Maid: Yes?
Rosa: Hi.
I'm a guest from the funeral.
Maid: It's so sad
Miss Gillian's gone.
Is the service over yet?
Rosa: No, not yet.
But I needed to make a phone
call, if that's all right.
Maid: The phone is right
on the table.
Rosa: Thanks.
Gabriel: Why did you cut out?
Rosa: Did you follow me?
Gabriel: You ran out
of the chapel.
Rosa: I didn't run.
Gabriel: Well, why did
you leave?
Rosa: Well, I don't think
that's any of your business.
Gabriel: Fine.
Rosa: Gabriel, wait.
I'm sorry.
It's just I hate funerals.
Gabriel: I've never been
to one.
Rosa: You've never lost
anybody close to you?
Gabriel: I didn't say that.
Rosa: Well, I didn't know
Gillian very well, but it's
still sad.
She was so young.
Gabriel: If you didn't know
her, then why did you come?
Rosa: Well, I know
her family.
Besides, I kind of wanted to get
out, you know?
Sometimes I feel so boxed in.
Do you ever feel like that?
Gabriel: Yeah, sometimes.
Rosa: Anyway, I needed to use
the phone.
So if you don't mind --
I'd like some privacy.
Gabriel: Oh, why didn't
you just say that?
Rosa: Well, don't be mad.
Rosa: Hey.
Where are you?
At the boathouse?
No problem.
I'll see you in 15.
What?
I can't wait, either.
Ok. Bye.
Sweeney: Hey, J.R.,
It's Sweeney.
What's up?
Can you get free?
Ok, sweet.
Yeah, I need you to get down
to the boathouse.
I got some dirt on your mom
and her love doctor.
Ok, cool.
Alex: Ryan, what is it?
Ryan: Gillian.
She's here.
She's alive.
Alex: Oh, Ryan --
Ryan: Look, she's right
there.
Look.
Alex: As much as you want
her to be here, you know that
she isn't.
Ryan: Alex, she's right
there.
She's in Eugenia's gown.
Gillian -- Gillian, come here.
Come here.
Alex: Ryan, Gillian is
at peace.
She would want the same for you.
You must let her go.
Ryan: Princess, I knew
they were lying.
I knew you'd come back to me.
Dimitri: Ryan.
Ryan.
Listen, I know how much you want
to believe that Gillian's still
alive.
I want to believe it as much
as you do.
But she's not coming back to us.
As painful as that is,
you're going to have
to accept it.
Ryan: How can you not see
what I see?
She's here, Dimitri.
She's as beautiful as the day
we got married.
Would you please look?
Alex: Ryan --
Ryan: Gillian, where are you?
She was here.
She was right here.
Gillian, you've got to come back
to me.
Dimitri: Gillian's not here,
Ryan.
Ryan: I got to go find her.
Alex: Please let us help you.
Ryan: I don't need your help!
I need my wife back!
She was right her.
Eugenia: No, no, no, no.
I see her.
Of course she's here.
She's in every little corner
in our hearts.
There always she
will be with us --
in our hearts, Darling.
Ryan: Eugenia, this was not
my imagination, ok?
She was here.
She was right here in this
chapel.
Alex: Ryan --
Brooke: Ryan, listen, I know
how hard it is to let go.
I do.
After all these years, I mean,
even for me, I hear a child
laughing, it brings my daughter
back to me.
Ryan: You don't understand.
Gillian was here.
She was right here in this
chapel.
I don't care if any
of you believe me.
Edmund: I believe you.
Edmund: Maria came to me.
She talked to me when I thought
I was dying.
And she gave me the courage
to live.
Ryan: Edmund, Gillian is not
a spirit.
She's real.
And she's as alive as I am.
And she came here to look
for me, but all you people
scared her away.
I have to go find her.
Alex: Ryan --
Ryan --
oh, this is awful.
Sweeney: Hey.
How did you get out?
J.R.: My mom is at a funeral.
Sweeney: Is that her cover
story?
J.R.: What's that supposed
to mean?
Sweeney: You're sure you want
to know?
J.R.: Yeah, I guess.
Sweeney: Even if it grinds
you?
J.R.: Sweeney, just tell me.
