Liza: Hmm, Arlene,
you're still here.
I thought you'd be gone by now.
Arlene: Well, I was halfway
out the door but a package
arrived.
Liza: Really?
Arlene: Special delivery.
Liza: Take it and go.
Arlene: Easier said than
done.
You see, Adam has a big
investment in it.
It's sort of like a joint
venture.
Adam: Arlene --
Liza: Adam is in business
with you?
Is she drunk?
Arlene: Oh, no.
I'm off the sauce.
Doctor's orders.
Liza: Really.
Liver's shot?
Arlene: No, the hospital did
a full blood panel after
you and your mother tried to poison me.
Liza: You know, honestly,
Arlene, I am not interested
in your medical problems.
Arlene: Oh, problems?
No, it's a blessing.
You see, Liza, I'm going to --
Adam: It's time for
you to go, Arlene.
Liza and I have a date tonight.
Arlene: Ok.
I'm actually going to go see
Hayley.
We have to do a little
mother-child bonding.
See you later.
Have fun.
Liza: And what was that all
about?
Adam: Believe me, you don't
want to know.
Liza: A joint venture?
Is she trying to squeeze more
money out of you?
Because -- give it to her.
Give the money to the woman
if that's going to get her out
of our lives, please!
Because
I think that our lives should be
together -- you and me
and Colby.
And, Adam, I --
I want that right now.
I don't want to wait.
Mateo: Listen, Honey,
you've been bummed out all
night.
Everybody's almost gone.
Why don't I just close and take
you home, huh?
Hayley: No, I don't want
to ruin the party.
Mateo: Well, then,
let's talk.
Hayley: I don't want to deal
with it.
[Hayley sighs]
Hayley: But I have to.
Mateo: What's the problem?
Hayley: My mother, what else?
Mateo: Oh, now, what'd
she do?
Hayley: She dropped
the mother of all whammies
on my dad and me.
She's pregnant.
Mateo: No.
No.
Hayley: Yes. Yes, she is.
She's having a baby.
Man, am I beyond scared for that
kid.
Leo: Greenlee. Finally.
I've been tracking you all
night.
Greenlee: Look, Leo, I can't
talk right now.
Leo: What's up?
Where are you?
Greenlee: I'm taking care
of some unfinished business.
Leo: Why don't you drop it
and meet me at the S.O.S.?
Greenlee: Not tonight.
Leo: God.
Pathetic.
Hey.
Did you get a hold of
your mother?
Bianca: Yeah, I told her that
we'd be hanging out here
for a little while longer.
Leo: Did she give
you a hassle?
Bianca: She wasn't thrilled,
but she didn't force me to come
home.
Leo: Cool.
Bianca: Now, Leo,
you've helped me through
the worst week of my life.
Leo: It's nice to be needed.
Bianca: You've been a really
good friend.
So let me return the favor.
Leo: No, we're here.
It's happening.
Bianca: I'm not so caught up
in my own drama that I can't see
that you're thinking about
something or someone.
Is it Greenlee?
Leo: Yeah.
I just tried to call
and she basically blew me off.
Bianca: Why?
Leo: I don't know.
I'm not sure, but it's a pretty
safe bet that it involves Ryan
Lavery.
Singer: Here in my mind
we're playing every line
remembering all of the love
we made
you told me
only yesterday
nothing could take
your love away
here in this room
so many traces of you
so many nights
lying by your side
sleeping with secrets
deep inside
secrets your eyes
could not deny
singer: Come as you are
lay with me
beautiful nights
once more
tell me
with all the love in my heart
I'll set you free
line up the lies
I've said good-bye
[Knock on door]
Ryan: Gillian?
Ryan: Greenlee, what the hell
are you doing here?
Greenlee: I followed you.
Ryan: Get out!
Greenlee: You're not giving
me the brush-off, Ryan.
Not this time.
Not after the way you ruined
my life.
Ryan: Excuse me?
Your life is ruined?
What are you talking about?
Greenlee: I'm being exiled
back to California to live
with my parents.
Well, to hell with that
and to hell with you!
Gillian's voice: I need
to know if he's going to have
some chronic problem -- some
back problem or mobility
problem.
If there's something wrong,
you have to tell me.
