Tad: Honey, come on, is that
a weapon in your hand
or you happy to see me?
Dixie: Are you out
of your mind?
Tad: I'm sorry, ok?
I apologize.
Honestly, I didn't intentionally
mean to jump out of the plane.
Dixie: Oh, of course not.
You were just standing
in a plane with the door open
and a parachute wrapped around
your body.
Tad: I was standing
in the plane with the door open
and a parachute because you were
there and I was trying to prove
a point.
Dixie: You were trying
to scare the life out of me.
You know, for a man who is
so concerned about his wife's
health, you have a very funny
way of showing it.
Tad: That's not fair.
Dixie: No, it's not fair
for you to jump out
of a plane, Tad.
I felt so helpless.
I just had to stand there
and watch you fall and pray that
the parachute would open before
you hit the ground.
Do you know how terrified
I felt?
Tad: Yes.
Absolutely.
That's the point I was trying
to make.
Because from the moment you told
me you were pregnant,
that's exactly the way I felt.
Dixie: Oh, you cannot compare
the two situations.
Tad: You don't think so?
Honey, come on, you want to talk
about intentionally risking
your life?
You had four doctors tell
you over and over again any sign
of back pain could mean kidney
failure -- not good for a person
with a history of heart disease.
Dixie: Are you finished?
Tad: No.
You promised Hayward, you gave
him your word that you would
tell him the minute you felt any
discomfort.
So what did you do?
You kept quiet and you
intentionally hid your symptoms.
Dixie: I had some twinges
that I thought would pass.
You deliberately put yourself
in danger.
Tad: You hoped they would
pass.
Honey, that's like rolling
a couple of dice.
At least the odds were that
my parachute was going to open.
And I was prepared to do
whatever it took to make you see
what you were doing.
And if that included hitting
the silk, you know what?
I would have done it gladly.
I got to admit, you know,
once we were up there,
I had some second thoughts.
Didn't necessarily like the idea
of putting my life on
the line -- unlike some people
I know.
The idea of leaving
you and the boys alone is not
a happy one.
Dixie: But you jumped.
Tad: No, honey, I fell.
You're the one that wants
to jump.
You still do.
But you getting pregnant again
is just like me jumping out
of a plane.
It's worse.
I had a parachute.
[Doorbell rings]
Adam: Wini--
Trevor: Hey!
Adam: Oh, Trevor.
Trevor: Bonjour,
Monsieur Adam.
How are you?
Kisses, kisses, kisses.
You don't mind if I come in,
do you?
Adam: No, course not.
I thought you were in Paris.
How was your trip?
Trevor: Yeah, it was great,
great.
Janet and I had a great time.
Saw Tim. That was good.
We missed Amanda, so we came
home.
Adam: Good.
It's always good to be home.
Trevor: Speaking
of daughters, yours left ours
and is camping here?
Adam: Yes, so to speak.
She's asleep right now, though.
So I'll tell her you stopped by.
Trevor: Yeah, I talked
to Winifred a couple of times.
She said she was indisposed,
she was tied up.
I hope it ain't ropes.
Adam: She's been sleeping
a good deal.
Trevor: Yeah, I heard about
that little thing at
the hospital, so that's why I'm
concerned.
I want to talk to her.
So which wing is she in?
East? West? North? South?
Adam: She doesn't need to be
disturbed right now.
Trevor: I'm not talking about
disturbing her.
I'm just doing a little
checking up.
Adam: That's quite
unnecessary.
I have everything under control.
Trevor: Yeah, I'll bet
you do.
Well, I'll just sit here
and enjoy myself until I get
a chance to talk to her.
Adam: Trevor, I will tell
her you came by when
she wakes up.
Trevor: All I want to do is
talk to her.
Don't mind me.
Just go about your business.
I'll just sit here and wait.
Adam: Well, I can't very well
go about my business
with you sitting in the middle
of my living room sofa.
Must I have you removed?
Trevor: Well, that's really
up to you, isn't it?
You want to try?
Adam: Yes.
As a matter of fact I would
love --
[Pounding on door]
Ryan: What do you want?
Mateo: Some answers.
Can I come in?
Thank you.
Ryan: What makes you think
I have answers for you?
Mateo: I saw Gillian
at the hospital.
