ALL MY CHILDREN

JULY 2, 2001



Maid: Yes?
Rosa: Hi. I'm a guest from the funeral.
Maid: It's so sad Miss Gillian's gone. Is the service over yet?
Rosa: No, not yet. But I needed to make a phone call, if that's all right.
Maid: The phone is right on the table.
Rosa: Thanks.

Gabriel: Why did you cut out?
Rosa: Did you follow me?
Gabriel: You ran out of the chapel.
Rosa: I didn't run.
Gabriel: Well, why did you leave?
Rosa: Well, I don't think that's any of your business.
Gabriel: Fine.
Rosa: Gabriel, wait. I'm sorry. It's just I hate funerals.
Gabriel: I've never been to one.
Rosa: You've never lost anybody close to you?
Gabriel: I didn't say that.
Rosa: Well, I didn't know Gillian very well, but it's still sad. She was so young.
Gabriel: If you didn't know her, then why did you come?
Rosa: Well, I know her family. Besides, I kind of wanted to get out, you know? Sometimes I feel so boxed in. Do you ever feel like that?
Gabriel: Yeah, sometimes.
Rosa: Anyway, I needed to use the phone. So if you don't mind -- I'd like some privacy.
Gabriel: Oh, why didn't you just say that?
Rosa: Well, don't be mad.

Rosa: Hey. Where are you? At the boathouse? No problem. I'll see you in 15. What? I can't wait, either. Ok. Bye.

Sweeney: Hey, J.R., It's Sweeney. What's up? Can you get free? Ok, sweet. Yeah, I need you to get down to the boathouse. I got some dirt on your mom and her love doctor. Ok, cool.

Alex: Ryan, what is it?
Ryan: Gillian. She's here. She's alive.
Alex: Oh, Ryan --
Ryan: Look, she's right there. Look.
Alex: As much as you want her to be here, you know that she isn't.
Ryan: Alex, she's right there. She's in Eugenia's gown. Gillian -- Gillian, come here. Come here.
Alex: Ryan, Gillian is at peace. She would want the same for you. You must let her go.
Ryan: Princess, I knew they were lying. I knew you'd come back to me.
Dimitri: Ryan. Ryan. Listen, I know how much you want to believe that Gillian's still alive. I want to believe it as much as you do. But she's not coming back to us. As painful as that is, you're going to have to accept it.
Ryan: How can you not see what I see? She's here, Dimitri. She's as beautiful as the day we got married. Would you please look?
Alex: Ryan --
Ryan: Gillian, where are you? She was here. She was right here. Gillian, you've got to come back to me.
Dimitri: Gillian's not here, Ryan.
Ryan: I got to go find her.
Alex: Please let us help you.
Ryan: I don't need your help! I need my wife back! She was right her.
Eugenia: No, no, no, no. I see her. Of course she's here. She's in every little corner in our hearts. There always she will be with us -- in our hearts, Darling.
Ryan: Eugenia, this was not my imagination, ok? She was here. She was right here in this chapel.
Alex: Ryan --
Brooke: Ryan, listen, I know how hard it is to let go. I do. After all these years, I mean, even for me, I hear a child laughing, it brings my daughter back to me.
Ryan: You don't understand. Gillian was here. She was right here in this chapel. I don't care if any of you believe me.
Edmund: I believe you.
Edmund: Maria came to me. She talked to me when I thought I was dying. And she gave me the courage to live.
Ryan: Edmund, Gillian is not a spirit. She's real. And she's as alive as I am. And she came here to look for me, but all you people scared her away. I have to go find her.
Alex: Ryan -- Ryan -- oh, this is awful.