I have to know, please, Joe.
Please, tell me.
Joe: Well, it's not any
of those things.
I don't know how I got myself
into this.
All right.
Because of his injury,
Jake may experience some loss
of sexual function.
Gillian: I have to call Ryan.
Gillian: This is for me.
Gillian: It's a letter
from Jake when he was
in Chechnya.
Jake's voice: "My
Dearest Gillian,
it's late
and the only sound is the bombs
falling in the distance.
It's impossible to sleep,
and the loneliness is damn near
unbearable.
So I'm traveling back in time,
back to Pine Valley,
back to you, and the first time
we made love.
I'm remembering how impossibly
soft your skin felt,
the way your hair
spilled across your shoulders,
the smell of your perfume,
the taste of you lips.
I'm back in your arms,
pacing my breathing to yours,
feeling closer to heaven than
I ever felt possible.
Falling in love with you was
a gift, Gillian, that I never
expected."
[Jake walks into the room]
Jake: You're my world,
Gillian,
my safe harbor,
my compass
on the long voyage home.
And I love you
with all my heart and soul,
in the name of everything that's
good, honest, and true.
I live to give you my love
again.
Adam: I can't tell you how
long I've waited for this.
Liza: I know.
Because I've waited all my life.
Adam: My life has been
an endless hell.
Liza: So has mine.
Adam: You forgive me?
Liza: Love forgives
everything.
And I love you
very much.
Adam: Say that again.
Liza: I love you.
I never stopped.
I mean, I --
I was very prideful.
I guess I got angry
and frustrated, but then
I realized that I didn't have
any joy in my life.
I didn't have any passion.
And I thought about
you and me together and --
and I want us to be the way that
we used to be.
Adam: Yeah.
Liza: I want you.
I love you.
Adam: I love you.
I love you.
Ryan: I am not going to go
another 10 rounds with you,
Greenlee.
Greenlee: Well, I'm not
leaving.
Ryan: Well, when you get
tired of being the prima donna,
then you know the way out.
Greenlee: I will not be
ignored!
My life is over because
of you, and I'll be damned
if I pay for what you did.
Ryan: I owned up
to my mistakes, Greenlee.
Own up to yours.
Greenlee: The only mistake
I made was falling for
you in the first place.
Ryan: I got a question.
I got a question.
Where'd you get the idea that
money could buy you love?
Greenlee: What are you doing
here, Ryan?
Ryan: What am I doing here?
What are you doing here?
Greenlee: Oh, my God.
This is where you and Gillian
rendezvous to cheat on Jake.
You're expecting her to dump
her husband and meet you here
tonight.
Gillian: This letter, Jake --
it's beautiful.
Jake: Well, it doesn't even
come close to saying what
I feel.
Gillian: You didn't send it.
Why?
Jake: Because words don't
cut it.
I wanted to show you what
you mean to me.
Gillian: I don't know what
to say.
Jake: Well, why don't you let
me start.
Gillian,
when I think back of how I left
pine valley and went overseas
and left you,
I was so mixed up.
And I just want you to know that
I didn't leave here
because of you.
I left here because
of everything else that went
wrong.
And
if I could go back in time
and do it all over again,
I'd never leave you, Gillian.
I'd never let you go.
Because when I was in Chechnya,
I realized that there were two
things that kept me alive,
and that was you and my family.
And now that I'm back,
I see that you've
just given my life a purpose
that I've never known before.
Gillian: Jake, so much has
happened.
Jake: I know.
And I know we can't go back.
But we can start over, Gillian.
And we can take it step by step.
And I'd never pressure you,
but I've given up on us once
and I'm not going to make that
mistake again.
Because I know, Gillian,
in all of my heart,
that the two of us together,
we can handle anything that life
throws at us.
If you believe in that,
you can believe in it the way
that I do.
We're home free.
Hayley: You know, just when
I think we've gotten Arlene out
of our lives --
Mateo: Wait. Wait wait.
How do we know she's really
pregnant?
Has she taken a test?
Hayley: Hospital blood test
and a do-it-yourself kit,
both positive.
Mateo: That's unreal.
I mean --
Hayley: It'll be real enough
in eight months or less.
Mateo: What'd your dad say?
