Alex: Hello, Gorgeous.
Dimitri: Ooh.
Boy, there you are.
I was getting worried.
I called Dixie at the hospital.
She said you left some time ago.
Alex: Oh, yeah, I took Sam
and Maddie on a nature walk.
Dimitri: Yeah?
Alex: Aren't they pretty?
Dimitri: Oh, those are
absolutely beautiful.
Alex: Missed you.
Dimitri: Missed you, too.
Alex: I love this time
of year.
Everything seems to be getting
ready to have a nice,
long winter's nap.
Dimitri: Ah.
Well, I guess we're going
to have to bear down.
Alex: Oh, until spring
at least.
Dimitri: Yeah.
Maybe by then Edmund will have
thawed towards us a little bit.
Alex: I looked for him up
at the house.
I don't know.
Either he wasn't there or he was
hiding from me.
Dimitri: The silence between
us is -- it's tough.
Alex: What do you think
we should do?
Should we invite him down
for a drink or something?
Oh, I don't know.
Dimitri: No, no, no.
Edmund will -- he'll let us know
when he's ready.
Alex: Don't you think that
we should spend the holidays
together?
Dimitri: Alex, I think that
has to go on your wish list.
Alex: Oh.
You writing a love letter?
Dimitri: That's an IOU.
It's good for one romantic
evening in front of a roaring
fire.
Alex: I'm free tonight.
Dimitri: That's exactly what
I thought you were going to say.
I can't.
Ryan called.
I have to meet him.
He wants to talk.
Alex: Oh?
Dimitri: Probably about
Gillian.
Alex: Oh.
Dimitri: But I promise
you that I will not be late.
[Knock on door]
Alex: Promise me?
Dimitri: I promise.
I won't be late.
Gillian: Hey.
Dimitri: Hey, Gillian.
What a surprise. Hi.
Gillian: Hey.
Dimitri: Come on in.
Gillian: You know,
every time I see you, it reminds
me that maybe there's a happy
ending for me after all.
Dimitri: Yeah, well,
now, what's the trouble?
Gillian: Well, you want
the short story or
the miniseries?
Dimitri: I would love both
stories, but I'm late
for a meeting.
I have to run.
Alex: But apparently I'm free
all night.
Dimitri: Yeah.
Now look it there -- you're
in the best of hands, ok?
Gillian: Bye.
Dimitri: Won't be late.
Alex: Drive safely.
Dimitri: Bye-bye.
Gillian: Bye.
Alex: So, you want some tea?
Gillian: Whatever you have
that's good for a breaking heart
will be good.
Alex: Brandy.
I've been neglecting you.
Gillian: Oh, that's ok.
You and Dimitri have a lot
of catching up to do.
Alex: Ah, it's no excuse.
But I'm free all evening,
so I'm going to do whatever
I can.
Here.
Gillian: Thank you.
I'm not sure that there's
anything anybody can do to make
it better.
Alex: What's the matter?
Gillian: Alex, it's just
everything.
I moved back into Wildwind.
Jake doesn't want me and neither
does Ryan.
Edmund: When the bell rings,
you mind if I go a few rounds?
Ryan: Yeah, sure. Sure.
Edmund: Does it help?
Jake: And as much as I hate
to say it, I could never ask
you to be faithful to me after
everything that you've been
through.
And I'd never do that,
especially since I can't even
make love to you.
Gillian: What are you trying
to say, Jake?
Jake's voice: I'm trying
to say that I'm letting you go.
Tad: Paging Dr. Moe,
Dr. Curly, Dr. Jake.
Spread out.
Jake: When'd you get back?
Tad: I just came
from the airport.
Jake: Yeah?
Tad: Yeah.
Jake: How was the trip?
Tad: It was all right.
Negotiations were kind of tough,
but we managed to save
our shirts and our dignity even
after that ColMar catastrophe.
How about you?
How you doing?
Jake: Oh, stronger than ever.
Tad: Good.
Good job.
Listen, I'm going to go upstairs
and grab Dixie -- quite
literally -- and we're going
to go back home.
Can I give you a ride?
You want to get something
to eat?
Jake: Oh, man, I'd love to.