Sweeney: Hey. How did you get out?
J.R.: My mom is at a funeral.
Sweeney: Is that her cover story?
J.R.: What's that supposed to mean?
Sweeney: You're sure you want to know?
J.R.: Yeah, I guess. Sweeney: Even if it grinds you?
J.R.: Sweeney, just tell me.
Sweeney: I got a customer at the Valley Inn. He said he saw your mom sneaking into Hayward's room.
J.R.: That's crazy. My mom is done with Hayward.
Sweeney: Hey, man --
J.R.: Your friend saw someone else, Sweeney.
Sweeney: He says he heard Hayward say her name. It's Dixie, right? I'm sorry to bum you out. I just wanted you to know. Hey, this will take the edge off. It's on the house. Let's go, man.
J.R.: Where?
Sweeney: Teach Hayward a lesson at the Valley Inn. Dude, the creep's messing with your mom. You can't let him get away with that.
J.R.: Let's go.

Rosa: Hello?

Dimitri: I know that Gillian would have been touched to know that you came here to say good-bye today.
Hayley: Do you think Ryan's going to be ok?
Dimitri: Ryan needs time to get used to the idea that Gillian's gone.
Alex: We'll help him however we can. Excuse us.
Dimitri: Excuse me, everyone. Alex and I are going to join Edmund, Eugenia, and Father Benideck for Gillian's interment in the family vault.
Alex: Please help yourself to the refreshments. Make yourself comfortable.
Dimitri: We'll rejoin you shortly.

Joe: Folks, we're on our way back to the hospital.
Brooke: I told Laura that I wouldn't be gone very long.
Alex: Did you explain yet that she has Gillian's heart?
Brooke: Not yet.
Alex: Oh. Well, you'll find the right time.
Brooke: I know I -- you know, I just don't want her to feel guilty.
Alex: She shouldn't.
Dimitri: In a way, Ryan's right. Gillian will live on in Laura.
Alex: Please give her our love.
Brooke: I will.
Alex: Thank you for coming.

Erica: Hopefully -- hopefully, Dimitri will finally realize the mistake he's made.
Opal: Mistake?
Erica: His marriage to Alex. It's brought this family nothing but heartache.

Mateo: Did you see Rosa leave the chapel?
Hayley: No, I didn't.
Mateo: She's not here.
Hayley: Maybe she left.
Mateo: Without telling me?
Hayley: Well, you know, I'm sure the funeral was probably not easy for her. I'm sure it got her thinking about other deaths.
Mateo: What about you?
Hayley: Fine. I just -- I feel very upset for Ryan.
Mateo: Yeah. I know.

Greenlee: Ryan really believed that he could see Gillian in the chapel. Do you think he's lost it, Jake?
Jake: I think he lost the person that he loved most.
Greenlee: Yeah, we've all been there.
Jake: I think this is different. It's final.
Greenlee: Gillian was Ryan's whole world.
Jake: And he was hers. You know, at one time, I didn't want to believe that. I thought that I could make Gillian forget about Ryan and -- but that was impossible because they were just meant to be together.
Greenlee: Do you believe in that destiny stuff? That some people are meant to be together?
Jake: With all of my heart.

Marian: Do you remember last summer when we thought Stuart was dead?
Adam: I could never forget that.
Marian: Well, I never really believed that he was gone.
Liza: I think that it's different with Ryan. I mean, it's got to be. He knows that Gillian's gone. It's just taking him some time to accept it.
Adam: How do you accept the unacceptable?
Marian: Well, I'm going to go home with Stuart, and I'm going to wrap my arms around him and hold him tight for the next 50 years. I love you, Liza.
Liza: I love you, too.

Liza: Adam.
Adam: Yeah.
Liza: I'm sorry.
Adam: Oh, I am, too. Gillian was unique.
Liza: No, no. I'm apologizing to you. I'm sorry for threatening to leave you with all that mess, you know, with David and J.R.
Adam: Well, I mishandled the situation.
Liza: You were scared for Junior. I was scared for us. I mean, you understand.
Adam: Oh, yes, well, asking David Hayward to help save J.R. was -- well, I think I -- now I know how Dr. Faustus must have felt.
Liza: Listen, you saw that what you were doing wasn't right, and you pulled out. I should have known that you would do that. I should have trusted you.
Adam: Really? Why? You know my past history. My better instincts don't always prevail, you know.
Liza: You're getting better.
Adam: Would you really have left me?
Liza: Mm-hmm. Yes. But now I look at how lonely Ryan is, I look at the small things in life that we take for granted, a I look at how terrible life is to live without someone you love, and I couldn't. No matter what you did.
Adam: Someday, I'm going to remind you of that.

