Ryan: Hey.
Gillian: Well, here we are.
What do you think?
Eugenia: Oh --
oh, it's quite marvelous,
isn't it?
It reminds me of the birthday
galas that the
Countess Del Corso used to give
in Rio.
She gave one every year until --
Gillian: The count died?
Eugenia: No.
Her plastic surgeon.
Gillian: Oh.
Oh, Grandmama, this is just like
old times.
Thank you so much for coming
with. me.
Eugenia: No, thank
you for asking me.
Oh.
Oh, look who's here -- Ryan.
Ryan: Good evening, ladies.
Eugenia: Oh, it's lovely
to see you, Ryan -- really.
Gillian: Hey, Ryan.
I see you're working tonight.
Ryan: I work every night,
Princess.
Eugenia: Gillian is giving me
a treat, taking me on the town.
Ryan: Oh.
Gillian: I hope us showing up
here is not a problem.
Ryan: Why would it be
a problem?
It's great for business.
The more, the merrier.
Duchess.
Eugenia: Thank you, Ryan.
Ryan: Our finest table,
of course.
Eugenia: Thank you.
Ryan: And you have excellent
taste.
I must say this is the hottest
spot in town.
Eugenia: Oh, well, it was
completely Gillian's idea.
Gillian: Grandmama.
Ryan, could you please send
the waiter over right away?
Ryan: I'll take your order.
Margarita tonight, princess?
Gillian: No, no.
I'm just going to have
a club soda with lime,
and Grandmama is -- she's going
to have a martini dry,
straight up, with fruit.
Ryan: With fruit?
Gillian: Yes.
Ryan: Coming right up.
Gillian: Oh, and can I also
have an imported ale?
I'm expecting a date
and he likes imported ale.
Ryan: Really?
Well, why don't you wait for him
to arrive?
Gillian: Yeah.
You know, that's a great idea
because he likes his ale cold.
Ryan: Hmm.
Most men do.
Excuse me.
Eugenia: Well, you are
getting to him.
Gillian: Oh, Grandmama,
I couldn't care less how
my soon-to-be ex-husband feels.
Raquel: Hey!
Mateo: Why is --
why is the door open?
Where's -- why are you alone?
Raquel: I'm fine.
Nurse Eileen just stepped out
for a minute.
She left something in the car.
She'll be back.
What's going on?
Why are you here?
Max: We came to see you,
Mommy.
Raquel: Oh.
Well, I'm happy to see you,
sweetheart, but isn't it past
your bedtime?
Max: I'll go now.
I'll say my prayers and fall
right asleep.
I promise.
Raquel: All right, Pinky.
What happened?
Mateo: We --
we had kind of a rough evening.
Raquel: What do you mean
"a rough evening," Mateo?
Mateo: After my Mom came
to check on you, she gave me
a call.
Raquel: Yeah, it was right
before nurse Eileen was here.
Mateo: She went to my place
afterwards, and it was like
a tornado ran through it.
Raquel: It doesn't take
a long time for a little boy
to make a mess.
Mateo: No.
No, no.
Max had a little bit of --
what would you say, a fit?
Hayley: Ahem.
He had more of a --
a serious tantrum.
Mateo: He smashed Hayley's
lamp, pictures of us that were
broken.
Raquel: What?
Mateo: Paper was everywhere,
chairs tipped over.
Raquel: Max was destructive?
Hayley: Yeah, and we tried
to talk to him.
We were very calm.
We weren't mean in any way.
We just wanted to understand
what was going on.
Mateo: He said it was
an accident.
Raquel: Oh, he lied.
Mateo: Yeah, he lied,
but afterwards he said that
he did this because he was
angry.
Hayley: And when I spoke
to him, it was like I wasn't
there to him.
He wouldn't look at me.
He covered his ears and started
humming when I spoke.
Mateo: And he refused
to sleep anywhere but here.
Raquel: Oh, Max.
God, Mateo, what are we going
to do?
Liza: Hi.
Jake: Hey.
Liza: Oh, keep your voice
down.
I just got her to sleep.
Jake: Oh, ok.
Liza: Ok.