I'm swamped here and I'm just
taking care of everything that
piled up while I was gone.
Tad: What are you talking
about?
You nuts?
You got a beautiful wife waiting
for you at home.
Why don't you take off?
Why you want to stay here
and push paper around your desk?
Jake: You know what,
Tad -- Gillian is not home
and she sure as hell isn't
waiting for me.
Arlene: You're making me
drink, Liza.
Liza: Just give me
the bottle, Arlene.
Arlene: Your cursing this
baby before it's even born.
You won't let it have
a father -- it's own father.
Liza: Arlene, just give me
the bottle.
We'll take care of your baby.
Why don't you just go to bed?
Arlene: No, please, I ask
you -- I ask you to leave.
And this is not good
for the baby!
Liza: You are being
so selfish!
You don't deserve to have Adam's
baby!
Arlene: No, please let go!
[Arlene falls down the stairs]
Hayley: Arlene?
Mom, can you hear me?
Adam: Oh, my God.
What happened?
Liza: It was an accident.
Hayley: Arlene?
Can you hear me?
Open your eyes.
Liza: Oh, thank God.
Arlene: Oh, Hayley.
Did you see?
Hayley: Shh, shh.
Don't try to talk.
I'm going to call 911.
Liza: Be careful with her.
Adam: Don't try to move,
don't try to move.
Just tell me where you're hurt.
Arlene: Oh, it's --
it's her fault.
Adam: Liza?
Liza: It's true.
Arlene: Oh, my God, my baby.
Arlene: Oh.
My baby.
She killed my baby.
Hayley: All right, stay calm,
stay calm.
The ambulance is on the way.
Adam: What's she talking
about?
Liza: She had a bottle
and she was going to drink --
Hayley: Can we please save
the replay for later?
Arlene: Hayley?
The baby --
I wanted you to be the mother.
Hayley: Mom, please,
the baby's going to be fine,
you're going to be fine.
Just hang on.
Arlene: Please don't
leave me.
Hayley: I won't leave you,
I promise.
[Sirens approach]
Adam: Thank God.
This way!
Hayley: The paramedics are
here, ok?
I don't want you to worry.
I'm going to ride with
you in the ambulance.
Don't be afraid.
Paramedic: Can you tell me
what happened?
Hayley: Yeah, she -- she fell
down the stairs.
Paramedic: Did she lose
consciousness?
Hayley: Yeah, she did.
She's also pregnant.
Paramedic: How many months?
Hayley: About eight weeks,
I think.
Paramedic: Pulse is strong.
Second paramedic: Let's get
a collar on her and get
her on the backboard.
Ryan: Edmund, I should let
you know that I'm meeting
Dimitri here.
Edmund: So what?
Ryan: All right.
All right, listen, man,
you want to use my gloves?
You're going to split
your knuckles on this bag,
I'm telling you.
All right.
Dimitri: Ryan.
Hello, Edmund.
Edmund: Going to hit
the weights.
Ryan: Listen, Dimitri,
thank you for agreeing to meet
me here.
Dimitri: Oh, it's ok.
I assume that it's concerning
Gillian?
Ryan: Wrong.
No, absolutely not.
Gillian is the last thing I want
to talk about.
Gillian: Alex, have you ever
done something totally convinced
that it was for all the right
reasons just to have it blow up
in your face?
Alex: Quite recently.
Gillian: I came back
from Chechnya with Jake, and it
wasn't out of guilt.
Well, you know, maybe just
partly.
But he saved my life
and he needed me, so I came back
with him and I wanted to help
him settle back and get used
to things again, and
it turned out that that wasn't
the right thing to do.
Alex: How so?
Gillian: Well, there are
a lot of ways you can love
someone.
And what I feel for Jake is
real, but that wasn't the love
that he needed.
Alex: He's been at war.
It changes people.
You know that.
Gillian: He left me.
He ordered me out of his life.
Alex: What were you fighting
about?
Gillian: We weren't.
We, uh --
we tried to make love
and it didn't work.
Alex: Because you still have
feelings for Ryan?
Gillian: I was going to --
I was going to tell Jake about
Ryan as soon as he was a little
stronger, but he just figured it
out on his own.
Alex: Ah. Well --
Gillian: And he was just
incredible.