Sweeney: I got a customer
at the Valley Inn.
He said he saw your mom
sneaking into Hayward's room.
J.R.: That's crazy.
My mom is done with Hayward.
Sweeney: Hey, man --
J.R.: Your friend saw someone
else, Sweeney.
Sweeney: He says he heard
Hayward say her name.
It's Dixie, right?
I'm sorry to bum you out.
I just wanted you to know.
Hey, this will take
the edge off.
It's on the house.
Let's go, man.
J.R.: Where?
Sweeney: Teach Hayward
a lesson at the Valley Inn.
Dude, the creep's messing
with your mom.
You can't let him get away
with that.
J.R.: Let's go.
Rosa: Hello?
Dimitri: I know that Gillian
would have been touched to know
that you came here to say
good-bye today.
Hayley: Do you think Ryan's
going to be ok?
Dimitri: Ryan needs time
to get used to the idea that
Gillian's gone.
Alex: We'll help him however
we can.
Excuse us.
Dimitri: Excuse me, everyone.
Alex and I are going to join
Edmund, Eugenia, and
Father Benideck for Gillian's
interment in the family vault.
Alex: Please help yourself
to the refreshments.
Make yourself comfortable.
Dimitri: We'll rejoin
you shortly.
Joe: Folks, we're on our way
back to the hospital.
Brooke: I told Laura that
I wouldn't be gone very long.
Alex: Did you explain yet
that she has Gillian's heart?
Brooke: Not yet.
Alex: Oh.
Well, you'll find the right
time.
Brooke: I know I -- you know,
I just don't want her to feel
guilty.
Alex: She shouldn't.
Dimitri: In a way,
Ryan's right.
Gillian will live on in Laura.
Alex: Please give
her our love.
Brooke: I will.
Alex: Thank you for coming.
Erica: Hopefully --
hopefully, Dimitri will finally
realize the mistake he's made.
Opal: Mistake?
Erica: His marriage to Alex.
It's brought this family nothing
but heartache.
Mateo: Did you see Rosa leave
the chapel?
Hayley: No, I didn't.
Mateo: She's not here.
Hayley: Maybe she left.
Mateo: Without telling me?
Hayley: Well, you know,
I'm sure the funeral was
probably not easy for her.
I'm sure it got her thinking
about other deaths.
Mateo: What about you?
Hayley: Fine.
I just -- I feel very upset
for Ryan.
Mateo: Yeah.
I know.
Greenlee: Ryan really
believed that he could see
Gillian in the chapel.
Do you think he's lost it, Jake?
Jake: I think he lost
the person that he loved most.
Greenlee: Yeah, we've all
been there.
Jake: I think this is
different.
It's final.
Greenlee: Gillian was Ryan's
whole world.
Jake: And he was hers.
You know, at one time, I didn't
want to believe that.
I thought that I could make
Gillian forget about Ryan and --
but that was impossible
because they were just meant
to be together.
Greenlee: Do you believe
in that destiny stuff?
That some people are meant to be
together?
Jake: With all of my heart.
Marian: Do you remember last
summer when we thought Stuart
was dead?
Adam: I could never forget
that.
Marian: Well, I never really
believed that he was gone.
Liza: I think that it's
different with Ryan.
I mean, it's got to be.
He knows that Gillian's gone.
It's just taking him some time
to accept it.
Adam: How do you accept
the unacceptable?
Marian: Well, I'm going to go
home with Stuart, and I'm going
to wrap my arms around him
and hold him tight for the next
50 years.
I love you, Liza.
Liza: I love you, too.
Liza: Adam.
Adam: Yeah.
Liza: I'm sorry.
Adam: Oh, I am, too.
Gillian was unique.
Liza: No, no.
I'm apologizing to you.
I'm sorry for threatening
to leave you with all that mess,
you know, with David and J.R.
Adam: Well, I mishandled
the situation.
Liza: You were scared
for Junior.
I was scared for us.
I mean, you understand.
Adam: Oh, yes, well,
asking David Hayward to help
save J.R. was --
well, I think I --
now I know how Dr. Faustus must
have felt.
Liza: Listen, you saw that
what you were doing wasn't
right, and you pulled out.
I should have known that
you would do that.