Tad: Who are you on the phone to?
Dixie: Oh, no, I was just going to call J.R.
Tad: Dixie, you can't check up on him 24/7.
Dixie: No, I'm just going to see how he's doing. Tad: He thinks you don't trust him.
Dixie: Did he say that?
Tad: No, he didn't have to. Look, don't get me wrong. Not that I blame you. I mean, now that he's been caught lying, cheating, and taking drugs.
Dixie: Yeah, right. What am I supposed to do?
Tad: Give him a chance to prove that he's back on the straight and narrow. And let him know trust him.
Tad: I just think it's best if we don't go looking for trouble

[Knock on door]

[Water runs]

[Knock]

David: Yeah, one minute.
J.R.: Where is she?
David: Who?
J.R.: My mom.
David: I don't know what you're talking about.
J.R.: Yeah? Really? Then what's this? This? And this? Who's in the shower, Hayward?
David: That's none of your damn business. Now, get out, or I'll call security.
J.R.: My mom -- she wears this perfume.
David: Wow, J.R., You're a genius. So do a million other women. Now, get out.
J.R.: I'm going to kill you!

Ryan: Gillian? Gillian, where are you? Gillian, where are you?
Ryan: Princess? Princess, you've got to come back to me, ok? Come back to me.

Alex: Ryan? Dimitri: Ryan, where did you run off to?
Ryan: I was looking for Gillian. I went to the Turret. I went to the yacht. I went to the gardens. She was -- she was nowhere to be found, but I know she's coming back. I know she's coming back.
Alex: Gillian is in the mausoleum.
Ryan: You saw her?
Dimitri: She's waiting to be interred.
Alex: Father Benideck is going to perform the rite of committal.
Dimitri: Come with us, Ryan. Come on.
Alex: So we can all say good-bye together.
Ryan: I will never say good-bye to Gillian. You understand that?
Alex: Ryan, this isn't doing you any good.
Ryan: No, you don't understand. Just leave me alone, please.
Alex: We'll stay here. We'll pray with you.
Ryan: She won't come back here until you're gone. All right? Just get out!
Alex: If you change your mind, we'll all be there at the mausoleum.

Ryan: Gillian, it's safe now. They're gone. You can come back to me now. Come back to me, Princess. Please please.

Rosa: Where is he? He's late. What am I doing? Dressed for a guy who's not going to show up.

Rosa: What are you doing here?
Gabriel: Walking.
Rosa: You followed me?
Gabriel: I didn't know anybody would be here.
Rosa: You listened to my phone call.
Gabriel: Why would I do that?
Rosa: You tell me.
Gabriel: I did. I was walking by the water.
Rosa: You were hiding in the bushes. Oh my God, I heard you. You were watching me undress?
Gabriel: I didn't know anybody was here.
Rosa: Well, why didn't you say something? Every time I turn around, you're watching me. It really creeps me out.
Gabriel: Why?
Rosa: Why? Because it's weird. Spying on people -- you just don't do it.
Gabriel: I like faces. It's the faces I miss the most. People say a lot, but their faces say everything.
Rosa: Dimitri was right about you. You should come with a warning label. You're trouble.
Gabriel: I'm out of here.
Rosa: Now look who's running away.
Gabriel: Let go of me.
Rosa: Not until you tell me what you want from me.