You know, he didn't once condemn
or judge me.
He was completely willing
to accept everything and just
move on from there,
even if meant that we had
no future together.
Alex: Well, he rose above it.
Then he released you?
Gillian: Yeah.
Alex: Well, isn't this what
you wanted?
You're free to be with Ryan.
Gillian: I know.
Alex: Well, what are
you doing here crying
on my shoulder?
Why aren't you with him?
Mateo: Hi.
A patient was brought in --
Arlene Chandler?
A miscarriage?
Nurse: There's an ambulance
unloading outside now.
Mateo: Great. Thank you.
Hayley: All right, it's going
to be all right.
We're here now.
Just try to breathe, ok?
Arlene: My baby.
I can't lose my baby.
Hayley: You're going to be
fine.
Stay calm. Just stay calm.
Oh, boy, am I glad to see you.
She fell.
Paramedic: BP's 90/70,
Pulse is steady.
Doctor: I'm Dr. Owens.
Is there a relative?
Hayley: Me.
I'm her daughter, Hayley Santos.
Dr. Owens: Do you know what
happened?
Hayley: Yes, she fell down
the stairs and she's pregnant.
Dr. Owens: How far along?
Hayley: Not far.
About eight weeks.
She going to be all right?
Dr. Owens: Has she complained
of any cramping?
Hayley: Yeah, yes.
Dr. Owens: We'll know more
after I examine her.
Arlene: Please hurry.
Hayley: It's going to be ok.
Just stay calm.
It's going to be ok.
You're going to be fine.
Vanessa: Adam, what's
going on?
I was pulling in your driveway.
I saw them hauling poor Arlene
into an ambulance.
Adam: Not now, Vanessa.
I don't have time for you.
Vanessa: Fine.
Arlene: Doctor, whatever it
takes, the baby comes first.
Vanessa: Oh, bravo, my dear.
Bravissima.
Dr. Owens: Let's get
her to cube one.
I'm sorry.
I have to ask you to wait until
I've finished the examination.
Hayley: Ok, Mom, I'll be
right here.
Arlene: I love you, sweetie.
Adam?
Adam: Right here.
Arlene: Pray for our child.
Adam: Liza.
You didn't have to come.
Liza: No, I had to.
I mean, it's your child.
How's Arlene?
Adam: Well, the doctors are
examining her now.
Liza: And the baby?
Adam: We don't know yet.
What happened back there?
Liza: Arlene called me
and she wanted me to come over
to discuss your divorce.
We were arguing and she got
angry, she walked down,
she picked up a bottle of vodka,
said it was her only friend
and she was going to go upstairs
and she was going to drink
herself to --
and I don't know, we --
we ended up arguing at the top
of the stairs and I was trying
to get the bottle away
from her and it became this
tug of war.
Vanessa: Well, really,
physically attacking a woman
in her condition?
I mean, didn't you know she was
pregnant?
Liza: Yes, I did.
That is exactly why I didn't
think she should be drinking.
Vanessa: Well, I'm sure
Your intentions were very good,
my dear, but look at
the results.
I mean, poor Arlene's in there
fighting for the life
of her baby.
Hayley: Can we not do this
right now, please?
Really, the only thing that
matters is the baby.
Please, please, please let it
be ok.
Ryan: Actually, what I wanted
to talk to you about was
my startup company.
You've heard about it, right?
Dimitri: Yeah, yeah,
incredibledreams.com.
You're positioned to go public.
Ryan: We're headed that way,
exactly.
Dimitri: Making dreams come
true for fun and profit.
Sounds like a great idea.
Ryan: Do you like it enough
to invest some capital?
Dimitri: Whoa, that depends,
Ryan.
What kind of numbers are
we talking about?
Ryan: Well, I would like
to buy out Woodruff
and Greenlee.
He pretty much funded phase one.
Dimitri: Partnership not
working out?
Ryan: Too many strings,
too many strings.
So I'd like to buy out
his shares and start clean.
Dimitri: And that's where
I come in.
Ryan: Dimitri, I'm telling
you, this company is about
to take off.
I've even got the suits at WRCW
talking video tie-in, which is
global market.
If you come onboard here --
two years.
