Some of them you just couldn't
even begin to fathom, I'm sure.
Myrtle: Darling, I don't
think he meant that.
I'm sure he didn't.
Rae: It's all right.
It's all right.
Thank you.
You know what?
I think it's time that I told
you two why this story is
so important to me.
I should have told you before.
I hope you won't be angry.
You see, I'm one of those women
who got caught.
I was just a kid when I got
pregnant.
Doesn't matter why or how it
happened.
It certainly wasn't planned.
I was so scared --
scared to death to tell
my family.
And when I finally had to tell
them -- oh, my God -- all hell
broke loose, let me tell you.
But I was so determined to keep
my baby.
My family wanted me to have
the baby at home, so I agreed
to that.
It was a long labor.
12 Hours.
But I had the most beautiful
baby girl.
I can still see her sweet face.
I can even
hear how her cry was.
I was tired.
It was a difficult time,
and I fell asleep.
And when I woke up,
the doctor told me that
there had been complications.
Her breathing, her lungs --
that my baby girl
died.
It was a year ago that I found
out that that wasn't true,
that she's alive.
I never knew that, of course.
My family -- oh, my family --
they made some kind of a deal
with a lawyer.
They sold her.
I only saw her that one time.
Every day of my life since then,
I think of her.
Edmund: You feel like talking
a little bit about what happened
before?
Alex: It's all I've been
thinking about.
Edmund: Something struck me,
what you said before.
Alex: Hmm.
Edmund: You were talking
about David bending over
your patient, the little girl?
Alex: Mm-hmm.
Edmund: How you felt
powerless.
Did you see yourself
as the little girl?
Alex: No, that wasn't me.
No, I was like a witness.
I -- it felt, you know,
that kind of -- the deja vu
feeling?
It felt like that.
Edmund: What do you remember
about Geoffrey?
Alex: I don't know
a Geoffrey.
I mean, I've been trying
to think of all my father's
colleagues, but nobody was named
Geoffrey.
Edmund: Uncles, cousins?
Alex: No.
Edmund: Alex, I don't know
how to ask you this, so I'm just
going to ask it.
Did you ever wonder if you were
abused when you were a child?
Alex: No.
No, no, no.
No, I have very good memories
of my parents, and I believe
them to be real.
No, I don't --
I don't remember ever being
abused by my parents or anyone
else.
Edmund: Could you be
blocking it?
Alex: No.
Because women who've been
sexually abused, you know,
they often -- they carry these
psychic scars into their
physical relationships,
and that's never been the case
for me.
I've always had very good
relationships.
You know, Dimitri and I,
we were --
well, anyway, I don't think
that's what's blocking
my memory.
Oh, I hate this!
Ugh.
I feel scared all the time.
You know, that's not me.
Edmund: You're not made
of iron, Alex.
You know?
Just -- everybody's needy once
in a while.
Alex: Hmm.
Edmund: I'm just happy that
you're trusting enough of me
to open up.
Alex: Though, I hope I'm not
beyond help again.
Edmund: You're not.
You're not.
You're not alone, ok?
Listen, would you feel safer
moving back to the main house?
Alex: No, I like it here.
I love the hunting lodge.
It makes me feel --
Alex: Thank you for
listening.
You kind of understand,
don't you?
Edmund: A lot more than
you think.
[Edmund remembers being abused by his step-father]
Alfred: Don't you ever talk
to me like that!
Do you hear me?
Young Edmund: I only --
Alfred: Shut up!
Young Edmund: But you --
Alfred: No son of mine talks
to me like that!
Ever!
Alex: Edmund?
Edmund?
Are you all right?
Where did you go?
Alex: What is it?
Edmund: I --
I think it was all this talk
about time travel and abuse.
I just took a little trip
of my own when I was --
when I was a boy.
You know, I used to live in this
place.
And my father, he used to --
he used to train
here.
I was the punching bag.
Alex: Oh.
You want to tell me about it?
Edmund: Well, he used to --
he used to beat me, you know?