David: What is your problem?
J.R.: You! You're my problem! You've been messing with my mom again.
David: Bad call, J.R.
J.R.: Don't BS me. I know she's in there. I can hear the shower.
David: I was going to take a shower when you barged in here. You don't believe me? Look for yourself. There's no one else in here.
J.R.: Mom?
David: Satisfied?
J.R.: She was here.
David: There was a woman here, J.R., I'll grant you that. But it wasn't your mother.
J.R.: Explain the perfume, then.
David: It belongs to the new woman in my life. Along with this.
J.R.: Someone said they saw her come in here.
David: Well, that someone was seeing things. Now, let me look at your eyes.
J.R.: Get off of me.
David: Your pupils are constricted. They're practically invisible. You're on drugs right now, aren't you?
J.R.: Let go of me!
David: So what's the drug of choice, J.R.? Uppers? Downers? Huh? Or leftovers you stole from my medical bag?
J.R.: What does it matter if I'm high?
David: Do you realize the dangers of drugs?
J.R.: You've got to be kidding me, right?
David: Where did you score them?
J.R.: Don't worry, it wasn't from your medical bag like last time.
David: What, you mean when you broke in here?
J.R.: You're big on paybacks, aren't you?
David: You're falling apart, J.R. You're going to hurt somebody real soon.
J.R.: That's the plan, Doc. I'm going to bring ring a whole world of hurt on you. Just like you did to my mom. So watch your back.

David: Gotcha.

Ryan: Gillian?
Ryan: Come to me.
Ryan: Gillian? Gilly! Where are you?
Gillian: Ryan! Ryan, I'm here!
Ryan: Gilly, come back!

Gillian: Ryan! Ryan! Why doesn't he answer me? Where am I? Where am I? What's happening to me? Ryan! Ryan! Who are you?
Man: Slow down there, Sparky. Just think of me as an old friend, all right?


Rosa: Why did you do that?
Gabriel: Because I wanted to.
Rosa: Well, do you do everything you want?
Gabriel: Yeah.
Rosa: I'm serious.
Gabriel: So am I.
Rosa: Well, you can't just go around doing what you want.
Gabriel: Well, why not?
Rosa: Because.
Gabriel: You do what you want to.
Rosa: Not always. Not hardly ever.
Gabriel: You're not supposed to be here. You changed your clothes and fixed your hair.
Rosa: So?
Gabriel: So you're going to meet someone. A guy.
Rosa: So what if I am?
Gabriel: Just be careful, Rosa.
Rosa: I should be careful around you. You're like some animal.

Marcus: Rosa. I'm sorry. Are you ok? You. What did this creep do to you, huh? Was he putting moves on you? You wait here.
Rosa: Wait, Marcus. Don't -- don't hurt him. It was -- it was nothing.
Marcus: I'll teach him to put moves on you.
Rosa: Please. Marcus, it was nothing. Just make him go away.
Gabriel: That's ok. I'm out of here.
Marcus: You ever mess with her again, you're dog meat, pal.

Jake: What's this look all about?
Greenlee: How do you know if you've met that special someone?
Jake: I'd know.
Greenlee: But how? I mean, what if you've already met her and you just don't know it yet?
Jake: Well, that's possible, I suppose. I mean, if I let the moment pass, she could just walk out of my life.
Greenlee: That would be tragic.
Jake: Yeah, yeah. Yeah, it would. I never wanted to be one of these people who are old and look back at the one that got away.
Greenlee: So?
Jake: So -- I'm going to keep my eyes open so I don't miss her. Listen, let me go get us something to drink, ok? I'll be right back.

Mateo: Being here reminds me of Maria's funeral.
Hayley: I just -- I just thought of something.
Mateo: What?
Hayley: Gillian's father.
Mateo: What about him?
Hayley: Where is he? He's not here. He doesn't show up for his own daughter's funeral? What kind of person is that?
Mateo: Who knows why people do what they do?
Hayley: Well, he doesn't even care if she's dead? I mean, I know he was never around for her during her life, but he could do the right thing now. Now that she's no longer here, he could do the right thing.
Mateo: Ok, calm down. Calm -- it's not --
Hayley: But he brought her into this world, Mateo. He's responsible.
Mateo: All right. You're right. You're right.
Hayley: Life is fragile, you know? And innocent. It begins innocent, and then it picks up speed and stuff gets stuck to it, and I just want to protect our baby for as long as we possibly can.
Mateo: Well, I'm going to take you home where I can protect you and the baby, ok? Come on.