Ryan: Oh.
Mateo: Yeah.
She's through helping me get
back together with Hayley.
Ryan: Yeah?
Mateo: Mm-hmm.
Matter of fact, she was pretty
upset.
She told me how the whole thing
was a waste of my time,
that if I was smart, I'd get
on with my life.
Do you have any idea why she'd
say something like that?
Ryan: Should I?
Mateo: I think so.
Ryan: Well, you're wrong.
Mateo: Maybe Gillian thinks
you've decided to go after
Hayley.
Ryan: I have no idea what
Gillian thinks.
Mateo: All right, why don't
you tell me what you think?
You going to go for it or not?
[Dimitri groans]
Alex: We should take this
carefully.
Edmund: Yeah. Ok.
Alex: Ok, Dimitri.
Edmund's going to listen to you.
He wants you to be comfortable,
so we're going to stay here
and continue with the treatment.
And then when you're all better,
we'll talk about it then, ok?
Dimitri: You --
you stay here?
Alex: We'll stay here.
Dimitri: Yeah?
Alex: Yeah.
We'll stay here.
I want Edmund to visit you.
As a kindness to him.
He needs to see you.
Ok, sweetie?
I got some more photos
of Maddie. See?
Look how big she's getting.
Dimitri: She --
Alex: Mm-hmm.
[Dimitri groans]
Dimitri: Maddie.
Alex: When she's bigger,
we're going to teach her how
to ride.
Dimitri: Yeah.
Alex: When you're all better.
Dimitri: Yeah, ride Max.
Max.
Alex: We're going to teach
her how to ride Max.
Alex: Dimitri should sleep
for a while now.
You all right?
Edmund: Yeah.
Ahem.
He -- he's just always been
larger than life, you know,
and now he looks --
Alex: This has been a big
shock for you.
Edmund: Yeah.
Why is he like that -- one
moment violent, and the next
he's barely coherent?
Alex: Well, I tried
to explain that the disease has
had some debilitating effects,
and between that and
the treatment, his behavior can
be somewhat erratic.
Edmund: How have you handled
this alone?
Alex: Oh.
I had Dr. Silbert to help me.
Edmund: That's not what
I mean.
Alex: I know what you mean.
I didn't really have a choice.
Edmund: You could have
told me.
Alex: No, I couldn't.
I gave him my word,
and my husband has to be able
to trust me.
Edmund: He loves you very
much.
Alex: And I love him.
Edmund: My brother's alive.
Your husband is alive.
I got to call Peg.
She'll get in touch
with Joe Martin, figure out
the arrangements that we need.
Alex: What arrangements?
Edmund: For Wildwind.
We're going to take him home.
Alex: He doesn't want to go
home.
He doesn't want to be seen
by anyone.
Can't you think about him?
Imagine how he'll feel seeing
the looks on your faces.
You might think that you're
being compassionate, but all
he's going to see is pity.
And he loves you so much.
He couldn't bear to put
you through that kind of pain.
More to the point, he couldn't
bear to put himself through it.
Alex: He is such a proud man
you know that.
His pride is about all he has
left.
Please, can't you just let him
keep it?
Edmund: All right.
You do whatever you have to do
to stabilize him, and he'll stay
here -- for now.
But after that,
he's coming home, where people
and family love him.
Alex: All right.
All right. Thank you.
Edmund: Ok.
Now, I got to tell some
people, ok?
Alex: Oh, just leave it.
Edmund: Please, please.
Alex, this is family.
These people are suffering.
They're in agony.
I can't just sit by and watch
them do this for no reason.
No reason.
And besides, he needs
their prayers.
We all do.
Edmund: Please.
Alex: All right.
All right, we'll tell them.
Gillian: You had me worried,
Grandmama, taking to your room
the way you did.
Eugenia: Even though I've
lived a long time and seen many
of my loved ones go, it didn't
make it any easier coping
with Dimitri's loss.
Thank you.
Gillian: I miss him so much.
You know, I still sometimes pick
up the phone and I start
to call him.
He just always made my enormous
problems seem bite-size,
and he never judged.
Eugenia: You know something?
He always loved that you looked
up to him for his sage advice.
He was honored that
you trusted him.
Gillian: Really?
I did.
I could always count on Dimitri
to know my heart.