Jake: I'm sorry I didn't call
before I came over.
I was just kind of anxious
to get here, and I just spaced.
Oh.
Liza: Yeah.
Well, you know what?
Actually, maybe you should call
first because then you wouldn't
be spending all your time
watching her sleep.
Jake: Oh, no, I don't mind.
I don't mind.
She's so beautiful.
You look exhausted.
Liza: Oh, well, God knows
when I'm actually going to find
time to brush my teeth again.
Jake: Well, it's probably
overwhelming, I know.
Liza: Yeah, absolutely,
but, you know, I wouldn't
trade it.
I mean, every time I look
at her, I think -- I just want
to pinch myself and make sure
I'm not in dreamland -- I mean,
that is when I actually get time
to sleep.
Jake: Well, she's quite
a miracle.
Liza: Yes, she is.
You know, I was thinking --
maybe I should send David
Hayward a gift -- you know,
like a fruit basket, or maybe
that's corny.
Maybe I should just invite him
over to see her, you know?
What do you think?
Jake: No.
No, I don't want that guy
anywhere near Colby.
Erica: Now's your chance
to get away.
You've bathed and dressed
my wound, and I'm not holding
a blunt object.
There's really nothing stopping
you from turning and walking out
of here.
David: Except my word.
I gave you my promise
as a physician to treat you.
Erica: And you did.
David: I also promised that
I wouldn't try to escape.
So,
here I am,
your prisoner once again.
Erica: This is a trick,
right?
Any minute you're going to grab
me and you're going to put my
hand in the vise instead.
David: Go ahead.
I won't fight back.
You win.
David: What is it?
What are you waiting for?
David: Wasn't that the point?
You wanted me to feel your pain,
to watch my life crumble.
Well, here I am.
You got your wish, Erica.
Do it.
Erica: I can't.
I can't hurt you anymore.
I thought if you suffered that
somehow I would get a sense
of justice.
We, I don't.
I haven't gotten that.
I --
nothing will change what's
happened to me.
Nothing will change what's
happened to my face.
It won't take the pain away that
I feel.
Even your pain won't do that.
It just makes it worse.
David: You did this to me
because you wanted me to know
how you felt.
Erica: Yes, I did.
David: You were justified
in seeking revenge, for wanting
me to suffer.
Erica: No, I wasn't.
David: You said you hated me.
Erica: I do hate you.
David: Then act on it.
Fight back.
I'm right here.
You can destroy me.
Erica: No.
David: Do it.
Erica: No.
David: Do it, damn it!
Erica: No.
David: Why not?
I deserve it.
That I understand.
Erica: Is that all
you understand, David, really?
Just revenge and destruction?
Because someone has hurt you,
you want to ruin them?
Is that really why you want
to destroy Adam and Liza
and that newborn baby?
Liza: I thought you'd made
peace with Hayward.
I mean, when he brought Colby
into the world, you shook
his hand.
You forgave him.
You thanked him.
Jake: I was grateful that
he helped the two of you, yes.
Liza: No, no.
He didn't just help us.
I owe my life --
our lives to him.
Jake: Well, then, I'll send
him a case of Orsini's finest
champagne, but I don't want him
within 10 feet of you or Colby
if I have anything to say
about it.
Liza: Well, you don't.
I mean, this is my home now.
I can have anybody over that
I want to have over.
And, you know, David Hayward
isn't my favorite person
in the entire world, but I do
respect him.
He brought Colby into the world
and he was wonderful about it.
I'll never forget that.
Jake: Well, one good deed
does not a saint make, Liza.
Liza: Yeah.
Jake: Look, David Hayward
preys on people's weaknesses.
He's especially fond
of targeting women.
Liza: Ok.
What's going on?
I mean, I'm tired, but I'm not
that tired.
I mean, something's made
you push your "I hate David"
button.
Do you know something and you're
not telling me?
Jake: Let's just say that
I came into a little bit of new
information.
I don't want David Hayward
anywhere near you or Colby.
Adam: I couldn't agree more.
Mateo: Now, whatever
we decide, it's important that
you and I are on the same page.
Ok?
And we have to be in total
agreement.