Adam: Liza, let's get out of here for the weekend. Let's go home and get Colby and drive up to our place in Evangeline. We can go for long walks together and sit in front of the fire and forget the rest of the world exists.
Liza: It sounds wonderful.

[Phone rings]

Liza: Oh. Oh, I want to catch Hayley before she leaves.
Adam: Yeah, give her a kiss for me

. Liza: Yeah. Mateo?

Adam: Adam Chandler.
David: So tell me, Adam, what was the last good movie you saw?
Adam: Hayward, what do you want?
David: I want you to stop by my room. I'll provide the popcorn.
Adam: What in blazes are you talking about?
David: You'll find that out when you get here.
Adam: You go to hell.
David: All right, well, then it might interest you to know that your son paid me a visit.
Adam: J.R.?
David: Yeah, that's right. You know, he was hopped up on something. He was speeding out of his mind. In fact, he even tried to to kill me.

Adam: What? David: He even made a confession, Adam. I've got it on tape. So why don't you get your backside here in 20 minutes, or I'll messenger this tape over to Judge Stanton. You got that?

Liza: Well, we'd better get going if we're going to get to the cabin before dark.
Adam: Sweetheart, something's come up. I have to go. I won't be gone long.
Liza: I'll come with you.
Adam: No, no, no. It's business. I'll send the car back for you.
Liza: But what about our weekend in the mountains?

Tad: Liza?
Liza: Hmm?
Tad: Was that blur your husband?
Dixie: He looked kind of upset. Is there a problem?
Tad: You think it's something about J.R.
Dixie: No, I don't. Is it?
Liza: I don't have a clue.

Erica: Dimitri's marriage to Alex was a mistake from the beginning.
Myrtle: Well, Darling, I always thought they were a very attractive couple.
Opal: Well, she did save his life, after all.
Erica: Actually, David saved his life, Opal.
Jack: Don't look at me. I have better sense than to get involved in this.
Erica: Well, just look at all the trouble that Alex has caused this family.
Jack: You know, I'm thinking maybe this is not the right time. I mean, a young woman has just died, Erica.
Erica: That's exactly my point, Jack. Gillian is dead because a bullet that was meant for Alex killed Gillian instead. I mean, I think that Alex has actually cursed this family ever since she set foot in this house.

Dimitri: I'm in no mood for this.
Alex: No, no. Leave it.

Ryan: Gillian? Gilly, where did you go? Don't be afraid. Don't be afraid. Please, it's just the two of us here now. Nobody's going to bother us. Please. Please, please. Please, come back to me.

Man: Princess Andrassy.
Gillian: I'm Mrs. Lavery now. Just to let you know, we've got a lot of royalty here.
Gillian: Who are you?
Man: I'm Jesse Hubbard, formerly of the Pine Valley PD.
Gillian: Are you from Pine Valley?
Jesse: Yeah, but I relocated.
Gillian: You're a policeman?
Jesse: Was. Got shot in the head, transferred upstairs. You know what I'm saying? Check it out, Princess. You and me, we've got a lot in common.
Gillian: Listen, I still don't know where we are.
Jesse: Yeah, well, there are a lot of names for this place.
Gillian: I don't understand.
Jesse: Oh, don't worry, you will. You got time. You got all the time in the world. But right now, they're waiting on us.
Gillian: Who is?
Jesse: You'll find out. But come on. Chop-chop. Can't keep the head honcho waiting.


Ryan: Gillian!