Eugenia: Even --
well, even when it came to Ryan?
Gillian: Yeah.
I guess so.
I mean, you, too, but, you know,
it was just nice having a man's
point of view.
Eugenia: Ah, indeed.
Do you feel in need of any
advice now?
Gillian: No. No.
I'm taking a break from men
at the moment.
Eugenia: Really?
I thought that you and Ryan were
working things out.
I mean, after the memorial,
you were so close.
Gillian: Yeah, he was very
nice to me, and, you know,
I'll always be grateful
for that, but then he admitted
that he had feelings for another
woman.
Eugenia: Oh, no.
Oh, no.
You know, I really thought that
you two were destined for each
other.
I'm so sorry.
Gillian: I feel like
I woke up.
And I finally realized that,
you know, Ryan can't love me
the way I want to be loved
or the way I deserve to be
loved.
Eugenia: That's wonderful.
Do you realize what you said?
I remember conversations in this
very room where you thought that
you were not capable of love.
Gillian: And you told me
I was.
Eugenia: You are.
Present tense.
You know, you were once the most
awful, selfish, egocentric brat.
And you've become a loving,
warm, loving woman -- the woman
I always knew that you were.
And perhaps Ryan brought that
out in you.
Gillian: And then he just
threw it away.
He didn't want me anymore.
Eugenia: No, no,
no, no, darling.
He couldn't accept it.
That's very different.
Oh, believe me, someday a man
will come along who can
accept it.
You will love --
oh, yes, you will --
and you will be loved.
Believe me.
Gillian: Oh, Grandmama.
Mateo: Admit it.
Just tell me.
I'm a big boy.
I can take it.
Do you have feelings
for her or not?
Ryan: What difference does it
make what I feel or don't feel?
Mateo: Why can't you just be
honest?
Just be honest.
Ryan: Because it doesn't
matter, man.
Once again, you don't get it.
The only thing that does matter
is what Hayley feels,
what she wants.
And from what I can see,
it's you.
Trevor: Tink, I've been
trying to call you all day.
Hayley: You're kidding.
I never got any messages.
Adam: Uh, Winifred picked up
the messages, sweetheart,
while you were sleeping.
She -- she knew you needed
your rest.
I'll have her give them to you.
Trevor: Yeah, you do that.
Why don't you and I head out
to McKay's, grab a cup of Joe,
and catch up on things?
Ad: She's not up
to an excursion to town,
Trevor.
Trevor: Well, she's perfectly
able to answer the question
herself.
Aren't you, Tink?
Adam: I just meant that --
Hayley: No, Dad, do you mind
if I talk to Uncle Trevor
in private?
Adam: No, no, of course not,
sweetheart.
I'll be in my study
if you need me.
Trevor: Au revoir, pops!
So, Tink,
what's got you in this nut house
now, huh?
Hayley: Long story.
Trevor: Well, I got time.
Talk to me. Tell me.
Hayley: Mateo slept
with Raquel.
Trevor: What?
Where did you hear that?
Hayley: Raquel told me
the next morning.
Trevor: And you --
and case closed?
Hayley: Why do you think
she would lie about a thing like
that?
Trevor: Well, I could think
of about a million reasons.
I guess my question is,
why would she tell you?
Hayley: I think she wanted
to warn me what Mateo was really
like, how he used her to get
back at me.
Trevor: What a good pal.
And you bought it, hook,
line, and sinker?
Hayley: You know, at first
I didn't, Uncle Trevor.
But then I just -- I got
to thinking.
I don't know who Mateo is
anymore.
Trevor: Well, you know Mateo
better than you know Raquel,
and you know Raquel will do
anything when her back is up
against the wall.
She'll send her kid out of town,
she'll -- she'll make up that
story about the kid being lost
in a blizzard so she can
blame you.
And this is the woman whose word
you so readily will accept?
Hayley: He came to her,
Uncle Trevor.
She didn't go to him.
He came to her.
Trevor: Ok.
Now, what does Mateo say about
this?
Hayley: He says she's lying.
Trevor: Well, I'm sorry,
Tink.
I'm with Mateo on this one.
Hayley: Oh, really?
Mr. "Kissing a man is the same
as if I had slept with him"?