Now, after talking about it
with Hayley, we think it's time
that maybe we get professional
help.
Raquel: "Professional help"?
You mean like a shrink?
Mateo: "Shrink."
A family therapist -- someone
who helps kids, who specializes
in helping kids get through
difficult times.
Raquel: So you think there's
something wrong with max?
Mateo: He trashed our condo.
That's not normal.
I think he would benefit
from talking to someone.
Raquel: I was afraid that it
was too soon to tell him about
the divorce, Mateo.
He's just a little boy.
He doesn't understand.
Hayley: Raquel, Max is
a wonderful little boy,
and I think the world of him.
You know that.
And despite all of our troubles,
Mateo and I both agree that
you've done a phenomenal job
raising him.
But sometimes children need help
understanding things.
We all need help.
It doesn't mean that he's bad
or he's sick.
It -- it doesn't mean that we're
right or wrong.
It just means that right now
we all need help.
Mateo: I don't think we have
many options.
I really don't.
And I say we do it is nip
it in the bud before it goes any
further.
So I guess what I'm asking is
if you're going to agree to see
a therapist with us -- you know,
get Max the help he needs.
Raquel: He has been through so much
since we moved to Pine Valley.
Maybe I should ask Isabella
to take him to church, or maybe
we could talk to his teacher.
I could call Angela and see
if she could come down for --
Mateo: He needs to see
a professional.
Raquel: But he's so young,
Mateo.
What can somebody -- a stranger
do for him that we can't?
Mateo: It could help all
of us.
This is a family thing.
We have to be with him every
step of the way.
I mean, the real work is ours --
yours and Hayley's and mine.
You know, maybe a therapist
could teach us how to
communicate with Max --
you know, maybe a different
perspective on how to deal
with this.
You know, I really don't care
who helps us, just as long
as Max gets better and --
that's it.
That's all that matters to me.
Raquel: You're right.
We have to do what's best
for Max.
It's all I ever wanted to do.
Maybe this is all my fault.
Maybe -- maybe I'm to blame
for this.
All I ever wanted --
Max: I can't sleep, mommy.
Raquel: Oh.
Really?
Well, you should be exhausted.
It's awful late.
Max: Are you going away,
Daddy?
Mateo: No, not right now.
Max: Can you read me a story?
Mateo: Well, buddy, right now
I'm speaking to your mom
and Hayley, and afterwards,
I have to go to the club
to close up.
Max: I want you to stay here.
I don't want you to go.
Please, Daddy, don't go.
Raquel: Mateo, we don't have
to finish our conversation.
I understand what you're saying
and -- and I'm ok with
your suggestion.
Baby, why don't you ask Nurse
Eileen to make you a cup of warm
milk to help you sleep.
Max: I don't need milk.
I'll fall asleep if Daddy stays.
Please, Daddy?
Mateo: Buddy, listen, I --
Hayley: Mateo, you stay here
and get Max settled.
I can --
Mateo: Come here.
Hayley: I can go to the club.
Mateo: Are you sure?
Hayley: Yeah, yeah.
Your son needs you.
He needs to know that you'll
always be there for him,
and it's the club and Ryan's
there and he can help me
close up.
Mateo: Yeah, but I want to go
with you.
Hayley: It's ok.
Your little boy needs you.
I'll be fine.
I'm going to head out now, guys.
Good night, Raquel.
Good night, Max.
Raquel: Good night, Hayley.
Thank you.
Max: Thank you, Daddy.
Thank you for staying with me.
Ryan: There you go.
Gillian: So where's Hayley
and Mateo tonight?
Ryan: Oh, they should be here
soon.
Can I get you anything else?
Eugenia: Oh, no, this is just
wonderful, exactly as I like it.
Oh, Ryan, look at the brooch
that Gillian just bought for me
today.
I scolded her for being
so extravagant, but she said
nothing is too expensive
for her Grandmama.
Ryan: Well, her Grandmama is
a class act, and it is
a beautiful broach.
Eugenia: She is a dear,
isn't she?
Gillian: Grandmama, please.
Ryan: She's terrific
and she's broke.