David: I'm impressed, Adam. You made it with time to spare.
Adam: What do you want now, Hayward? More threats? I thought I made my position clear.
David: Yeah, you made it clear, but I want to give you a chance to reconsider. Have a seat. The tape's all set up, ready to go.
Adam: I don't want a seat. What do you want?
David: You know damn well what I want. We had a deal. You were going to help me with my legal problems, and you reneged. There's a penalty for that, Adam. Well, why don't we let your son speak for himself, shall we? I think we'll pick it up right after he tried to bean me with a perfume bottle. He was under the mistaken impression that I was still going after his mother. I don't know how that happened. Well, here we go.

[David starts VCR]

J.R.: Someone said they saw her come in here.
David: Well, that someone was seeing things. Now, let me look at your eyes.
J.R.: Get off of me.
David: Your pupils are constricted. They're practically invisible. You're on drugs right now, aren't you?
J.R.: Let go of me!
David: So what's the drug of choice, J.R.? Uppers? Downers? Huh? Or leftovers you stole from my medical bag?
J.R.: What does it matter if I'm high?
David: Do you realize the dangers of drugs?
J.R.: You've got to be kidding me, right?
David: Where did you score them?
J.R.: Don't worry, it wasn't from your medical bag like last time.
David: What, you mean when you broke in here?
J.R.: You're big on paybacks, aren't you?


Adam: Damn it. Damn it, J.R. Damn it.

David: You're going to hurt somebody real soon.
J.R.: That's the plan, Doc. I'm going to ring a whole world of hurt on you. Just like you did to my mom. So watch your back.


[Tape stops]

David: I'll tell you. Kids today. No respect for elders, huh?
Adam: What do you want?
David: I'm not a greedy man, Adam. My demands are the same. I want you to kill my trial, or I'll destroy your son's life.

Alex: Thank you so much for being here.
Dixie: Gillian was a very good friend to me.
Eugenia: Remember her in your prayers. And Ryan, too.
Dixie: I promise.

Jake: Here you go.
Greenlee: It's a done deal with me.
Jake: What is?
Greenlee: The destiny thing. I've already met my soul mate. I'd be a fool to let him get away.
Jake: Well, who might that be?
Greenlee: You know who. My one true love -- Leo.
Jake: Well, there's one problem there -- Leo's married, remember?
Greenlee: So what? You were married to Gillian.
I didn't mean that. I'm sorry.
Jake: You know what the difference is? Is that Laura loves Leo, and she didn't die. So for God's sake, why don't you leave them alone.

Erica: Dimitri. I know how attached you were to Gillian. Please accept my heartfelt condolences. I'm so sorry. I mean, this is just such a sad day.
Dimitri: Thank you, Erica.
Jack: And you and Alex take good care of yourselves, ok?
Dimitri: We'll do our best. Thanks, Jackson.
Jack: You bet.
Erica: Call me if you need me.

Alex: Did you say anything to her?
Dimitri: No, and only because you asked me not to. That Erica Kane can be so damn infuriating.
Alex: And brutally honest. She's right. I am a curse to you and your family.

[Footsteps]

Ryan: Gillian?
Jake: It's me.
Jake: How you holding up?
Ryan: I'll be fine once -- as soon as Gillian comes back. She's coming back, Jake. I know she is.

Gillian: Jesse, are you taking me to Ryan?
Jesse: Ryan ain't here, all right?
Gillian: But he has to be because I was with him just now, and I need to go to him. I need to find him.
Jesse: But that's not part of the plan.
Gillian: Plan?
Jesse: Oh, it ain't sunk in yet, right? Um -- ahem -- you cannot be with Ryan.
Gillian: Why not?
Jesse: Because, Princess, you're dead.



ON THE NEXT - - - ALL MY CHILDREN

Liza: Adam, what are you doing here?

Greenlee: I know what's going on with you, Leo.

Gillian: Crazy man! Somebody help me!
Jesse: God, I don't want to do this!






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