I say two years your investment
is tenfold, and this is what
I'm thinking about.
Dimitri: Yeah, right.
Whoa, slow down.
You're talking faster than I can
listen.
I'll tell you what -- get me
the last quarter reports
and your fiscal projections.
I'll look them over, run it
by Alex, I'll get back to you.
Ryan: Beautiful.
Dimitri: Great.
Ryan: Thank you, thank you.
Dimitri: Now that we are done
talking business, how about
we talk about something much
closer to my heart -- my cousin
Gillian.
Ryan: No, no, Dimitri.
Dimitri: Whoa, whoa, whoa.
Ryan, Ryan, Gillian is hurting.
Ryan: I said I don't want
to talk about it.
Tad: What happened between
you and Gillian?
Jake: Nothing happened.
Tad: Well, nothing?
Where is she?
Jake: I don't know.
She's probably with Ryan.
Tad: Ryan?
Wait a minute -- just before
I left, you told me
your game plan was to get
her back, right?
That you were going to do
anything you had to to come
between her and Lavery.
So?
Jake: Yeah, well, what's that
bumper sticker?
You know the one -- "Life's what
happens when you're making
plans."
Tad: Ok, so what happened?
Jake: Tad, like I said,
nothing happened.
Tad: She just up
and left you?
Jake: No, no, she didn't up
and leave.
She's too much of a class act
for that.
She wanted to stay.
But I could tell that her heart
wasn't really with me.
And I sure as heck didn't want
her sticking around feeling like
she owed me something,
when the fact of the matter is
I owed her everything.
I let her go.
Tad: Because you love her.
Jake: Doesn't make a lot
of sense, does it?
Tad: Actually, it makes
perfect sense.
And for what it's worth,
I'm proud of you.
As far as I'm concerned, it took
a lot more courage than taking
that bullet, because this is
the kind of wound that feels
like it's never going to heal.
Jake: She loved me enough
to stay.
I didn't have enough to offer
her to make her happy.
So that is the name of that
tune.
Tad: Look, this may be
the last thing you want to hear
right now, but Dixie's always
telling me that a real test
of faith is believing that
everything -- everything --
happens for a reason.
And if you and Gillian couldn't
make it work, then maybe
she just wasn't the right woman
for you.
Jake: She's the only woman
for me.
And she's the only one I'll ever
love, Tad.
Alex: Ryan has your heart,
doesn't he?
Gillian: I don't know how
I'm going to live without him.
I love him so much, Alex.
Alex: Then you must tell him.
Gillian: I have.
I tried.
Alex: So what's the problem?
Gillian: I -- I --
I can't just abandon Jake.
He's so strong and so brave,
but he needs me.
And Ryan doesn't understand
that.
He -- he --
he wants me to just give myself
completely to him.
Alex: And you're caught
in the middle.
Gillian: I'm not going
to crush Jake to be with Ryan.
You know, sometimes at night
when I'm lying in bed,
I just -I get this cold
and dark feeling that maybe Ryan
and I are doomed to not be
together.
Alex: No. Nonsense.
You have the power to direct
your life.
You have to choose.
Gillian: But I want to make
both men happy, Alex.
Is that crazy?
Or is it possible to love
two men?
Alex: It is possible to love
two men, yes.
Gillian: But you don't love
them the same way.
Alex: Dimitri, I think,
is my one great love.
I needed Edmund.
I -- I think we made each other
happy for a time.
Gillian: How did you choose?
Alex: Well, I didn't.
My heart chose.
You know, a part of me will
always love Edmund.
Gillian: How does he live
with that?
Alex: I don't know.
Guess he has no choice.
Gillian: But he still
loves you.
Alex: He says he's moved on.
Gillian: Don't believe him.
Alex: Well, Edmund is
so complicated.
I mean, the face that he shows
the world, it doesn't always
reflect what's going on inside.
Gillian: Alex, at least
you didn't
marry him.
See, I made a commitment.
I made a commitment to Jake
and -- and promises to love
and honor and obey.
And those weren't empty
promises.
I meant them.
Alex: Don't you think that
you would honor him more
if you left?
What good would it have done
if I'd stayed with Edmund
because I felt obligated?