At least, she used to be.
Eugenia: Oh, didn't you hear?
Gillian answered an ad
in the newspaper and suddenly
she had a bag full of money.
Ryan: Ah.
Eugenia: You know, America is
so unpredictable.
Ryan: Hmm.
Eugenia: Will you excuse me?
Where is the powder room?
Ryan: There's one back there
that you can use.
Eugenia: Thank you.
Gillian: Ryan, you said
that -- that I could claim that
money and you said you didn't
want any part in it.
Ryan: I don't want any part
of it.
You can have all of it.
Next time, I'll send the waiter
over.
Gillian: No, wait.
Just tell me -- do you think
less of me because I took it?
[Liza laughs]
Jake: What? What?
Liza: Oh, well, the two
of you actually agree
on something.
Adam: Well, about David
Hayward -- yes.
And about you being a wonderful
mother and Colby.
Liza: Don't go anywhere.
Stay here until I take Colby
to the nursery.
Jake: Ok.
Liza: Oh.
Come up here, sweetie.
Careful.
Jake: Good night.
Good night.
Adam: Actually, we do agree
on quite a few things, Jake.
Um -- the fact that Colby is
the most precious child
on the face of the earth,
and that she needs to be
protected from harm at all
costs.
Agreed?
Jake: I intend to protect
her when the need arises.
Adam: Well, you're
on the right track by keeping
her away from David Hayward.
And we've got to make Liza
realize it would be a big
mistake to let that man back
in our lives.
I couldn't help but --
but overhear you earlier.
Have you learned something about
Hayward recently?
Jake: Mm-hmm.
Adam: What was it exactly?
Has he done something to you?
Jake: What's it to you?
Adam: Come on, Jake.
It's not as if I'm asking
you to betray a friend here.
What did he do to you?
David: Adam Chandler and Liza
Colby tried to ruin me.
They tried to take away the one
thing that ever meant anything
to me -- my ability to practice
medicine.
Erica: After you nearly
murdered Adam.
I mean, it's funny how
you forget that little detail.
David: No, I had the whole
thing under control.
Adam was never in any real
danger -- then.
Now is another story.
But this time his undoing is all
of his own making.
Erica: So you still want
to tell Liza that Adam is
the father of her baby?
You still want to blow this
thing wide open.
You live for it, don't you?
David, you're consumed
with thoughts of destruction.
And why?
I mean, you want to ruin them
just to make them pay?
David: Yes!
Erica: For what, David?
Just because they one-upped you?
Just because they beat you?
Just because they had a little
power over you like I did?
David, take it from one who
knows, it is very unsatisfying,
that kind of revenge.
And if it's victory you're
after, believe me, it's hollow.
You're free to go.
David: No, I'm not.
I'm not free at all.
David: You say I'm free.
I don't even know what that is
anymore.
You say all I care about is
getting revenge on Adam.
You're wrong about that, too.
Because unless I'm performing
surgery, all I can think about
is the night of that storm.
Erica: Well, that makes two
of us.
David: I never meant to hurt
you, Erica.
I never intended that you would
get caught in the middle.
You have to believe that.
You have to believe how sorry
I am.
Erica: I'm just not sure.
David: Erica --
Erica: Please go.
David: I don't think I should
leave you alone.
Erica: I can certainly take
care of myself.
David: No, I don't feel
comfortable leaving
you with Vanessa still
in the picture.
Erica: Oh, I can handle
Vanessa.
David: If she could put a gun
in her own husband's hands
and goad him into committing
suicide, imagine what she can do
to you.
Donald: So this woman,
who has stared some of life's
greatest challenges right
in the face -- her daughter's
recent bout with anorexia,
her bout with chemical
dependency, her countless failed
marriages -- must now confront
her own face, all right?
It's scarred.
It's possibly disfigured
for life.
What's so funny?
I mean, this is the stuff
the Greek tragedies are made of.
Vanessa: Yes, I know.
Well -- and the mighty must fall
like a giant god.
Come on, Donald.
I mean, don't be so glum.
I mean, really, don't be
diverted by the pathos.
There's great irony here,
don't you think?