Hayley: Well, he wasn't
exactly passing out cigars.
As a matter of fact, he wanted
to boot Arlene to the far side
of the moon, but I talked him
out of it.
He's agreed to let her stay,
at least until the baby's born.
Mateo: We have to keep an eye
on your mom, all right,
make sure she takes care of that
baby because I don't trust her.
Hayley: Are you kidding me?
That baby can't compete
with Arlene.
She does whatever she wants
whenever she wants.
If she wants to have a drink,
she'll have that drink.
If she wants to shack up
with some loser for a one-night
stand, then that's what she's
going to do.
That baby doesn't stand a shot.
You know, and it's not fair,
Mateo, because I eat right,
you know, and I take vitamins
and I still can't get pregnant.
My mother treats her body like
a landfill and she is having
a baby.
Arlene: Hey, Sweetie.
Did you tell Mateo the wonderful
news?
What does a mama-to-be have
to do to get a drink around
here, huh?
Bianca: Admit it, Leo.
I've seen you and Greenlee
together.
You guys obviously have
something going.
Leo: Yeah, well,
it's the direction that I'm
worried about.
Bianca: Complications?
Leo: Nothing is simple
with Greenlee Smythe.
Bianca: Right.
She's a total drama queen.
Leo: Oh, you noticed?
With Greenlee, everything is
the highest high or the lowest
low.
She could be eating ice cream
and it is the best butter pecan
in the world.
Some dude cuts her off
on the freeway and he's
the biggest SOB on
the planet.
And get her started on Ryan
Lavery --
Bianca: Your competition?
Leo: He used to be the only
man she'd ever love.
Except now she hates his guts.
Bianca: Sounds to me like
Shakespeare 101.
You know, the lady protesting
too much.
Leo: Yeah, well,
wherever Ryan is tonight,
I'm sure Greenlee's not far
behind.
Bianca: So, you going to go
after her?
Leo: What, jump through hoops
and fall flat on my face?
No, I think I'll pass,
thank you very much.
She can chase him until her legs
fall off.
I don't care.
I'm moving on.
Greenlee: Ryan, you are so --
you have no class!
No conscience!
No scruples whatsoever!
Ryan: And you are
so incredibly pristine,
aren't you?
Greenlee: I'm not cheating
on my husband his first night
back from the trenches.
Ryan: Gillian is not cheating
on Jake!
Greenlee: He knows about
you two?
Since when?
Who told him?
Ryan: She's telling him
tonight.
Greenlee: "Welcome home
from the war, Jake.
Here's your mail.
And by the way, I'm dumping
you for my ex."
Get a clue!
Jake is not going to just let
Gillian walk out of his life.
You saw him at the press
conference, the way he looked
at her, the way he kissed her.
He is out of his mind in love
with his wife.
He put up one hell of a fight
for those orphans, and you can
bet he'll fight for Gillian.
Gillian: Jake, there's --
there's no one like you.
I've always known that.
Gillian: You know, when I was
in that car crash, you took such
great care of me.
You taught me how to talk again.
Jake: Well, see,
sometimes I think that I taught
you a little too well
because I miss the way that
you mangled the English
language.
Gillian: You saved my life.
And --
after that accident, you were
so patient and so kind to me
and you cheered me every step
of my recovery.
And then when you asked me
to marry you, I was so sure that
we were meant to be together.
And then everything just fell
apart and you lost Colby.
Jake: And we lost
Colby.
Gillian: And we lost each
other.
Jake, you didn't even say
good-bye to me when you left
Pine Valley.
Jake: I know.
I know, and, Gillian, I was
hurting and I was stupid.
Gillian: And I thought that
you stopped loving me.
Jake: Never.
Gillian: Jake, you --
you just left!
And I didn't blame you.
I don't blame you for one
second.
I lied to you.
I lied to myself.
And when you were gone,
I struggled to try and figure
out where I fit into your life
and where you fit into mine.
Jake: I know that it was
really rough for you with me
leaving and you being gone here
and you being all alone.
And I'm not the kind of guy who
expected you to sit around
and wait for me to come home
to start living your life.
I'd never do that.
I had no right to do that.
Certainly not after the way that
I treated you.