Even after Mateo poured a glass
of vodka and threw it
at my face, you told me that
I should get over myself,
go and talk to him, be more
understanding.
Where's my understanding?
Trevor: Tink, listen to me,
you are first with me --
first, last, and always --
but I know that Mateo loves
you and you love Mateo.
This idea of Mateo sleeping
with Raquel -- it just doesn't
strike 12:00.
Hayley: Yeah, well,
I don't know what to think
anymore.
Trevor: Well, that's
because you're thinking too
much.
You got to go with your gut.
It's always worked with
you in the past.
Hayley: If my gut's talking
to me, I really can't hear it
right now.
I can't hear anything.
Trevor: Well, of course.
You've got too many voices
in your head, namely Adam's.
Moving in with the old master
puppeteer was a big mistake.
Now, why don't you just come
home with us, ok?
Hayley: No way.
I feel safe here.
I feel protected here.
Trevor: I see. From whom?
Mateo?
Tink, I love you and
I want what's best for you.
Hayley: Yeah, well,
maybe that's just not
in my cards --
you know, 2.5 Kids and the white
picket fence and living happily
ever after with the man
of my dreams.
Trevor: What's this talk?
You sound like your mother.
Hayley: Yeah.
Mateo: She -- she told
you that?
That she wanted to be with me?
Ryan: She didn't need to tell
me that.
She wouldn't be so torn up
if she didn't care about you.
Mateo: But she didn't exactly
say it?
Ryan: Why you being such
an idiot about this?
It's always been you,
Mateo -- always -- ever since
I've known Hayley.
You're the only man she's ever
loved.
You're the only man she's ever
wanted.
Of course, I have no idea why.
You lie to her,
you push her away, you take
her for granted.
Now you cheat on her.
Mateo: I didn't sleep
with Raquel.
Ryan: Well, Raquel says
you did.
Mateo: She lied.
Ryan: When Hayley and I told
you there was nothing going
on between us, did you
believe us?
Mateo: No.
Ryan: No.
Mateo: Ok.
So if there's nothing going
on between y guys and Hayley
still loves me, she wants me,
why did you stop me from seeing
her at the hospital?
Why did you stop me from talking
to her at Adam's?
Ryan: Because she's better
off without you right now.
Mateo: Meaning she's better
off with you?
Dixie: No, thank you,
Stuart, he's fine.
No, you don't have to bring over
any soup.
That's very sweet of you,
though.
I will.
Ok, bye-bye, honey.
That was Stuart and Marian.
They were concerned.
Tad: Well, at least you could
honestly say that I'm fine.
Dixie: And you couldn't where
I was concerned?
Tad: No.
Dixie: Tad, I didn't
voluntarily risk my life.
I had some twinges.
I thought they would pass.
Tad: Ok.
Let's say, just for the moment,
that somehow you were able
to forget all of the warnings
given you by the medical
profession, ok, that you didn't
connect the dots between twinges
and total disaster.
I feel like you lied to me.
Dixie: I --
I didn't lie to you.
Tad: Dixie, I've got it
on tape.
Honey, you grimaced your way
through an entire back rub.
What do you call that?
Tell -- no, no, no,
tell the truth.
Come on.
If you're not going to be honest
with me, please be honest
with yourself.
Dixie: I am!
I just feel like you're taking
everything I'm saying
and twisting it around
and making it much worse than it
really is.
Tad: I'm not.
I give you my word, I'm not.
And if you don't understand
that, we've got a real problem
on our hands -- one that's not
going to go away.
We don't figure this one out,
it's just going to come around
to kick us in the back
of the head over and over again.
This is turning into some kind
of contest of wills.
We've been down that road
before.
Do you really want to do it
again?
Eugenia: It was lovely
of you to bring the tea.
It's wonderful.
Gillian: Oh, well,
do you want some more?
[Door closes]
Eugenia: No, thank you,
darling.
Gillian: Oh, who's here?
Eugenia: Edmund. Alexandra.
How nice to see you.
Edmund: Hello, Eugenia.
Eugenia: Hello.
Edmund: Gillian, I'm glad
you're here.
I, uh, have some news,
and I'm glad you're sitting
down.
Eugenia: I hope it's not
bad news.
Edmund: No.
It's the most wonderful news
I can possibly think of.
Gillian: So go on! Tell us.