I should have trusted you.
Adam: Really? Why?
You know my past history.
My better instincts don't always
prevail, you know.
Liza: You're getting better.
Adam: Would you really have
left me?
Liza: Mm-hmm.
Yes.
But now I look at how lonely
Ryan is, I look at the small
things in life that we take
for granted, a I look at how
terrible life is to live
without someone you love,
and I couldn't.
No matter what you did.
Adam: Someday, I'm going
to remind you of that.
Tad: Who are you
on the phone to?
Dixie: Oh, no, I was just
going to call J.R.
Tad: Dixie, you can't check
up on him 24/7.
Dixie: No, I'm just going
to see how he's doing.
Tad: He thinks you don't
trust him.
Dixie: Did he say that?
Tad: No, he didn't have to.
Look, don't get me wrong.
Not that I blame you.
I mean, now that he's been
caught lying, cheating,
and taking drugs.
Dixie: Yeah, right.
What am I supposed to do?
Tad: Give him a chance
to prove that he's back
on the straight and narrow.
And let him know
trust him.
Tad: I just think it's best
if we don't go looking
for trouble
[Knock on door]
[Water runs]
[Knock]
David: Yeah, one minute.
J.R.: Where is she?
David: Who?
J.R.: My mom.
David: I don't know what
you're talking about.
J.R.: Yeah? Really?
Then what's this?
This? And this?
Who's in the shower, Hayward?
David: That's none
of your damn business.
Now, get out, or I'll call
security.
J.R.: My mom -- she wears
this perfume.
David: Wow, J.R.,
You're a genius.
So do a million other women.
Now, get out.
J.R.: I'm going to kill you!
Ryan: Gillian?
Gillian, where are you?
Gillian, where are you?
Ryan: Princess?
Princess, you've got to come
back to me, ok?
Come back to me.
Alex: Ryan?
Dimitri: Ryan, where did
you run off to?
Ryan: I was looking
for Gillian.
I went to the Turret.
I went to the yacht.
I went to the gardens.
She was --
she was nowhere to be found,
but I know she's coming back.
I know she's coming back.
Alex: Gillian is
in the mausoleum.
Ryan: You saw her?
Dimitri: She's waiting to be
interred.
Alex: Father Benideck is going
to perform the rite
of committal.
Dimitri: Come with us, Ryan.
Come on.
Alex: So we can all say
good-bye together.
Ryan: I will never say
good-bye to Gillian.
You understand that?
Alex: Ryan, this isn't doing
you any good.
Ryan: No, you don't
understand.
Just leave me alone, please.
Alex: We'll stay here.
We'll pray with you.
Ryan: She won't come back
here until you're gone.
All right?
Just get out!
Alex: If you change
your mind, we'll all be there
at the mausoleum.
Ryan: Gillian, it's safe now.
They're gone.
You can come back to me now.
Come back to me, Princess.
Please
please.
Rosa: Where is he?
He's late.
What am I doing?
Dressed for a guy who's not
going to show up.
Rosa: What are you doing
here?
Gabriel: Walking.
Rosa: You followed me?
Gabriel: I didn't know
anybody would be here.
Rosa: You listened
to my phone call.
Gabriel: Why would I do that?
Rosa: You tell me.
Gabriel: I did.
I was walking by the water.
Rosa: You were hiding
in the bushes.
Oh my God, I heard you.
You were watching me undress?
Gabriel: I didn't know
anybody was here.
Rosa: Well, why didn't
you say something?
Every time I turn around,
you're watching me.
It really creeps me out.
Gabriel: Why?
Rosa: Why?
Because it's weird.
Spying on people -- you just
don't do it.
Gabriel: I like faces.
It's the faces I miss the most.
People say a lot, but
their faces say everything.
Rosa: Dimitri was right about
you.
You should come with a warning
label.
You're trouble.
Gabriel: I'm out of here.
Rosa: Now look who's running
away.
Gabriel: Let go of me.
Rosa: Not until you tell me
what you want from me.
David: What is your problem?
J.R.: You!
You're my problem!
You've been messing with my mom
again.
David: Bad call, J.R.
J.R.: Don't BS me.
I know she's in there.
I can hear the shower.