Gillian: Jake,
I really, really thought we were
over.
Jake: So did I.
Until I got a taste of life
and death on a war zone
with bombs dropping all around
me and beautiful children dying
in my arms.
And I thought of you,
and I realized how much
that I had to live for.
And you came over there,
Gillian, and you took me out
of there and you brought me back
home.
And that's why you're
my lifeline.
And I know you're confused,
and I don't even know where
you're at right now, but I want
you to know that I'm here.
And I'm here for you.
And you just grab a hold of me
and you don't let go.
Mateo: What's your pleasure,
Mom?
1%, 2%, Nonfat?
Arlene: Oh, Moo Juice?
Have to pay me to drink that.
Hayley: Well, nobody's going
to pay you to take care
of your baby, Arlene,
and the baby needs calcium.
Arlene: Hayley is taking care
of me and her little sister.
Hayley: Actually it's too
soon to tell if it's a girl.
Arlene: Well, I'm hoping.
Hayley: Right.
The daughter you never had.
Arlene: Sweetie, I missed
a lot of your growing up.
Hayley: Blackouts will do
that.
Arlene: Ahem.
Mateo, skip the milk.
I'll have a diet soda.
Mateo: Right.
Hayley: Oh, great.
So you can pour whatever you've
got in your flask into
the caffeine.
Do the words "Fetal Alcohol
Syndrome" mean anything to you?
Arlene: You know,
for your information, I'm doing
this pregnancy by the book.
I am swearing off the booze
and I've tossed away --
Hayley: What book would that
be, specifically?
The bartender's manual?
Shouldn't you be home
and in bed?
Arlene: Well, I would be
if Adam weren't entertaining.
He's telling Liza the great news
of the unexpected visitor.
Hayley: Oh, don't expect Liza
to throw you a shower.
Arlene: Oh, you know what?
Skip it.
I got to go.
Hayley: Wow, I never thought
I'd see you say that
with a smile on your face.
Arlene: Well, if I'm lucky,
I'll get to see Liza leaving
with her tail between her legs.
Hayley: Miraculous!
Your flask has a homing device!
Arlene: Well, if I had had
a chance, I would have tossed it
away.
I just didn't get it.
Hayley: Oh, my God.
Arlene: Good night, sweetie.
Talk to you later.
Hayley: What am I supposed
to do?
Am I supposed to stand back
and let my mother just decimate
this little baby's life?
Mateo: It doesn't have to be
that way.
This kid could have a real
shot at the future
with us.
Hayley: What do you mean?
Mateo: Well, we want a baby,
right?
Hayley: Yeah.
Mateo: We're going to adopt
your mom's.
Bianca: So what if Greenlee
finally got Ryan Lavery out
of her system?
Leo: Lavery's not the only
problem.
It's the endless games.
Bianca: Battle of the sexes?
Leo: Greenlee's made that
an Olympic event.
I need a lover, not
a competitor.
Bianca: So, what, you want
to call it a night?
Leo: Sure.
You up to facing your mom?
Bianca: I think I might just
stick around here for a while.
I'll take a cab home.
Leo: That's fine.
I can stay.
Bianca: Quick, call
"The Exposer."
"Erica Kane's Daughter Behind
the Eight Ball."
Wouldn't my mom love that?
Leo: All right I hear you.
But you're sure you're all right
here?
Bianca: Yeah, I'm fine.
How about you?
Ok about Greenlee?
Leo: You kidding me?
Greenlee doesn't know what she's
missing, Bianca.
Ciao.
I'll talk to you later.
Ryan: We belong together.
If you can't accept that
and if the Martins can't accept
that, well, you're just going
to have to live with it
because me living without
Gillian is not an option.
Greenlee: Her husband's going
to have something to say about
that.
Ryan: Well, if he loves
her half as much as I do,
then he's going to fight
for her, but he's not going
to win.
Greenlee: Ooh, tough guy
Ryan, taking on a war casualty.
Ryan: Listen to me.
Jake saved Gillian's life
and then he saved my life,
but I saved his life,
so he and I, we're even.
Greenlee: Really?
Aren't you trying to steal
his wife?
Ryan: Why am I --
look, Gillian and I hate
the fact that Jake's going
to get hurt, ok?