Don't keep us waiting.
Edmund: Ahem.
Well, I just got back
from Seaview hospital
with Alexandra, and if I didn't
see it with my own eyes,
I wouldn't believe it.
But it's true.
Eugenia: What is true?
Edmund: Dimitri.
He's alive.
Eugenia: I can't breathe.
Gillian: Grandmama?
Alex: Do you have any pain?
Eugenia: Of course I don't
have any pain.
Alex: Then you're just
hyperventilating
put your hands over your nose
and your mouth and try
and breathe normally.
Breathe.
Good.
Gillian: Edmund, how can --
how can this be possible?
Edmund: Alexandra made
a promise to Dimitri.
Gillian: So you've known all
along?
Alex: Remember that promise
I told you about?
Dimitri made me swear not
to tell anyone, including
Edmund.
I am so sorry.
I wanted to tell you,
but I really had no choice.
Edmund: Dimitri insisted.
Living with this secret's been
a real burden on Alexandra.
Gillian: So then it's true.
He's alive!
Dimitri is alive!
Eugenia: He's alive!
When can we go to him?
When can we go to him?
Alex: I'm sorry, you can't.
Trevor: Hey --
I'm sorry I said that.
I didn't mean that.
You're not your mother.
Hayley: Yeah, maybe it's
my legacy or her curse.
Trevor: Well, there ain't
no such thing as curses, Tink.
Hayley: Oh, no?
Trevor: No.
And you have become 10 times
the woman that your mother
ever was.
And it wasn't because
of you that this thing is messed
up with Mateo.
It's because of Mateo not
telling the truth about Raquel.
That's what started this -- this
whole mess.
It's not a curse.
You're not your mother.
Hayley: We're both
alcoholics.
Trevor: And you both got
blond hair and love pistachio
ice cream.
It doesn't mean you're going
to live her life.
Unless you keep talking this
way.
Is that what you want?
Hayley: No.
No.
You know, I thought I could
break away from all that.
You know, I tried to get away
and be better and do better.
Trevor: And you succeeded.
Hayley: Oh, yeah?
Trevor: Yeah.
Hayley: Why did I kiss Ryan?
I love Mateo, and I still found
myself in the arms of some
other guy.
Trevor: That's because you're
human.
We all do things that boggle
our senses.
You didn't sleep with the guy.
Hayley: Yeah, well,
Mateo thinks I did.
And he was ready to forgive me
for that because I guess
he thinks that by sleeping
with Raquel, he cancels out me
sleeping with Ryan.
Except I didn't do that.
Trevor: And neither did Mateo
sleep with Raquel.
That's a bunch of garbage that
she's spreading.
Hayley: Yeah, I don't --
you know what?
I don't even care if it is.
I don't -- I don't care about
any of this anymore.
Trevor: You don't mean that.
Hayley: You know what?
I do mean that.
Because even if I could talk
to Mateo,
I wouldn't know what to say
to him.
We don't speak the same language
anymore.
Trevor: So I'll translate.
Hear the guy out.
Give him a chance to explain
himself.
Hayley: Already did.
Was the same old same old.
Trevor: It's time, Tink.
You got to give it time.
Hayley: I'm out of time.
I don't care what he has to say.
I don't want to hear from him.
I don't want to hear
from anybody.
Except for Ryan and you --
and that's only if you don't
push Mateo at me.
Trevor: Ryan?
Ryan?
Hayley: You can say whatever
you want, but, in spite
of everything, Ryan has been
the one who has been there
for me.
He found me when I passed out
at your house and he stayed
with me the whole time I was
at the hospital.
And from what I understand,
he kept Mateo away from me.
Trevor: And Ryan's the one
that's keeping Mateo away
from you now.
You got all these guys keeping
Mateo at bay.
Hayley: That is fine by me.
Trevor: Tink, have you been
to a meeting lately?
You want to find a meeting
and I'll take you?
Hayley: No, I'm --
I'm really not up for a room
full of people just yet.
Trevor: You sure?
Ok, then.
Tink, you know I'm there
for you 100% of the time.
You can call me anytime,
day or night, and I'll be there
for you.
We could talk, do whatever.
Trevor: Talk to you soon?
Ryan: Think whatever you want
to think, Mateo.