David: I was going to take
a shower when you barged
in here.
You don't believe me?
Look for yourself.
There's no one else in here.
J.R.: Mom?
David: Satisfied?
J.R.: She was here.
David: There was a woman
here, J.R., I'll grant you that.
But it wasn't your mother.
J.R.: Explain the perfume,
then.
David: It belongs to the new
woman in my life.
Along with this.
J.R.: Someone said they saw
her come in here.
David: Well, that someone was
seeing things.
Now, let me look at your eyes.
J.R.: Get off of me.
David: Your pupils are
constricted.
They're practically invisible.
You're on drugs right now,
aren't you?
J.R.: Let go of me!
David: So what's the drug
of choice, J.R.?
Uppers?
Downers?
Huh?
Or leftovers you stole
from my medical bag?
J.R.: What does it matter
if I'm high?
David: Do you realize
the dangers of drugs?
J.R.: You've got to be
kidding me, right?
David: Where did you score
them?
J.R.: Don't worry, it wasn't
from your medical bag like last
time.
David: What, you mean when
you broke in here?
J.R.: You're big on paybacks,
aren't you?
David: You're falling apart,
J.R.
You're going to hurt somebody
real soon.
J.R.: That's the plan, Doc.
I'm going to bring ring a whole world
of hurt on you.
Just like you did to my mom.
So watch your back.
David: Gotcha.
Ryan: Gillian?
Ryan: Come to me.
Ryan: Gillian?
Gilly!
Where are you?
Gillian: Ryan!
Ryan, I'm here!
Ryan: Gilly, come back!
Gillian: Ryan!
Ryan!
Why doesn't he answer me?
Where am I?
Where am I?
What's happening to me?
Ryan!
Ryan!
Who are you?
Man: Slow down there, Sparky.
Just think of me as an old
friend, all right?
Rosa: Why did you do that?
Gabriel: Because I wanted to.
Rosa: Well, do you do
everything you want?
Gabriel: Yeah.
Rosa: I'm serious.
Gabriel: So am I.
Rosa: Well, you can't just go
around doing what you want.
Gabriel: Well, why not?
Rosa: Because.
Gabriel: You do what
you want to.
Rosa: Not always.
Not hardly ever.
Gabriel: You're not supposed
to be here.
You changed your clothes
and fixed your hair.
Rosa: So?
Gabriel: So you're going
to meet someone.
A guy.
Rosa: So what if I am?
Gabriel: Just be careful,
Rosa.
Rosa: I should be careful
around you.
You're like some animal.
Marcus: Rosa.
I'm sorry.
Are you ok?
You.
What did this creep do to you,
huh?
Was he putting moves on you?
You wait here.
Rosa: Wait, Marcus.
Don't -- don't hurt him.
It was --
it was nothing.
Marcus: I'll teach him to put
moves on you.
Rosa: Please.
Marcus, it was nothing.
Just make him go away.
Gabriel: That's ok.
I'm out of here.
Marcus: You ever mess
with her again, you're dog meat,
pal.
Jake: What's this look all
about?
Greenlee: How do you know
if you've met that special
someone?
Jake: I'd know.
Greenlee: But how?
I mean, what if you've already
met her and you just don't know
it yet?
Jake: Well, that's possible,
I suppose.
I mean, if I let the moment
pass, she could just walk out
of my life.
Greenlee: That would be
tragic.
Jake: Yeah, yeah.
Yeah, it would.
I never wanted to be one
of these people who are old
and look back at the one that
got away.
Greenlee: So?
Jake: So --
I'm going to keep my eyes open
so I don't miss her.
Listen, let me go get us
something to drink, ok?
I'll be right back.
Mateo: Being here reminds me
of Maria's funeral.
Hayley: I just --
I just thought of something.
Mateo: What?
Hayley: Gillian's father.
Mateo: What about him?
Hayley: Where is he?
He's not here.
He doesn't show up for his own
daughter's funeral?
What kind of person is that?
Mateo: Who knows why people
do what they do?
Hayley: Well, he doesn't even
care if she's dead?
I mean, I know he was never
around for her during her life,
but he could do the right thing
now.
Now that she's no longer here,
he could do the right thing.