But she loves me.
She wants to be with me,
all right, and pretending that
she doesn't isn't fair
to anybody.
Jake especially.
Greenlee: You and I are a lot
alike, you know that?
Ryan: Really.
Well, that's very frightening.
Greenlee: That's true.
We keep reaching for what
we want, and what we want is
almost always unreachable,
but that doesn't stop us.
We keep reaching until someone
gets hurt, you know?
Sometimes that someone is
the other guy, but most
of the time it's us.
Ryan: How many times do
I have to tell you,
Greenlee -- I didn't mean
to hurt you.
Greenlee: But you did,
so I set out to hurt you.
But looking at you here,
in this fairy-tale castle,
waiting here for your little
princess -- I realize that
I don't have to lift a finger
to hurt you.
Jake Martin will do it for me.
I wish I could be here
to see it.
Jake: Gillian,
I've said all I can say.
I'm going to head upstairs
and go to bed.
Joe: Gillian?
[Leo sighs]
Greenlee: What's
your problem?
You should be thrilled.
I hate Ryan -- madly,
passionately, deeply --
Leo: Yeah, and you said
the same thing before only
you used the L word.
It all sounds the same to me.
Greenlee: You can't be
jealous.
Leo, I hate Ryan to the bone.
I'll spend as long as it takes
to make sure he paid for what
he did to me.
Greenlee: You look far away.
Leo: Actually, I was sort
of close.
Greenlee: I didn't expect
to find you here.
Leo: Yeah, well, I wasn't
waiting for you.
Leo: How's Ryan?
Greenlee: How'd you know
I was with Ryan?
Leo: If there's one thing
I've learned about you,
Greenlee, it's that you always
make a play for the obvious.
Greenlee: I scared myself
tonight.
I parked in front of Ryan's loft
and I followed him to Wildwind.
Leo: Why?
Greenlee: Beats the hell out
of me.
I guess I just wanted to make
him suffer.
Leo: Did it work?
Greenlee: No.
But I learned something.
I'm over him, Leo.
I'm really, finally over him.
Leo: Yeah, well,
you'll understand if it's --
that's a little hard for me
to believe, Greenlee.
Greenlee: I don't blame you.
But it doesn't matter whether
you believe me or not.
I'm out of your life, too.
Leo: Why?
You joining the convent?
Greenlee: Might as well be.
My grandparents found out about
Wade, the three million
I borrowed, the whole damn mess.
They're sending me back
to California.
Leo: This is a joke, right?
Greenlee: No, Leo.
It's good-bye.
Hayley: You want to adopt
Arlene's baby?
Are you serious?
Mateo: Dead serious.
Your mom had a flask
in her purse.
I mean, she has no business
raising a kid.
What kind of life would the kid
have to look forward to?
Hayley: Well, I wouldn't wish
my childhood on anyone.
Mateo: Exactly.
We're breaking that cycle,
all right?
We're breaking -- we're stopping
that.
At least, in our family,
in our home, that kid would be
wanted, it would be loved.
Hayley: I like the sound
of that.
Mateo: And it's not like
the baby will be alone.
I mean, we're going to have kids
of our own, right?
You know, and he'll have lots
of brothers and sisters to play
with.
Hayley: Like you had.
Mateo: Yeah, I had
a great life growing up.
I really did, and, well,
it's getting better every day
with you.
And we have so much to give,
so much to share.
Hayley: You're so amazing.
I love you.
Liza: Let's go upstairs.
Adam: No, I -- I want to --
Liza: Well, what's stopping
you?
Adam: Sweetheart, I --
I hate spoiling a perfect moment
like this, but I -- we have
to talk about Arlene.
Liza: Oh -- you know, I don't
know what the situation is
with Arlene, but it can wait.
We'll talk about it later
and then we'll deal with it.
We'll deal with it together.
Arlene: Don't start something
you can't finish, Liza,
or you'll end up like me --
in the family way.
Liza: Hmm.
Well, bluff away, Arlene.
Arlene: No, it's true.
Why don't you tell her, Adam?
Huh?
We're expecting.
Liza: Adam?
Adam: Yeah, it's true.
I'm afraid it's true.