I would've ruined three people's
lives.
Gillian: Because it is more
than just Jake loving me
or wanting me or needing me.
I don't know -- it's -- it's --
Alex: Well, doesn't Ryan
need you?
Gillian: It's really
complicated.
I just know that I can't go
on like this.
I can't keep hurting everybody
that I'm with.
You know, maybe I should just go
back home, back to Hungary.
Tad: Wait a minute.
I'm not trying to disrespect
Gillian, honestly.
I'm just saying that I hope
things work out the way they're
supposed to.
Jake: You believe in fate?
Tad: Are you kidding?
I've got to.
Hey, look at my life with Dixie.
You know, we've got to be carved
in stone someplace.
She went so far as to go back
to Pigeon Hollow, get engaged
to another guy because she felt
it was time for her to be
with somebody else, and that
didn't happen.
Jake: So what you're saying is if Gillian and I are meant
to be together, there's nothing
that's going to stop us.
Tad: Sure.
It's like that Sting song.
You know, you love somebody,
set them free.
Listen, you did that, right?
Jake: Yeah.
Tad: If she comes back
to you, she is yours.
If she doesn't, she never was.
Jake: You know what,
big brother?
My life's an absolute wreck here
and you're quoting Sting songs
to me.
Tad: Well, it's a hell
of a lot better than your bumper
sticker.
Jake: So what are we here,
slaves to pop culture?
Tad: No.
What we are is brothers.
And no matter what happens,
brother, that also is set
in stone.
Easy.
Jake: I love you, Bro.
[Knock on door]
Jake: Oh, hey, it's open.
Come on in.
Doctor: Oh, am I early?
Jake: No, you're right
on time.
Tad, this is Dr. Fleischmann,
our new urologist here.
Tad: Hi, nice to meet you.
Jake: Working on a case
together.
Listen, you and the Dixie chick
go out and have a great night
tonight, Dr. Jake's orders.
Tad: All right.
Hang in there, all right?
Jake: All right.
Tad: Nice meeting you, Doc.
Dr. Fleischmann: Good day.
Jake: Glad you came by.
Dr. Fleischmann: Jake, I have
your latest test results.
Jake: Well, give me the bad
news.
Hayley: I've been so excited
about this baby because Arlene
called to say she changed
her mind.
You know, Arlene said that
we could adopt the baby,
Mateo and me.
That's why I was there
in the first place -- I mean,
so we could make plans
and everything.
Mateo: It's a good thing
you were there.
Hayley: Well, I mean,
I would've been there sooner,
but I --
I stopped at the jewelry store
on the way.
I know this sounds stupid
and everything, but I wanted --
you know, I wanted to get
the baby --
I wanted her to have,
like, a token, you know,
so she'd know that she was loved
right from the start.
Look, it's -- it's so cute.
It's got her birthstone on it.
An emerald for May.
She'll be born in May.
I mean --
I mean, I hope that she's born
in May.
Mateo: Listen, you got
to have faith, all right?
Hayley: I swear,
if everything is ok after this,
I am going to be Arlene's
shadow.
I am going to stick to her like
glue.
She's not going to have
the opportunity to drink again.
Adam: I understand she was
about to have a drink today,
wasn't she?
Hayley: Yeah, apparently.
And that's not going to happen
again because our baby's going
to be born clean and sober.
Dr. Owens, how is she?
Dr. Owens: She dislocated
her shoulder on the fall
and I'm afraid she suffered
a slight concussion.
Hayley: But --
well, how is everything else?
Dr. Owens: We weren't able
to save the baby.
Dr. Fleischmann: Well,
the test results are about what
I expected.
Have you discussed the situation
with your wife?
Jake: Well, we did more than
discuss it.
She knows that I can't make love
to her.
Dr. Fleischmann: Maybe not
tonight, but it's far too soon
to say whether your impotence is
permanent.
Jake: You know what, Sid?
You don't have to sugarcoat
this.
I'm a doctor, same as you.
Lay it on me.
Sid: It's not my practice
to sugarcoat.
Your condition could reverse
itself on its own.
Or --
Jake: Or?
Sid: There is -- there is
an experimental medication that
in trials looks quite promising.