Mateo: Ok, calm down.
Calm -- it's not --
Hayley: But he brought
her into this world, Mateo.
He's responsible.
Mateo: All right.
You're right.
You're right.
Hayley: Life is fragile,
you know?
And innocent.
It begins innocent, and then it
picks up speed and stuff gets
stuck to it, and I just want
to protect our baby for as long
as we possibly can.
Mateo: Well, I'm going
to take you home where I can
protect you and the baby, ok?
Come on.
Adam: Liza, let's get out
of here for the weekend.
Let's go home and get Colby
and drive up to our place
in Evangeline.
We can go for long walks
together and sit in front
of the fire and forget the rest
of the world exists.
Liza: It sounds wonderful.
[Phone rings]
Liza: Oh.
Oh, I want to catch Hayley
before she leaves.
Adam: Yeah, give her a kiss
for me
.
Liza: Yeah.
Mateo?
Adam: Adam Chandler.
David: So tell me,
Adam, what was the last good
movie you saw?
Adam: Hayward, what do
you want?
David: I want you to stop
by my room.
I'll provide the popcorn.
Adam: What in blazes are
you talking about?
David: You'll find that out
when you get here.
Adam: You go to hell.
David: All right,
well, then it might interest
you to know that your son paid
me a visit.
Adam: J.R.?
David: Yeah, that's right.
You know, he was hopped up
on something.
He was speeding out of his mind.
In fact, he even tried to
to kill me.
Adam: What?
David: He even made
a confession, Adam.
I've got it on tape.
So why don't you get
your backside here in
20 minutes, or I'll messenger
this tape over to Judge Stanton.
You got that?
Liza: Well, we'd better get
going if we're going to get
to the cabin before dark.
Adam: Sweetheart,
something's come up.
I have to go.
I won't be gone long.
Liza: I'll come with you.
Adam: No, no, no.
It's business.
I'll send the car back for you.
Liza: But what about
our weekend in the mountains?
Tad: Liza?
Liza: Hmm?
Tad: Was that blur
your husband?
Dixie: He looked kind
of upset.
Is there a problem?
Tad: You think it's
something about J.R.
Dixie: No, I don't.
Is it?
Liza: I don't have a clue.
Erica: Dimitri's marriage
to Alex was a mistake
from the beginning.
Myrtle: Well, Darling,
I always thought they were
a very attractive couple.
Opal: Well, she did save
his life, after all.
Erica: Actually, David saved
his life, Opal.
Jack: Don't look at me.
I have better sense than to get
involved in this.
Erica: Well, just look at all
the trouble that Alex has caused
this family.
Jack: You know, I'm thinking
maybe this is not the right
time.
I mean, a young woman has just
died, Erica.
Erica: That's exactly
my point, Jack.
Gillian is dead because a bullet
that was meant for Alex killed
Gillian instead.
I mean, I think that Alex has
actually cursed this family ever
since she set foot in this
house.
Dimitri: I'm in no mood
for this.
Alex: No, no.
Leave it.
Ryan: Gillian?
Gilly, where did you go?
Don't be afraid.
Don't be afraid.
Please, it's just the two of us
here now.
Nobody's going to bother us.
Please.
Please, please.
Please, come back to me.
Man: Princess Andrassy.
Gillian: I'm Mrs. Lavery now.
Just to let you know, we've got
a lot of royalty here.
Gillian: Who are you?
Man: I'm Jesse Hubbard,
formerly of the Pine Valley PD.
Gillian: Are you
from Pine Valley?
Jesse: Yeah, but I
relocated.
Gillian: You're a policeman?
Jesse: Was.
Got shot in the head,
transferred upstairs.
You know what I'm saying?
Check it out, Princess.
You and me, we've got a lot
in common.
Gillian: Listen, I still
don't know where we are.
Jesse: Yeah, well, there are
a lot of names for this place.
Gillian: I don't understand.
Jesse: Oh, don't worry,
you will.
You got time.
You got all the time
in the world.
But right now, they're waiting
on us.
Gillian: Who is?
Jesse: You'll find out.
But come on.
Chop-chop.
Can't keep the head honcho
waiting.
Ryan: Gillian!
David: I'm impressed, Adam.