Donald: Irony
but humor?
Vanessa: Well, that's
to come.
I have plenty of stories --
amusing stories, all stashed
away.
Donald: Oh, well, don't hold
out on me because, right
at the moment, you're the only
one that's laughing.
Vanessa: It's just that
I just can't help seeing
the look on Erica's smug little
face.
I mean, we'll just see
our little heroine takes to this
latest chapter in her life,
won't we?
As we zoom out with a bestseller
telling the entire world how
desperate and, well, just sort
of pathetic she's become.
Ryan: You know what?
You claimed it.
You can do whatever you like
with it.
Gillian: And you won't hold
it against me?
Ryan: No, Gillian, I won't.
It's your life, ok?
It's like you coming here
tonight.
It's no big deal.
I'm cool with it.
Pine valley's not exactly like
New York City.
We're going to cross paths every
once in a while.
We'd better learn how to deal
with it.
It's cool with me.
Gillian: Yeah, it's cool
with me.
Eugenia: Oh, well.
Did I miss anything?
Ryan: Excuse me, ladies.
I have work to do.
Hayley: Hey, there,
big fellow.
Save a few glasses for
the customers, would you?
Ryan: Sorry.
Sorry.
How are you doing?
Where's Mateo?
Hayley: He had to stay
a while longer.
Ryan: Cool.
Hayley: I guess I'll go check
in on the crowd and everything.
Everything ok with you?
Ryan: Nothing that I can't
handle.
Hayley: Oh.
Ok.
Ok.
I'll be back.
Adam: Something happened
between you and Hayward.
Why won't you tell me?
Jake: Why do you care?
What's behind the sudden
interest?
Adam: There's nothing sudden
about my interest in David
Hayward.
The man tried to kill me.
I want him out of our lives
forever.
Don't you?
Jake: You know I do.
Adam: Well, then we're
on the same side, aren't we?
Just tell me what you know.
Jake: Why should I?
Do you tell me everything?
No.
No, and there's obviously
something more going on here.
You have been on a rampage
to get the goods on Hayward.
You went so far as to hire
Adrian sword to break
into his attorney's office,
even torch the place.
So what are you so desperate
about?
Adam: I'm desperately trying
to protect Liza and our newborn
child from that viper.
I thought that's what
you wanted.
Jake: No, there's something
else.
And I'm not about to betray
a confidence.
Adam: Whose confidence?
Jake: Nice try.
Unlike you, Adam, I keep
my word.
Thanks for the brandy.
It's very good.
Tell Liza that I'm sorry
I couldn't wait, but I've got
to go.
I'll see my way out.
Adam: Barry.
I want you to hire somebody
to tail young dr. Jake martin --
ASAP.
Put someone on it you know
you can trust.
He knows something about
Hayward.
With a little luck,
young Dr. Martin may pave my way
out of this hell I'm in.
Jake: Hi.
Looking good.
Gillian: Hey.
Jake: Hey.
Gillian: How's Colby?
Jake: Oh, she's great.
She's a sleeping beauty.
Gillian: Grandma,
you remember my friend,
Dr. Jake martin?
He was Ryan's doctor.
Jake: Very nice to see
you again.
Eugenia: Oh, it's nice to see
you.
Gillian tells me you were
a wonderful friend to her.
Jake: Wow.
What service.
I didn't even know what I wanted
yet.
Ryan: Oh, well, Gillian
decided for you.
How you doing?
Jake: I'm good.
How you doing?
Ryan: I'm cool.
Can I get you guys anything
else?
Jake: I think we're fine.
How'd you know I wanted a beer?
Ryan: Well, there you go.
Excuse me.
Hayley: Well, at least you're
not, you know, jeopardizing any
breakable objects.
What's wrong, Ryan?
Ryan: I am.
I'm wrong, Hayley --
from my lousy childhood
to my pointless existence.
Hayley: Oh, pointless
existence.
Ryan: I don't know what I'm
doing, Hayley.
From one minute to the next,
I don't know what I'm doing.
Hayley: Well, you might try
calming down this minute.
Ryan: Ok.
I told Jake -- I told him that
it was cool to go out
with Gillian.