So, keep a positive attitude
and tell your wife to be
patient.
There's every reason to believe
you'll make love to her again.
Jake: Thanks, Doc.
Ryan: Ok, so that wasn't very
cool of me, hitting you up
for some capital and then losing
my temper like that.
I just, you know --
Dimitri: Ryan, Ryan,
just -- just listen to me.
The situation between
you and Gillian will resolve
itself if you give her the time.
The bottom line is you know that
she loves you.
Edmund: Hey, Chrissy.
Hi.
Mineral water, please.
Chrissy: Here you go,
Mr. Grey.
Edmund: Thanks.
Put it on my tab?
Chrissy: Mm-hmm.
Edmund: Thanks.
Dimitri: Ryan, excuse me
for just a minute.
Ryan: Yeah, we'll talk
tomorrow.
Dimitri: How was
your workout?
Edmund: Killer.
Dimitri: Haven't seen
you around lately.
Edmund: I've been busy.
Dimitri: You doing ok?
Edmund: Doing better than
Ryan.
Dimitri: Yeah, you overheard,
right?
Edmund: Yeah, I overheard
you tell him not to give up
on Gillian.
Dimitri: That's right.
Edmund: A little ironic
coming from you, don't
you think?
I mean, she's back with
her husband.
I thought you all people
would support that move.
Dimitri: All right,
Edmund, what are we talking about here?
Edmund: Nothing that matters.
Gillian: See, if I went back
to Budapest, it would be so much
better for everybody.
It would be hard for both Ryan
and Jake, but it would be easier
if I'm not here.
Alex: Running away isn't
the answer.
Gillian: No?
Alex: No, it doesn't solve
anything.
Gillian: Well, you know, whether I stay here or if I go,
I still end up hurting people.
Alex: Well, you can't protect
people from life, darling,
as much as you want to.
I know you have such a big
heart.
Gillian: You know,
sometimes I just wish I could
feel nothing.
Alex: No, you don't.
Love is life's biggest gift.
You can't renounce it when
it doesn't work out.
Gillian: But, Alex,
for you there was no choice.
Dimitri was the love
of your life.
Alex: Edmund has given me
so much that I think that
we probably would have been
happy together if Dimitri hadn't
come back.
Gillian: But he did.
Alex: Yes, and it turned
everything upside down.
Gillian: It was that way
with me and Ryan.
You know, while Jake was
gone, we were in our own
little universe.
And I knew I was being
unfaithful to him, but,
you know, he walked out on me
and I was so sure that
our marriage was over.
Alex: But he came home.
Gillian: You know, I found
a love letter Jake gave me,
wrote to me, and I -- I read it,
and he said that I was
his reason for living
and that leaving me was
the biggest mistake of his life.
And I don't want to make that
mistake, so -- what do I do?
Is my future with Ryan or is it
with Jake?
Alex: Oh, Sweetheart.
Vanessa: Arlene,
dear, how are you feeling?
Arlene: Hey.
Where's Adam?
Vanessa: Outside,
talking to the doctor.
Well, you can drop the Camille
act now.
Arlene: Vanessa,
I'm in pain.
I lost a baby, I hurt
my shoulder.
They want me to stay here
for observation.
Vanessa: Well, you tripped,
darling.
You can sneak a few nips
of the rubbing alcohol.
Arlene: You're heartless.
[Vanessa chuckles]
Vanessa: Perhaps.
Maybe that's why I've lasted
so long, hmm?
But a word of honest advice?
Don't overplay your hand
with Adam.
Arlene: How'd he react
to the baby being lost?
Vanessa: Same way he would
react if the market were down.
Arlene: Does he think that
Liza pushed me?
Vanessa: Really can't tell.
You might have gotten more
sympathy if you hadn't grabbed
for the bottle, though.
I mean, Liza can -- she can say
that she was only acting
in the baby's best interest.
Arlene: Yeah, well, she was
ready to leave.
I had to act fast.
Vanessa: Look, darling, if --
if this plan fails, I hope
you have a backup because
I think coming between Liza
and Adam isn't going to be
as easy as we thought.
Vanessa: Oh.
Adam, I'm so sorry about
your loss.