And when he got tired of using
his fists, he'd just
yell.
You know, if I wasn't
a worthless piece of garbage,
then I was a spoiled,
rotten brat.
And, you know, I didn't know
at the time that he hated me
because I was Hugo Marick's
bastard son.
Alex: I'm so sorry.
That's horrible.
Edmund: Yeah.
I hated him.
And then I felt guilty
for hating him.
It took me a long time to figure
it out, you know, to work
through all that stuff.
So I kind of understand
what you might be going through.
Alex: Did you block out some
of it, too?
Edmund: Oh, no.
No.
I know I wish I could have.
Most of it was right here
in this room.
Alex: Oh.
How can you stand to come here,
then?
Edmund: Well, I thought about
torching the place a couple
of times.
[Alex laughs]
Edmund: Yeah.
You know, when I became
the owner of this place,
I actually took some estimates
of what it would cost
to level it.
Then I realized that the culprit
wasn't the room.
It was the memories.
And it's the same thing
with you.
Don't let your fear take
you hostage.
Alex: Yeah.
I don't know.
Whatever it is that I've buried
deep inside me is really trying
to break through now.
And that's what's so frightening
is the way it's doing it
because it's random, and I don't
feel like I have any control
over it.
You know, I thought it was just
all going to be over after
New Year's Eve.
I'm getting worse.
Edmund: No, you're not.
You're getting better.
You're getting better, Alex.
It's because the memories are
coming out now.
And they're coming out only
because you can handle it.
Ok?
Now, trust me.
The truth -- don't be afraid
of the truth.
Alex: Yeah.
I mean, maybe I should be
because I've buried it
in the first place.
Edmund: You can handle it.
And I'll be here.
Alex: Thanks.
Dixie: So you're hoping that
this story will somehow lead
you to the lawyer who sold
your baby.
Rae: I don't know.
It's crazy.
It's the only thing I've got.
I have to try and believe in it.
Tad: I told you I would help
you, and I will.
Tomorrow, we're going to call
this guy, Wedgwood, and we'll
go from there.
Rae: Thank you.
Dixie: Don't worry.
Don't worry.
Everything's going to be ok.
We should go, you know?
Rae: Yeah, go home. Go home.
Dixie: I'm sorry.
But are you going to be all
right?
Rae: Yes, yes. I'm fine.
Thank you.
Dixie: Are you sure?
Tad: Try and get some rest.
Rae: Ok. You, too.
Dixie: Don't worry.
We'll let ourselves out, ok?
See you soon.
Rae: I had to tell them.
You know that.
Myrtle: Yeah.
It was very brave of you to open
up like that.
It was.
Rae: Boy, I sure don't feel
very brave.
Myrtle: You were.
Liza: That was pretty good,
considering.
Adam: Well, even
we survivalists can dine
in style.
Liza: Yeah, well,
it's the only meal I'm having.
I'm sure in the morning,
people will be looking for me.
Adam: Well, in the meantime,
we might as well make the best
of it.
You want to watch television,
maybe?
Listen to some music?
Liza: I'll watch the news.
Where's the remote?
Adam: Right there
on the desk.
[Liza finds the journal Adam kept while locked in the safe room]
Liza's voice reading: "It's
Thanksgiving Day.
Liza and Colby are watching
the Thanksgiving Day parade.
Colby is snuggled up against
Liza's pink cashmere sweater.
Liza is explaining the balloons
and floats.
If I close my eyes, I can
imagine I'm with them,
holding them close,
breathing in the scent of Liza's
hair."
Liza: What's this?
Adam: Oh.
That's a journal that I kept
while I was in here.
It's just -- just to pass
the time.
Liza: I'm suddenly not
very -- I'm going to go
to sleep.
I'm tired.
Adam: Well, let's turn in.
Liza: I'm on top.
Alex: Thank you so much
for seeing me through
my meltdown.
Edmund: You look pretty solid
to me.
Alex: Hmm.
Thank you for telling me
your story.
I'm glad that you felt
you could.