He asked me upfront.
He asked me.
I said, "sure, go ahead."
I told Gillian that I thought it
was the right thing to do
to sign the divorce papers.
I said it.
I signed them, as much I didn't
want to, but tonight I looked
right into her eyes, and I told
her, I said, "we got to start
dealing with running into each
other all the time," but I --
Hayley: But what?
Ryan: You know what?
I know she's better off
with a guy like Jake.
I know that.
He's a good guy.
He's a solid guy.
He's not going to mess
with her life the way I have.
Hayley: So trashing the back
room is your way of dealing?
Ryan: I never said I was
going to be good at it.
Hurts like hell to let Gillian
go, you know?
I know I got to do it, but it
hurts like hell.
Hayley: Well, you know what?
I promised you that I wouldn't
go there on the subject, so I'm
not going to comment on that.
But who knew the two most noble
people in Pine Valley would wind
up commiserating in the back
room of S.O.S.
Ryan: Sounds like things
aren't going so great
in Hayleyland right now.
Hayley: It's Max.
He is really in trouble.
He's in bad shape.
I mean, you think you're having
trouble dealing?
Try being an angry little boy
lost in a world of confusion.
Mateo: Poor little guy must
be exhausted, huh?
Mateo: You know I'm always going to be
here for him and that I love
him, right?
You know that?
Raquel: I know.
Mateo: I'll do everything
I can to help him.
And we're going to get through
this.
Ok?
Raquel: Ok.
Erica: I honestly don't know
if I should believe you.
The things you've accused
your mother of, they're very
horrible.
David: Yes, they are.
Erica: And she's accused
you of equally horrible things,
David.
And I have experienced
your dark side.
David: And I've experienced
yours.
Erica: Yes, you have.
David: I never meant you any
harm, Erica.
And I feel terrible that you got
caught in the crossfire.
I don't want that to happen
again.
And I will do everything within
my power to make sure that it
doesn't.
Erica: Even after what I've
done to you?
David: I deserved it.
No one will ever know what
happened down here.
It's between you and me.
You have my word.
By now, you know that you can
trust me, don't you?
Vanessa: Look, Erica Kane has
my son, dr. David Hayward,
a renowned cardiologist,
imprisoned in her basement,
with his hand in this
carpenter's vice.
Come on.
Is this poetic justice?
I mean, here he is,
her destroyer, at the mercy
of this insane desperation.
Donald: And you say Erica is
torturing your son?
Vanessa: Torturing, yes.
His hand is in the vice.
It's positively medieval.
Donald: All right.
Vanessa, then I have to ask
you -- how can you leave
your son like that if it is
as serious as you say that
it is?
Vanessa: Well, you have
to understand that my son
and I do have a very complicated
relationship.
Possibly the next book.
Donald: Well, sounds like
you've got it all worked out.
Vanessa: Darling, you have
no idea.
Donald: All right.
Don't leave me hanging.
What's the final chapter?
Vanessa: Ah -- that.
Yes, well, actually it's to be
played out yet.
But I suppose at the very least,
the demise of David's brilliant
career.
The destruction of an icon.
And you know what?
We could call it "the fall
of the woman who had
everything."
Or better yet, "all gone."
Beauty, fame, fortune,
adoration -- well-meaning
friends -- "all gone."
Bye-bye.
Donald: That is a terrifying
and powerful ending.
Vanessa: Yes.
I really do wonder how she's
going to take it.
You know, I mean -- I mean,
what do people do when they're
at the end of their rope?
Jake: Yeah, your grandmother
looks like she's really having
a great time.
Gillian: Are you having
a great time?
Jake: I'm having a wonderful
time, but I can't help
but wonder if it's a bit
of coincidence that you asked me
here the same night Ryan's
working here.
Gillian: No, Jake.
Jake: No?
Gillian: I mean, this is
the newest, you know, hot place
in town, and I -- and since
you missed the opening, this is
perfect for tonight.
Jake: I was at the opening,
remember?
We danced the better portion
of the evening together.
Gillian: Yeah, right.
Oh, I'm sorry.
Listen, if you want to go,
I understand.