Arlene is pregnant.
Arlene: Isn't it great?
Your Colby can be a big sister
to my little baby.
Gillian: Joe, I just --
I hate what's happened to Jake.
He deserves so much better.
It wasn't suppose to be
this way.
Joe: I know.
Gillian: He loves me.
Joe: Of course.
Does that surprise you?
Gillian: No. No.
No, he has a tremendous heart
and he wants to give it to me.
Joe: Gillian, I didn't tell
you about Jake's injury to make
you feel guilty.
Gillian: I know.
Joe: He'd be very upset
if he knew I told you and that's
not just because of pride.
Gillian: I know.
I know that, too, Joe.
Joe: Jake has been, for years
now, trying to find himself.
But he found what he's looking
for in you and in Colby.
All of a sudden his life has
started to make sense.
He's been making plans
for the future.
Believe me, that's very rare.
For my son, it's a first.
Before that he was just content
to drift wherever life happened
to take him.
I think that's one of
the reasons he's always loved
sailing so much.
But you have changed that.
You have changed him.
You're the one, Gillian.
His search has ended with you.
Gillian: I just --
I just feel so
helpless.
Joe: Well, look, now he's got
one hell of a fight
on his hands, and he can't win
it by himself.
He needs you by his side.
Please, Gillian,
don't desert him.
My son needs you.
Mateo: Hey.
Hayley: Hmm.
Mateo: So, you been thinking
about what I said?
Hayley: It's all I can
think about.
Mateo: I think we can
do it -- you, me, your mom's
kid.
Are we good to go?
Hayley: We are good to go.
Liza: Adam, please tell me
that she's drunk or that you're
lying for her.
Adam: No.
Neither.
That's what I was trying to tell
you, Liza.
Liza: Who's the father?
Arlene: Oh, it's Adam's.
No doubt about it.
See, I'm staying here.
Adam insisted.
Adam: Hayley intervened.
She convinced me that it would
be better off for the baby
if Arlene stayed here for now.
Liza: Well, you just don't
stop, do you?
You'll do anything to keep
your claws in him.
Arlene: No, no, no.
You see, you got it wrong.
Adam found me in bed.
In fact, he was so persistent,
that we didn't even have time
to use protection.
Liza: You are beneath
contempt.
Adam: Liza, Liza, don't let
her get to you.
We can work this out.
Liza: No, don't touch me.
You think this child that you're
carrying is your ticket to ride?
You're going to get exactly
what's coming to you.
I promise you.
Adam: Liza --
Liza, wait!
Arlene: Well, I hope that
Winnie has stocked the fridge.
I have this sudden craving
for pistachio ice cream.
Leo: You're not going
to California.
You're not going anywhere
without me.
Greenlee: I've got the orders
on high from the grandparents.
I'm banished to La Jolla,
land of sun and surf.
Leo: We'll fight back.
We'll devise a battle plan.
We'll get Woody and Millie
to reverse their decision.
Greenlee: How?
Leo: How.
How -- I'll call David,
have you quarantined.
We'll have him say that you came
down with a galloping case
of the dengue fever.
If that doesn't work, we'll go
underground.
We'll survive on our wits,
which, on the surface sounds
scary, but we'll manage.
We'll assume new identities.
I'll be Natasha, you be Boris.
[Greenlee kisses Leo]
Leo: What was that for?
Greenlee: A thank-you.
Leo: For what?
Greenlee: For being
ultimately, wonderfully
reachable.
Joe: Your life and
your decisions are all your own.
I don't mean to pressure you,
but my son needs you.
Help him to heal if you can.
Singer: I closed my eyes,
begin to pray
then tears of joy
stream down my face
with arms wide open
under the sunlight
welcome to this place
I'll show you everything
with arms wide open
singer: With arms
wide open --
Singer: Well, I don't know
if I'm ready
to be the man
I have to be
I'll take a breath
I'll take her by my side
we stand in awe
I'll show you everything
oh, yeah
with arms wide open
wide open --
ON THE NEXT - - - - ALL MY CHILDREN
Erica: You lied to me.
Dimitri: Tonight I was
the only person standing between
you and a big mistake.
Jake: I've never felt
so alive as when I do right now
and I want to show you.