Arlene doesn't know she's
miscarried and I didn't have
the heart to tell her.
Of course, it's not really
my place, anyway, but --
Adam: Arlene, you -- you gave
us all quite a scare.
Arlene: How's the baby?
Adam: I'm sorry, Arlene.
The baby didn't survive.
Vanessa: Hayley, I'm so sorry
for your loss.
Hayley: Thank you.
Vanessa: Yes, well, I didn't
know your mother that well,
but I do know she was so excited
about giving you a little
brother or sister.
You just have to be strong --
strong right now for her sake.
Hayley: You know,
just when I really thought this
was going to happen,
I saw myself with that baby,
with our baby, you know?
I saw the whole thing --
in the park,
first steps, first birthday
party -- the whole thing.
I had a whole scrapbook
of memories in my mind.
Mateo: Yeah?
I don't know.
This might be tough to hear
right now, but I don't think
there was any guarantee that
your mom was going to give that
baby to us.
Hayley: Why do you say that?
Mateo: That baby was her last
link to Adam.
I mean, knowing your mother,
she's not ready to sign off
on that.
Arlene: I wanted this baby
more than anything I've --
I even pictured her face,
with my eyes and your scowl.
Adam: Hmm.
Arlene: I remember when
Hayley was born.
It was just like her --
red-faced and puzzled.
And I remember holding
her in my arms and her looking
up at me like, "who the hell are
you?"
And then there was that little
moment of recognition,
of "oh, yeah,
you're my mom.
I picked you."
I just wanted someone to look
at me like that again, just one
more time.
Adam: I'm sorry, Arlene.
Arlene: No, no, it's not
your fault.
I --
I shouldn't have called Liza.
Adam: Why did you call her?
Arlene: I wanted to make
peace.
I asked her to put her personal
feelings aside and allow
you to be a father to our child.
She just cursed me and the baby.
I was so upset, I -- I went
for the bottle.
And she of course assumed
the worst and went after me.
I'm to blame.
I shouldn't have called her.
I'm sorry.
Gillian: I'm sorry.
Alex: No.
So don't do anything rash.
Wait.
Listen to your heart.
Gillian: My heart's sending
all kinds of mixed messages.
Alex: Well, then you must be
still.
You'll know what to do.
I promise everything will work
out for the greater good.
You just --
maybe -- maybe there will be
a sign, and then you should
follow that.
Now, in England, this is when
we have a cup of tea.
Gillian's voice: You can't be
serious.
Jake's voice do you honestly
think I'd say I was letting
you go if I didn't mean it?
Gillian: Jake, if you'd just
let me --
Jake: Just stop it, Gillian.
Gillian: Stop what, Jake?
I came here for you.
I came here because I wanted
to help you.
Jake: I don't want
you to help me!
I want you to leave!
Gillian: No, no.
Jake, don't say that.
Jake: Here, take
your clothes.
Put on your clothes and go now.
Don't be here when I get back.
Do you understand?
Jake: Oh, my God, Gillian.
I was wrong, I was wrong.
Am I too late to get us back?
[Edmund remembers times with Alf and Dimitri]
Man: That's it.
Come on, that's it.
Go on, boy, take the challenge.
Now, come on, give them
what for!
That's it!
He's down for the count!
The winner and still champion,
Dimitri!
Young Dimitri: You go,
Edmund.
I've got to go change
for my riding lessons.
Man: There's no gloves
for you, Miss Nance.
You've got to learn to fight
with your bare fists.
Now, come on now, give it all
you've got.
Oh, come on.
What was that, a wisp of wind?
You barely made contact -- not
like master Dimitri.
That boy can take you down
without breaking a sweat.
Bad enough he's lord
of the manor.
You want what he's got,
you've got to suck it up
and take it!
Oh, cry, baby, cry,
winker in your eye.
Come on, boy, show me what
you've got.
Who's the real man around here?
Is Dimitri your lord and master?
Come on, get up!
Show me something now!
That's it, come on now!
Harder!
ON THE NEXT - - - - ALL MY CHILDREN
Bianca: I don't think
I should be late for school
the first day.
Rain: Why go to school when
you don't want to?
Erica: I'm very grateful
to you that you were here this
morning.