I didn't mean to make
you uncomfortable.
Jake: No, I'm not
uncomfortable.
I'm enjoying myself with you.
Gillian: You are?
Jake: Yeah.
But I have to be honest
with you.
I'm not going to let you use me
to make Ryan jealous.
Gillian: You're not mad
at me?
Jake: No.
No harm, no foul.
That's, like, sports talk
for "no problem, don't worry
about it."
Gillian: You and Grandmama
saw right through me.
I wanted to make Ryan jealous,
and it was the wrong thing
to do.
Coming to think of it, it was
really foolish, and I suddenly
feel like dancing.
Jake: Oh, really?
Gillian: Yeah.
Yeah.
Jake: Are you sure you don't
want to wait around till Ryan
comes back so he can see us?
Gillian: No.
No, I want to dance right now
with you.
Jake: Really?
With me?
Gillian: With you.
Jake: You better watch out
for yourself.
Hayley: You know, being noble
is one thing.
Being a martyr is something else
altogether.
It can be a dangerous thing.
Ryan: What do you mean?
Hayley: Well, I don't mean
to preach, but, you know,
stuffing down your real feelings
can really be self-destructive.
And I know all about that,
you know?
Something didn't go my way,
I'd be there reaching
for the bottle.
If life got a little full
of anxiety or a little full
of confusion, I'd be reaching,
reaching.
Ryan: I got a little
experience in that department,
too.
Secondhand, but --
Hayley: Yeah, well,
it's no badge of honor either
way.
You know, it's a sad existence.
You run from pain or fear or try
to drown it in drink.
I never even let myself feel
anything, much less try
to figure out what it was that
was clawing at me.
Ryan: But you know that's not
the way to go.
Hayley: Yeah, I know that
now.
You know, I'm never going to let
that happen to me again.
You know, after I left Raquel's,
I just felt so crummy,
and I tracked down an
AA Meeting in Center City
at midnight, which I'm hoping
to get to.
That is, if you'll close up
for me.
Ryan: Are you kidding me?
Of course I'll close up for you.
I love the way you're taking
care of yourself like this.
It's so important.
Hayley: Yeah, well, the way
I see it, we noble ones have
to look out for each other.
Deal?
Ryan: Deal.
Raquel: What kind of a mother
am I?
Mateo: You're a wonderful
mother.
Raquel: But I can't even hold
him and hug him and rock him
like I used to when he was
scared or upset.
Now we have to bring
in a professional.
I'm useless when my child needs
me the most.
Mateo: You are not useless.
Who does he ask for whenever
he's troubled or excited?
You.
You're the first one he calls
for.
Oh, Raquel, he needs you.
You know what?
It's one of the main reasons I'm
not fighting the custody thing
because it was clear to me how
important you are to him.
Raquel: But I'm so afraid.
How can I help him when I'm
so scared?
Mateo: Listen to me.
Don't be afraid.
And don't blame yourself.
It's not your fault.
All right?
I've got enough hugs in me
for both of us -- until you're
better, that is.
We're going to handle this.
We're in this together.
We'll always be in this together
for Max.
Adam: What took you so long?
Liza: Oh, she woke up just
as I was putting her
in the crib.
Where's Jake?
Adam: Oh, he had to go.
Liza: Oh.
He rattled me a little bit,
going on and on about David.
Adam: What did he say
exactly?
Liza: Oh -- I mean,
nothing new that I haven't said
already.
It's just that it was fresh
and kind of personal,
talking about David preyed
on women.
Adam: That's interesting.
Well, you know how I feel about
Hayward.
The man's a menace.
Liza: Yeah.
It's just that he brought Colby
into the world, and I was hoping
that he'd changed.
But since you and Jake are
so adamant about it, I'll listen
to you.
Giving Colby the security
and love she deserves is all
I really care about.
So if it makes you feel better,
I'll stay as far away from David
as I can.
David Hayward is out
of our lives -- for good.
Adam: Yes.
Erica: I'll be all right.
You really can go.
Erica: What are you going
to do?
Are you going to tell Liza?
Are you going to ruin
their lives?
Say something, David.