Edmund: Hey.
That's what it's all about.
Alex: Dimitri said that
you could be a formidable
adversary, but there was no one
better to have as a friend.
Edmund: He's right.
You got me.
No matter what.
[David on phone to Erica]
David Hey.
How's Switzerland?
Isn't it the middle of the night
there right now?
I miss you, too, Erica.
I may have to sleep in my office
until you get back.
No.
No, there haven't been any more
episodes with Alex.
But you were right about Edmund.
He's appointed himself Lancelot
to her Guinevere.
Yeah.
All right.
Look, give my love to
Bianca, ok?
I can't wait to give it
to you in person.
All right.
Good night.
David: Hey, Jake.
What happened?
Did you get called in tonight?
Jake: Yeah, but I'm on my way
back out.
David: It's a grueling
schedule sometimes.
Hopefully, Gillian's
understanding.
Jake: She will be.
She knows what she's getting
into -- life of a doctor's wife
and all.
David: Congratulations.
Wow.
Marriage.
Wow, that's -- that's a real
milestone.
I never tried it myself,
personally, but I'm all for it.
It must be very comforting
to have someone that you can
count on, someone that you can
share all your secrets with.
Jake: Secrets?
David: We all have secrets,
Jake.
All the best to you
and to your happy little family.
Rae: I think she probably
misses her mother.
Myrtle: You know, I'm sure
your little girl got a loving
home.
Rae: I pray for that,
you know.
You don't think I'm obsessed
about this, do you?
Myrtle: Oh, no.
Rae: I admit I practically
think of nothing else these
days.
You know, every young woman
I see, I want her to be
my daughter.
Myrtle: Yeah, I know.
I understand.
You know, sometimes,
there's a split second
on our paths that stays with us
for the rest of our lives.
And, you know, it seems just
as fresh today as it did way
back then.
You know?
Rae: I know.
Myrtle: Yeah, I'll bet
you do.
[Colby babbles]
Myrtle: Yeah.
Rae: You want more?
Come on.
Dixie: You know,
honey, you're so worried about
how this adoption piece is going
to affect me.
What about how it's affecting
you?
Tad: What do you mean?
Dixie: I mean,
you were abandoned by Ray
Gardner, and then you were
adopted yourself.
I watched your face when Rae was
talking.
This story is starting to get
to you.
Tad: Yeah, but not
because I'm feeling sorry
for myself.
Quite the opposite.
I'm so lucky to have people like
Joe and Ruth for parents.
It doesn't matter how I got
there.
I'm just lucky I'm part
of the family.
And that's the way they've
always made me feel, as if I was
part of a loving family.
Dixie: Well, that's good
because it's certainly good
to belong.
Tad: Yeah.
Well, it's good to have piece
of mind, too.
And that's what I want for Rae.
I want her to know that
her little girl's all right
because that's what's torturing
her.
She wants to know that she found
a -- a loving home.
Dixie: Well, that's about
the most she can ask for at this
point.
Tad: It's the most anybody
can ask for.
I'm still worried about Colby.
Although, I'm delighted that
Liza's getting a divorce
because the sooner she gets
her out of Adam's house,
the better.
[Liza coughs and sniffles]
Liza: Oh.
Adam: Liza, you're going
to catch pneumonia.
Why won't you take my blanket?
Liza: I told you no.
Adam: Well, this is
ridiculous.
We're adults.
We have two blankets and body
heat to burn.
Liza: No.
Adam: Now, if we were both
in the same bunk, we'd be cozy,
warm.
Liza: All right!
All right!
You just can't move a muscle.
Not even to scratch your nose.
Adam: Ok, ok.
Easy, easy.
Liza: Oh.
Adam: That's it.
I promise I'll be a perfect
gentleman.
[Liza shivers]
Adam: There you go.
That's it.
There.
There we go.
Yeah.
Adam: Hey, isn't that better?
Liza: Oh, shut up!
Adam: Good night, Liza.
Liza: Oh, yeah.
Fine.