Mateo: Thank you.
I will.
By the way, just so you know,
I'm not giving up on Hayley.
Ryan: Well, if you really
cared about her the way you say
you care about her, you'd leave
her alone.
Mateo: No way.
Ryan: You're only making
things worse, man.
She needs to be alone right now.
She needs to get settled.
She's really shook up.
She needs to feel normal
for a couple of days before
she takes something else on.
Mateo: She needs to be alone?
Would this exile include you?
I didn't think so.
You do yourself a favor
and stay out of my way.
Dixie: Look, this is not
a contest of wills, Tad, ok?
This is a difference of opinion.
You know, this is not a betrayal
on my part.
Just -- can you have a little
faith?
I understand that this is hard
for you, but you don't have
to put our entire marriage
at risk.
Tad: Wait, wait, wait, wait.
Don't get me wrong.
Look, I'm not -- I don't feel
like you betrayed me. Honey, I know who I'm dealing
with.
I mean, if you were crossing
the street with junior,
right, and a car came around
the corner out of control,
you had a split second to react,
you'd throw him out of the way,
probably let the car hit
you in the process, right?
Dixie: Well -- yes.
Yes, I would put my child's life
before my own, of course.
Anybody would do that. Why?
This is a hypothetical question,
isn't it?
Tad: No, no, baby, it's not
a hypothetical question.
It's a pattern.
It's you.
It's who you are.
Because from the moment
you realized that you were
pregnant, our little girl was
so real to you, you were willing
to put her life before your own.
That was your decision.
Dixie: Well, all right, yes.
Yes, my children come first.
I mean, that's who I am.
Don't expect me to change.
I'm not going to change.
Tad: Baby, I don't want
you to change.
That's your heart.
That's the woman I fell
in love with --
an amazing person, an incredible
mother.
I'm not asking you to change.
I am begging you not to put
yourself in that position again.
Dixie: So that's it.
You want me to give up my dream
of us having a child.
Tad: I'm sorry.
I know how badly you want this.
Dixie: No, you don't,
obviously, or you --
or you wouldn't ask me that
question.
Tad: Honey?
Do you honestly think I want
to see the light go out
in your eyes?
You think I don't know how
excited you were, how happy
you were before we lost
the baby?
I was willing to try again until
I saw the videotape.
Dixie: So it's my fault?
Because I covered up
the symptoms?
Honey,
you're right.
I covered them up.
I --
I just ignored the twinges
because I didn't want to believe
that anything was wrong.
I just --
I just wanted to have the baby.
I just wanted them to pass.
And they did, and I'm so sorry.
Tad: The important thing is
that you're all right.
Dixie: No, the important
thing is that you don't trust me
anymore.
But I swear -- I swear
if we could just -- just keep
trying to have a baby,
I wouldn't take any chances
with my body.
I promise you.
Just please don't give up on us
and the idea of us having a baby
together.
Tad: You're going to get
yourself all wound up.
It's not like we don't have
a little time.
Dixie: So we could still
think about it, right?
Tad: Yeah. We can think about it.
Let's just do it later, ok?
Can we just put the idea
of having another baby on hold
for a while?
Can you do that?
For me?
Adam: I didn't hear Trevor
leave.
How long ago did he go?
Hayley: I don't know.
A while.
Adam: You should have called
me, sweetheart.
I was trying to give you two
your space.
How is everything? Ok?
Hayley: It's just hard,
you know, having to explain
myself all the time.
Adam: I know. I'm sorry.
I shouldn't have let Trevor
see you.
Hayley: Oh, it's not
his fault.
I was glad to see him.
I just wasn't prepared for him
to wave the Hayley and Mateo
hope flag again.
Adam: If he had seen how
Mateo's visit upset you,
he wouldn't be so quick
to interfere.
Hayley: Well, he meant well.
Adam: Well, the road
to hell --
Hayley: Maybe there is a way
for Mateo and I to --
I don't know -- talk our way
through this in time.
Adam: Hayley?
Hayley, you need to make
yourself strong.
I mean that.
As long as you're under my roof,
no one is going to pressure
you into doing anything
you don't want to do,
including me.
And Mateo Santos isn't going
to come anywhere near you.
Trevor: Hey, Mateo.
How you doing?
Mateo: I've been better.