You made it with time to spare.
Adam: What do you want now,
Hayward?
More threats?
I thought I made my position
clear.
David: Yeah, you made it
clear, but I want to give
you a chance to reconsider.
Have a seat.
The tape's all set up,
ready to go.
Adam: I don't want a seat.
What do you want?
David: You know damn well
what I want.
We had a deal.
You were going to help me
with my legal problems,
and you reneged.
There's a penalty for that,
Adam.
Well, why don't we let your son
speak for himself, shall we?
I think we'll pick it up right
after he tried to bean me
with a perfume bottle.
He was under the mistaken
impression that I was still
going after his mother.
I don't know how that happened.
Well, here we go.
[David starts VCR]
J.R.: Someone said they saw
her come in here.
David: Well, that someone was
seeing things.
Now, let me look at your eyes.
J.R.: Get off of me.
David: Your pupils are
constricted.
They're practically invisible.
You're on drugs right now,
aren't you?
J.R.: Let go of me!
David: So what's the drug
of choice, J.R.?
Uppers?
Downers?
Huh?
Or leftovers you stole
from my medical bag?
J.R.: What does it matter
if I'm high?
David: Do you realize
the dangers of drugs?
J.R.: You've got to be
kidding me, right?
David: Where did you score
them?
J.R.: Don't worry, it wasn't
from your medical bag like last
time.
David: What, you mean when
you broke in here?
J.R.: You're big on paybacks,
aren't you?
Adam: Damn it.
Damn it, J.R.
Damn it.
David: You're going to hurt
somebody real soon.
J.R.: That's the plan, Doc.
I'm going to ring a whole world
of hurt on you.
Just like you did to my mom.
So watch your back.
[Tape stops]
David: I'll tell you.
Kids today.
No respect for elders, huh?
Adam: What do you want?
David: I'm not a greedy man,
Adam.
My demands are the same.
I want you to kill my trial,
or I'll destroy your son's life.
Alex: Thank you so much
for being here.
Dixie: Gillian was a very
good friend to me.
Eugenia: Remember
her in your prayers.
And Ryan, too.
Dixie: I promise.
Jake: Here you go.
Greenlee: It's a done deal
with me.
Jake: What is?
Greenlee: The destiny thing.
I've already met my soul mate.
I'd be a fool to let him get
away.
Jake: Well, who might
that be?
Greenlee: You know who.
My one true love -- Leo.
Jake: Well, there's one
problem there -- Leo's married,
remember?
Greenlee: So what?
You were married to Gillian.
I didn't mean that.
I'm sorry.
Jake: You know what
the difference is?
Is that Laura loves Leo,
and she didn't die.
So for God's sake, why don't
you leave them alone.
Erica: Dimitri.
I know how attached you were
to Gillian.
Please accept my heartfelt
condolences.
I'm so sorry.
I mean, this is just such
a sad day.
Dimitri: Thank you, Erica.
Jack: And you and Alex take
good care of yourselves, ok?
Dimitri: We'll do our best.
Thanks, Jackson.
Jack: You bet.
Erica: Call me if
you need me.
Alex: Did you say anything
to her?
Dimitri: No, and only
because you asked me not to.
That Erica Kane can be so damn
infuriating.
Alex: And brutally honest.
She's right.
I am a curse to you
and your family.
[Footsteps]
Ryan: Gillian?
Jake: It's me.
Jake: How you holding up?
Ryan: I'll be fine once --
as soon as Gillian comes back.
She's coming back, Jake.
I know she is.
Gillian: Jesse, are
you taking me to Ryan?
Jesse: Ryan ain't here,
all right?
Gillian: But he has to be
because I was with him just now,
and I need to go to him.
I need to find him.
Jesse: But that's not part
of the plan.
Gillian: Plan?
Jesse: Oh, it ain't sunk
in yet, right?
Um -- ahem --
you cannot be with Ryan.
Gillian: Why not?
Jesse: Because, Princess,
you're dead.
ON THE NEXT - - - ALL MY CHILDREN
Liza: Adam, what are
you doing here?
Greenlee: I know what's going
on with you, Leo.
Gillian: Crazy man!
Somebody help me!
Jesse: God, I don't want
to do this!