Trevor: I understand there's
been a couple of developments
while I was away.
Mateo: Listen, if you're here
to lecture me or read me
the riot act, just save it,
all right?
Trevor: Just got one
question.
Did you sleep with Raquel?
Mateo: No.
Trevor, you know me better than
that.
Come on.
Raquel lied.
I swear!
Trevor: That's what
I thought.
Mateo: You believe me?
Trevor: Yeah, and I told
Hayley she should believe
you, too.
Mateo: You did?
Trevor: Yeah.
Mateo: You saw her?
Trevor: Yeah, I just saw
her just now.
Mateo: How's she doing?
Trevor: She's a mess.
She looks terrible.
She's holed up in at mansion
like the O.K. Corral.
It's like she's afraid to leave.
Mateo: You know Adam.
He's doing a number on her.
You know, if I could just talk
to her, just --
just talk to her f a little
bit, you know, convince
her that --
Trevor: Convince her of what?
Mateo: That I was wrong,
that we belong together.
You know, I --
I don't know.
I don't want to lose her.
I can't lose her, Trevor.
I --
I got to find a way to get
her back.
Trevor: I think I got
that way.
Alex: Dimitri's condition is
extremely tenuous and wee
at a critical point
in his treatment, so he cannot
have any visitors.
I'm sorry.
Gillian: But Edmund got
to see him.
Alex: It really wasn't
the right thing to do.
Edmund: In all fairness,
I insisted.
She was against it, and Dimitri
grew disturbed.
Gillian: But why?
Edmund: He doesn't want us
to see him this way.
Gillian: Which way?
Alex: He's not how
you remember him, Gillian.
Eugenia: Yes, but we're
his family.
We love him.
Alex: I realize this must be
very difficult for you.
Perhaps when he turns
a corner --
Gillian: You mean if,
don't you?
That's what you're saying,
right?
He -- Dimitri may be alive,
but he might as well be dead.
Dixie: The boys were
so excited.
You know, they felt like a baby
would be the link, you know,
that would make us all like
a real family.
Tad: I know.
But we don't need a link.
We're already a family.
Dixie: I know. It just --
it just would have been so
nice.
Tad: So what are you saying
Dixie: I'm saying that you're
right.
I would have put --
I would have saved the baby
before I saved myself.
Tad: I know.
I know who I'm dealing with.
Dixie: Let me finish.
If something had happened to me,
the thought of you and Junior
and Jamie being left behind --
you guys all come first with me,
too, you know.
And I never should have done
anything that made you feel
as if you didn't.
I --
I hope that we can have
a baby, Tad,
someday when my -- when my body,
you know, can carry a child
to tm healthily.
But for right now, for you,
I'll -- I'll let it go.
Ok?
Mateo: You know a way
I can -- I can get back
with Hayley?
How?
Trevor: Whoa.
Slow down, slow down.
I just raised the starter's gun
and you're crossing
the finish line.
You need to hash this out face
to face.
Mateo: Well, I know that,
but that's not going to happen
any time soon.
I'm here, she's there.
Trevor: Well, is tonight soon
enough?
Because in T-minus a couple
of hours, we're heading
to Chandler mansion
and you and I, we're going in.
Alex: We're doing everything
we can for Dimitri.
Eugenia: What are his chances
of survival?
Alex: I honestly --
I can't answer that.
Eugenia: I can't bear this,
I can't bear this, I can't bear
this.
Edmund: Ok, this is a lot
to handle.
Gillian?
Gillian, would you take Eugenia
upstairs?
Just try to get some rest
lie down, and we'll talk
later, ok?
Eugenia: Fine.
Gillian: Let's go.
Eugenia: I'll go to my room.
Alex: This is why I didn't
want to tell them.
Edmund: Hey, they're not
upset because you told them he's
alive.
They're upset because he may
still die.
Come on, Alex, I mean,
there's got to be
something, anything.
He can beat this.
Is there anything at all?
Alex: There is one thing.
It's highly experimental,
though.
Edmund: A cure?
A possible cure?
Alex: Perhaps.
There are so many variables,
though.
Edmund: Whoa, what
you waiting for?
Well, then do it.
Alex, ok, we're talking about
my brother's life at stake.
Just what the hell are
you waiting for?